Movie marathon alone

I watched Pokemon Detective Pikachu and Aladdin alone. 😁 I really do crazy stuffs when I am lonely. 😆 I love the movies. I enjoyed them very much. I would like to watch Aladdin over again. I wasn't able to get the quotes. 😆 For few hours, I was able to forget the pain and sadness.

I finished the last movie and it was already raining hard. It was difficult to book Grab but after 30mins, I was able to get one - though expensive.

I just need to get home now. My tears are about to burst. And I need a close room to have them shed out. I am really so broken hearted. When the love of your life decided to break up with you. In an optimistic view, I used to being told by two friends, "you dont deserve it, you deserve better", "self-respect nalang Rove", "kung ayaw nya sayo, let it go. Dont degrade yourself", etc. But I did crazy stuffs for love. I didn't take heed what others were saying. All the flaws of my ex, I accepted them. And I love her for who she is. Now, I am crying inside my Grab. 😒 Thank you kuya driver and your music is loud enough not to hear my sobs. 😆

I texted my mom, "gusto ko na talaga mag-abroad." Another reason would be to get successful and rich. But the primary reason, going abroad will make me uber busy and help me move on and heal this pain.

You know I'm not good in courting nor moving on fast. I'm no expert when it comes to love. I can excel at everything but not in love life, it's my weakness. When I love, I am loyal, faithful, totally honest, and very passionate about it. I treat my partner like a queen that I should put aside my pride as much as possible.

Brb.