There are times that we focus so much into something that we forget the little things around us.
Cha might not love me anymore. Yeah, I just realized that I have a tough love. And maybe, she's not up to it. I completely understand it.
Going back, what I mean is, my fur babies. I focused too much on how their mom left me that I forget my fur babies have never leave me yet. Api, especially, is a sensitive kind of dog breed. He's not getting any younger anymore. Gretch is on EL today. She's at the hospital and his old dog is finally getting a surgery. Their estimate, she'll spend atleast 15k for the surgery alone. Tim lost one of his fur babies this year, and it's very young. Though it cost him thousands of pesos, they still did the very best they can to save him. The point is, we never know when God will take them away from us. Pets have a very short lifespan compared to humans. Why? Their purpose is to teach us humans how to live. It goes the same with Tiger and Roshi.
That's why I decided to make the yellow piggy bank to be their emergency fund. I will put aside money (aside for their food) each month for their vaccines, vitamins, and check-ups. I already lost two cats and I cried for 3-5 days straight. It was very difficult because even though you are busy working, from the time you entered the toilet cubicle, you started crying.
People come, people go. Some people choose to stay, some people choose to leave. And we don't have control over it. Because what we only desire is their happiness.
I'll work hard for our fur babies. I'll give them what they deserve - my time, my attention, and my love.
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It's time to focus on trading. You'll never know, it might be my time to shine! Hahaha! I got no luck in finding MBA School - they all rejected me. Got no luck in finding another job - they all rejected me. There are still lots of options, and this is one of them.
God, help me try all the opportunities this life has to offer. I don't want to sulk in the corner and wait for my final day to come. It is difficult but we got to move forward - with or without the support from the people around me. ð
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