The Ultimate Gift

This Ultimate Gift movie is making me cry. 😢

1. A child should not precede his/her parents.
2. Money is not everything. I know it, in my heart. I only bluff when I say I need to be rich someday. I only want to comfort myself because I know, there will be times in my life that I will be left alone. And money is the only thing I can use to provide me temporary joy when all the people I love starts leaving me. But yeah, it’s wrong. I have my God.
3. My dream is not really to become successful or to be rich. My dream is to gather the people I love and spend a day or two with them. I dream of having my own family - my wife, my kids, and our furbabies. Then we spend a great weekend getaway together with our families - our moms, our dads, siblings, nieces, nephews,etc.
4. Emily has a leukemia. I have a very soft heart for kids. 😭 I was sobbing.
5. I then remembered that チャ is low blood. The stress from work + review + law school will contribute to anemia.

All these get me teary in my eyes. This movie makes me emotional that I even took my med for today. 😢

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God,

I will not be there anymore to take care of チャ. I will no longer there to remind her to take her vitamins. Or to remind her to eat breakfast at the right time. Or to remind her to use her mask and/or umbrella when going out.

If banishing my existence from her life will keep her healthy, no risk of anemia or whatsoever, then I'm fine. Just please take care of her, God. Keep her healthy and safe, then I'll be gone in exchange.

Please... Thank you. In Jesus name, amen!

-Rove