きみわハニー

I didn't know what I was thinking but I went to her office to see her. Maybe I just want to see her even a glimpse and hear her voice. She's still pretty. ☺️

きみわきれいハニー。

I like to take care of her as long as I am still capable. This is the time of her life she needs support - she's going back to review, will take board, and will take law studies... Her body is not that strong to handle all those stress. Most of the times, she ignores using an umbrella (sun/rain), taking vitamins, eating at the right time, keep on drinking coffee/milktea though she's already palpitating, using hanky or mask in a polluted area, etc. She has a weak body, always getting sick. And as long she's in my heart and mind, she'll be my concern. It's because I love her.

I will not push myself to her. I respect her decision. I value her plans and dreams in life. Her happiness is my priority. I just want her feel that I will always be here for her - I'm still her bestfriend. 😉

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God, if you want me to stop. You can do two things: 1) Take out the love you've been filling my heart. So that I won't be capable of loving anymore; or 2) Get me into an accident that will cause me amnesia - forget everything that have happened in the last 9-10 years.

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I cried inside the car driving home. Good thing, the windshield is tinted. 😅