thanks, my TL

Watever you say and watever you do, you make me smile. 

Thanks for that. 

It's been such a long time since I last smiled like that.

I am always smiling at night until I fall asleep.

But then, I got to stop thinking that I like you so much.

And especially, should stop thinking that I already fall in love. 

It will only makes me sad again after sometime.

Yeah. 'Cause I know that I'll get broken-hearted in the future if I continue doing this.

But thanks a lot, my Team Leader.

You'll always be a person to look up to. 

yeah. don't know

yo. don't know.

it's not that i don't care if not havin a relationship.

in fact, i would love to have one - a serious one.

but how? people that i used to like and love didn't like me at all. 

ima pity fella.  XD

i made a promise to myself this time (though i don't make promises)

i'll love the girl that i'll have in the future wid all my heart and mind.

i'll respect her just how much i respect myself.

i'll protect and care for her no matter what.

we'll stay together thru thick and thin until the end of our time.

but how will i prove all these things if nobody would dare to try to give a chance?

haha. really a pity person i am. XD

nyway, i don't mind waiting.

it'll just arrived in time.

for now, just enjoy life.

and love will come and get me. 

(i'm still young so who knows? a guy or a gal. who knows.)

random shout out

Have a crush on my Team Leader.

Haha.! That's all!

>_<

wat da life rove

Do you think my mom buys me everything that I want? 

No it's not.

All my wants came from my own blood and sweat. 

My mom never bought me anything that I told her I would love to have.

From my sneakers, PS3, posters, albums, clothes..

I started buying on my own since I'm about to finish College.. until now...

I'm still a kid. Yeah.

I would like to experience all the things that I know can make me happy, smile, and laugh.

I wouldn't know. One day, I might never wake up again. 

That's why every chance is important to me.

I still do slow down at times. I know my limit.

But wat da on earth? 

Argh!!!~

I work for my own. I live on my own.

I pay even my stay here (inc. food, transpo, etc.)

One day, I was thinkin'.. What if I just bore a child and have someone.

Maybe my parents will provide all the things I need - even for my child?

Hahaha! Silly thoughts..

Anyway, I just gotta tell my mom that I won't be able to give her half of my salary for the following months.

I gotta pay my debt to my credit line. (Sick PS3!) Tsktsk.

Bbye!~

God knows my heart. Jesus knows me.

They know all about me. Though I don't understand myself, they do.