My plans should be in line with His plans

I wanna live with someone who will help me achieve my dreams/goals and not who will help me go bankrupt.

I wanna live with someone who will help me invest and get rich than help me spend beyond my means and get more liabilities.

I wanna live with someone who trust me and believe in me 100%.

My goal is to get rich. And I should surround myself with people who can help me achieve it. Assets than liabilities.

I only spend 4500~ a month (13 days go to office) for a transpo. Plus ~2k for food, total of 6500~ a month. With this, I have more money to spend to my investments. If I will move out, the rent+utility should be 5k or less + walking distance to office. If only I get to find a new job that can pay me 60k as take home, I have no problem with getting a flat that rents ~12k/month.

I need to start investing again. Get rich first then love life to follow. It's easy to get a woman when you're wealthy - even that woman is a spendthrift, I don't mind. I can support all of her needs and wants. Now, I don't wanna live "isang kahig, isang tuka."

On the other side, I'm also waiting for the 100-200k my mom gonna give me. I will use it as downpayment to a condo unit or house & lot. Then I will have this property for rent - to generate income.

I told myself that I don't wanna live as employee forever. I want the day to come that my business generates more income than my salary. And I don't wanna reach the age of 40 years old where I couldn't leave my job as it has more income than my businesses.

I don't mind if people leave me because they don't believe me. I need to take heart and be patient. I don't fucking care what people will say - they don't know my plans. This is my life! I don't need people who don't understand me. I prefer people who don't meddle with my plans than people who help me go down.

God, help me. Please continue guiding me.
For I know Your plans will only prosper me and not harm me. Plans who give me future. I trust you. Help me not go astray. Thank you and I love you. ☺️

Patience is a virtue

Maybe I now have a clue why moving out with ハニー never push through. Maybe God doesn't want me to suffer.

I can see that ハニー is not yet a wife-material. Now that we're living in a small space she couldn't make little things in order, how about a bigger space? Our own home? She couldn't even keep her hands off from her phone even one day. She couldn't live without social media. So it's a no-no for me. 😞 I love her but let's be practical, she's not ready yet. If we'll move out together now, I will end up being the provider and the housekeeper. 😒 It's not wrong to be a housekeeper if the person you are with knows how to keep her own things in order.

Getting married with her too is a no-no for me now. Not until the day she has proven herself as a mature person and a wife-material. Well, if one day she decided to leave me, it's okay. I'm not in a hurry anyway to get married and have my own family. If one day I would like to have a kid, I can always go abroad and resort to science to get my own child (to continue my legacy).

Thank you God. You really guide me well. What I will do now is to chill and do my stuff, don't wanna push myself too hard. I will do things one at a time to get successful and be rich. 😉 Control my expenses and invest.

So help me God. 🙏

The art of gratitude and good vibes

We were told awhile ago, "practice the art of gratitude". And also, "not giving an f to anything". This directed me to my personal resolution, "the art of not giving a fuck".

I am thankful for today. I was not late to the meeting. Arrived at office safe and sound.

Thankful for today as I was still be able to carry on with my gym exercises despite of out-of-soul-feeling due to change of shift.

Thankful for today as I learned many things in the training/seminar.

Thankful for today as I ate lots of meat at Korean bbq.

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Now, I don't want to give a fuck to anyone's shit. Good vibes lang dapat. I deflect all the bad vibes even the people that resonate it. They don't deserve my attention. Good vibes lang dapat. No stress. 😁

Hustle Time!

Ayaw ko na ng drama. Tama na tong pag iyak iyak. Hindi ko naman forte tong pagiging artista. 😆 Tama na pagiisip ng love life. Hindi naman ako yayaman sa kakaisip nyan. 🤣

Good thing my Insta ako and I follow accounts with inspiring quotes. 😁

I now decided, I don't wanna be a CEO anymore.
I will be an investor!
Just like my fave person in the business, Warren Buffet. ☺️

Since I am still lost thinking how and when to start my own business, I will just invest. It’s easier than creating my own. 😆

“I may be broke today but I will be rich tomorrow!” 😉

Let’s hustle then Rove! 😎

So help me God. 🙏

Rove the Great!

MyBlog,

I don't want to be anyone's liabilities.

I've already showed my heart to ハニー and I know God is already telling me, "You've showed enough already. You don't have to explain furthermore. Now take a rest." ☺️

I don't want to look weak anymore to anyone. I've already had enough pain and suffering. I should start devotedly loving and caring myself. I should stop pushing myself to anyone anymore. If they don't like me, then be it. This is the real me - when I get rejected, I give up then move on. This should apply to my life again. So that I can focus more on myself, not pleasing anyone no matter how much I care for them. I was created not to please anyone. If anyone wants to leave, they are free to go. If anyone wants to stay, thank you and I’ll make sure I’ll cherich every moment we’ll be together.

God, heal my heart and mind. I cast to you all my worries and problems. They are nothing but belong only to the world. I love you and I thank you.

-Rove

Women are complicated

Love is not mysterious nor complicated, people are.

She got angry me talking to my ex which is now just a friend. But I don't get angry when she got angry over things.

The time I asked about her ex-affairs, she got angry. She gets angry when I'm supposed to be the one who should get angry over her talking to those damn guys. Where obviously and literally asking her our over sex session. 😒

She got angry because she found something. But I don't have the right to get angry at her when I found something.

—-

I told her,
I will never talk to my ex who is really just a friend if she wants. But she should never talk to her ex-affairs even they say "how are you" or even she needs help with review materials, etc.

Salamat ☺️

To ハニー,

You know how much I love you. But I am not really strong. Relationship/partnership is composed of two persons fighting for each other. I couldn't fight alone anymore. I'm so sorry. I don't deserve you. You deserve someone's better.

For the 3.75 years together, I thank you. The smiles, laughter, fights, tampuhan, adventures, etc we had together as partners, they're so amazing - beyond any words. I've learned a lot, I will treasure them.

Now, I will no longer pushing myself to you. You don't have to feel pressured anymore. I am letting you go.

You deserve the best things in life. Just do what makes you happy. You deserve it. ☺️

If you need a friend, I am just here. If you'll ask what I will upto next, I will be taking a break from relationships and courtships. This is not really my forte. 😆

Nagmamahal,
Rove

Tired of explaining myself

I looked crazy. Why do I have to explain my side and my feelings. As if I am still hiding anything from her.

For playing with my heart - push and pull, why do I still need to explain to her? As if she really cares about my feelings and confused mind.

It was very easy for her to leave me and I'm making it also easy for her to return to me anytime she wants. Am I just a toy? I do deserve some answers. I do deserve some respect as a person.

I've learned that I should not stop anyone from leaving me.

I should stop looking for a partner. I just need to do what I gotta do - be successful and get rich! Till then God will give me His gift - my future wife. I just have to trust His process. So stop pushing yourself Rove to someone who doesn’t even value you. When people leave your life, let them leave. Only people that stay deserve your love and care. People that you don’t have to beg. You are not created to beg anyone, Rove. 

——-

Yep, I was created for greater things! Humans are frail, I can’t trust them. I lay my plans on you God. Please rule my life. Heal my heart and mind. I love you. Thank you.

Stop, look, and listen

"Bakit mo ba pinagpipilitan sarili mo sa taong di kana nga gusto?"

I remembered she told me these words multiple times. And during those times, I ignored them and still insisted my love for her. I guess I was in denial during those times.

I should now wake up. I've already done so many crazy things in the name of love. If the person I confessed my love to unable to like/love me, then I should just stop, walk away, and move on.

The real Rove gets easily discouraged. When I get rejected, I leave at once and forget everything. But this never happened in the case of Cha. I was really crazy chasing after her. Chasing the person who cannot like/love me anymore.

I have already accepted. Accepted the fact that I lost. Wake up Rove! Digest this truth into your heart and mind. Then you'll be set free. ☺️

Now signing off...

She deserves this. She only need to give herself a chance. ☺️

——-

Rove is now signing off... 😁
For the past 3.75 years, you did your best Rove. Great job to that. 😉

Resolution to a Complicated Woman

Saw someone shared this in FB. "Self Respect", the same word told to me by a friend.

I like someone and that same person likes me too. But we’re not back together. Why? She’s undergoing some issues in life, I guess. 

This may also mean, we are both single. The difference, she’s single but not ready to mingle. I’m single and I’m ready to mingle.

I have simple rules in life when it comes to relationships:
1. I told you I like you but you rejected me, I will stop liking you.
2. I told you I like you and you also like me, then I will court you. 
3. I told you I like you but you only like me around as friend (friend-zone), I will stop liking you.
4. You said “yes” when I asked you “Will you be mine?”, then I will be loyal and faithful to you until the end.
5. We’re in a relationship, you left me in my darkest days, then chance, you don’t deserve my brightest days. 
6. If you want to go, do it now. Don’t play with my heart of going back and forth.

——-

I’m single and ready to mingle. I like someone but kung pinapaasa lang ako, then I should consider giving up that person.

——-

This might be a good resolution God.

I’ll stop asking the person I like for now, “Will you be my woman again?”
I’ll ask her on Jun. If she still answered me “I don’t like”. I’ll stop again. I’ll ask her again next year Jun. If the same response I will get, I will try to do it the succeeding year again..so on and so on..until I forget I am liking this person. Maybe this time, I have already moved on with my feelings.

Partner what?

What does this mean?

The question is, “Saan mo nakilala partner mo?” And not, “Saan mo nakilala last ex mo?”

Then she answered about us. Is this intentional or what? Does she still treat me as her partner despite no formal agreement that we are back together? I’m confuse. 😖 This is really complicated for me.

What I only want is simple, not complex things. 😓
Why women really love complicated things... It’s beyond my brain cells’ capability. 😣

—-

Let’s say, for her, we’re still partner but no formal agreement. Does this mean, we can still be as sweet as couple and close as best friends but no celebrations for monthsaries nor anniversaries? Moreover, I’m not allowed to ask her to marry me since we’re not official couple? 😢

—-

God, this is really complicated for me. But I don’t want to think about this for now. I need to pursue my other plans first. Just like what I said, lovelife can wait. Mag financial freedom muna ako bago lovelife. Lowkey muna ko sa panliligaw... The right person can wait. ☺️ If Cha is really my future, I don’t have to worry. If she is not, then God has not yet introduced to me my future wife. I trust Him. I entrusted to Him my future wife and my future life. ☺️

R’s Confusion About C’s Feelings

Human beings are fragile.

I tested Cha with simple questions,
"If you were Rh, are you going to entertain anyone who talks to you knowing that he likes you?"

She answered, "No, each person is different."

Then another follow-up question from me,

"Sure? You will not entertain anyone who talks to you or flirts to you even the person is handsome or rich?"

Then she answered, "Ewan ko sayo. Wala ako time sa ganyan. Kaya mo yan. Pinagiisip mo pa ako. Busy ako."

I'm slow and couldn't understand a thing at first. I need to read it more than once and sometimes ask someone how s/he understands the text.

Does it mean, I'm the only person she likes? Or she will doubt when she see someone's more attractive?

Love thyself

Maybe I already found the answers.

Cha is just comfortable around me, she said. Nasanay lang sya na she hugs me and be physically sweet to me.

"Nakasanayan."

Sana pinagisipan. Lahat ng gagawin at desisyon sa buhay ay pinagiisipan muna.

I can still treat her as bestfriend, no problem with me. Mahirap lang sa part nya. Maybe ganun talaga sya, she is physically sweet to anyone na magiging close nya. I should not fall to people like this. Been there, I've learned my lesson.

Madali lang ako itinapon at iniwan, pero hindi dapat ako kadali mabawi o balikan. Rove is not a thing nor a toy.

If someone leaves, let them go. The right person will eventually come to you Rove.

Self-respect. I love myself. I should not let anyone play with my feelings nor my heart.

I value my existence. The only person that deserves my love and care is the person who values my existence as a human being.

Thank you God for reminding me each day that I should value myself. I love you God.

Future Other Half

Now, I have every right kasi wala naman kami? 😆
Guess so. 😂

Pag dumating si The One (God gift to me), eh di dumating. 😆 I just have to open my door for every opportunity in life. Till now, hindi parin naman ako sure kung sino yung nilaan ni God na pakakasalan ko. 😁 Ayaw ko naman na nadaanan ko na pala sya, pero dahil may inaantay ako, hindi ko na sya napansin. 😞

God is preparing my future wife, and I know it. In time, we'll cross our paths (again). ☺️ At pag nangyari yun, prepared na ko. Prepared to take the full responsibility of taking care and loving her.

Wherever you are my Queen, have patience. Just do what you need to do now and someday we'll meet in the most unexpected way. 😉 Papayaman muna ko ha. Para pag nagkita na tayo, ready na pocket ko for the full blown pangliligaw sayo. 😁😆

God, please take care of my future other half. Keep her safe and sound always. Keep her healthy. Amen!

Just another plant

Love is like a rose. When not being cared and watered, it will wither away.

Cha calls me "Ney". She holds my hand, hugs me, and wraps her arms around mine like we are in a relationship - but we're not.

MU lang ba to? If she thinks we can be as sweet as a partner without any commitment, then she will no longer bother herself about being my girlfriend/future fiancé. I don't like this. I'm looking for a serious relationship, not a past time. I'm looking for a future wife, not just an experiment. If she is just comfortable about me being around, hope she'll realize that I'm not an easy person and should not be played with.

Habang tumatagal, nasasanay na ako. Nasasanay na ako na we're only bff. Na nagiging, I don't mind if I'll fall in love with another person. But since I am me, it will take long for me to find someone else to like - I have a very high standard. 😜 In my lifetime, in every milestone, I only get to like 1-2 persons. It would already be lucky if I will get to find atleast 1 person to be my crush. 😆

——-

God, I am being patient just like what you instructed me. But please keep me away from any temptations. Please clear my mind and heart and so with the people around me. Thank you everything. I love you. In Jesus name, amen! 🙏

Summary

Resolutions

As expected, she said no. I was already expecting it. I just wanna know how the message be delivered. 😊

I now have my resolutions.

I will reserve my physical affections (passionate hugs and kisses) to my future girlfriend/fiance/wife. I don't want my sweet affections (intended for couple) be given freely to any woman. They are not free. Someone should be committed to me first. 😁 I don't want anyone to think that she doesn't need us to be official couple since I can freely give her my affections. I don't want anyone to think that I am easy.

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To ハニー,

I love you, but I'm sorry. As much as I wanted to hug you to sleep, I can't. If I'll do that, I will betray my future partner. If you are my future partner, then I'm betraying you. 😞 It's also difficult on my part but I need to do this. I need to control myself.

Don't worry, in time, everything will be okay. Just be patient. The possible joy will be bigger than we expect, when we are just patient.
—-

As being a suitor, I think I need to halt it for now. She clearly said that it's career first. There's nothing wrong about it. In fact, I like her to pursue it first. 😉 Love life is just there. There are numbers of people who like her and will like her in the future so no problem. 😁

Anyway, I am still here as her bestfriend and close friend. 😁 I will still treat her as my best buddy - of course, minus the physical touch I only give to my partner (e.g. kisses, passionate hugs, etc). 😉😆 Bestfriends don't kiss each other except for "beso beso". Bestfriends don't hug each other to sleep. 😆 Bestfriends don't call each other "honey", "my love", etc. 😆 And etcetera. 😆

—-

Thank you God for making me realize these. I got to purify myself for my future partner. If チャ is still my future partner, then the more I need to cleanse myself first.

So help me God. 🙏 Amen!

Dating is crazy 🤯

Yo!

I'm a little bit confused. 😣 Or I should not think about it?

I think ハニー likes me or should I say love me too. But I'm not 100% sure. Maybe she is just very comfortable with me. That's why even I hug her every night and kiss her in the cheeks, she doesn't mind.

This set-up looks complicated. No commitment but she likes me around. I went back to being a suitor and I'm okay with that. Maybe she just doesn't want to have commitment or to be tagged as my girlfriend or partner but she loves me. Why not make it official then if I love her and she loves me too? Simple as that.

When you are a suitor, is it allowed to hug the person you like every night? I'm the old school type of person. And hugging the person you love every night and kissing her in cheeks/shoulders are actions of a committed person.

And this is my problem. I'm old school. I think very simple. And this set-up looks complicated to my mind.

Are we dating exclusively? Are we in an open relationship (unknowingly)? I'm a monogamous type of person. If the person I like/love is also seeing others romantically, I should stop what I am doing. I respect every person. And whoever ハニー likes, I should respect it. Hopefully, she can tell me clearly what we are and what should be the rules. And also, tell me if she has other suitors. I'm not too competitive when in comes to dating. I tend to give up easily if I have found out that the person I like is also dating/seeing others and that other has a great chance of winning her heart.

I call her 'ney'. She sometimes call me 'ney'. She wraps her arms around my arms as if we're a lovely couple. Is she flirting me? Does she likes/loves me? Bakit hindi nalang nya ko sagutin and we make this relationship official again? Why people prefer complicated things... I wonder. This looks like her's and Jake's relationship back then. She didn't like to be in an official relationship with him but they treated each other as couple. 😞 I don't want to be the another Jake.

If she's flirting me and likes/loves me too but doesn't want to say "yes" to me yet, is she waiting for someone to come to her life? As if I'm just a temporary love scenes? Oh em! I hate assumptions. Hopefully, she can tell me honestly how she feels, about us. Women are really complicated.

Looks like I'm cheating her over her. I should stay pure and honest until ハニー say "yes" to me. And I should not do flirty things with anyone until I am committed with one person. Ironic, I'm cheating ハニー over ハニー. 😆 I should refrain myself from doing things that only couple should be doing. I should wait until the day ハニー gives her sweet "yes" again to me.

These temptations of hugging her, kissing her, holding her hands, and calling her 'honey', I resist! I should be only doing these to my partner - to my girlfriend/fiance. Until no commitment, I should be only doing what a regular suitor does. That's it!

I don't want to be asked by my future partner, "Were you exclusively dating with no commitment in the past? Were you in an open relationship with no tagging?" Nakakahiya. 😞

I need to prepare myself, be pure enough for my future partner. Call me boring or old school but I'm just a classic faithful gentleman. 😎

In time

I may be broke. But I cannot be shaken. 😁

"Broke na nga, iniwan pa ng jowa." 😂

This might be one of the worst things. But ok lang. This is nothing. Life, bring it on!

I couldn't afford anymore to sulk and get sad. I don't care anymore. 😂

I may look a little bit sad inside but I don't mind.
Life, bring it on!

In time, everything will be better.
In time, I will get rich.
In time, God's plans will be in perfect place.
In time, I will be able to meet my future wife and get married.
In time... I will find happiness.

Priorities:
1. Be successful
2. Get rich
3. Be millionaire
4. Be billionaire
5. Find love life then settle down.
😁