Why should I talk to the person who is so-called, "tokis" or "talk shit"? It's losing me an interest.
I couldn't tell you that you are "talk shit" 'cause you'll get mad, I know. So let my responses be short and sweet. :)
Sunday, February 25, 2018
At the minimum
When you are not in the mood to chat or talk.
If you are going to respond, should be short - at the very minimum.
If you are going to respond, should be short - at the very minimum.
Saturday, February 24, 2018
Learn something Rove!
When your special someone is in a concert with the friends - no problem.
When your special someone told you that s/he'll come home early (like 6-8pm) - no problem.
When your special someone later told you s/he will not come home because concert will end 5am - big problem.
"Told you Rove, never trust anyone. Only trust yourself, no human being in any form."
#ktnxbye
On the other side, reading and studying for PSM-1. #RoveOnly
When your special someone told you that s/he'll come home early (like 6-8pm) - no problem.
When your special someone later told you s/he will not come home because concert will end 5am - big problem.
"Told you Rove, never trust anyone. Only trust yourself, no human being in any form."
#ktnxbye
On the other side, reading and studying for PSM-1. #RoveOnly
Tuesday, February 20, 2018
Rove’s Last Will
To Whom It May Concern:
Whatever happens to me (e.g. death), the following should be done.
All the useful body organs be donated. The remaining, be burned. And the ashes be spread across the sea while standing from a high cliff.
My
- BPI Savings Account
- BDO Savings Account
- BDO UITF
- Sun Life Mutual Fund
Should be now under Raz Venice Ayungon's name. She'll have it officially once she turned 20 years old. If something happened to her *knock on wood*, all of the said accounts be donated to GMA Foundation specific for education cause - help kids who live in the mountains or remote islands.
Raz Venice's BDO Passbook Savings Account will be kept by the lawyer or accountant close to me. She'll keep the said passbook until Venice turned 20. This is the only time passbook can now be handed over to her. I'm begging BDO to not close the said account despite no activity (stagnant) until my sister turned 20.
My babies (Tiger, Reesha, and Api) and all their stuff will be now under Charlene Sta. Romana's care. She'll have all the ownership and decisions for the wellness of my pets.
The land I bought from Tita Fely in Puerto. My mother should give it to the next owner which is Raz Venice. Same as above if something happened *knock on wood* (donate to GMA Foundation).
My material things (not pet-related), whatever is useful, should be sold and pay for the remaining debt I have in credit card. If there's any excess, be donated to GMA Foundation for education cause.
Thanks a lot!
Regards,
Rove
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Whatever happens to me (e.g. death), the following should be done.
All the useful body organs be donated. The remaining, be burned. And the ashes be spread across the sea while standing from a high cliff.
My
- BPI Savings Account
- BDO Savings Account
- BDO UITF
- Sun Life Mutual Fund
Should be now under Raz Venice Ayungon's name. She'll have it officially once she turned 20 years old. If something happened to her *knock on wood*, all of the said accounts be donated to GMA Foundation specific for education cause - help kids who live in the mountains or remote islands.
Raz Venice's BDO Passbook Savings Account will be kept by the lawyer or accountant close to me. She'll keep the said passbook until Venice turned 20. This is the only time passbook can now be handed over to her. I'm begging BDO to not close the said account despite no activity (stagnant) until my sister turned 20.
My babies (Tiger, Reesha, and Api) and all their stuff will be now under Charlene Sta. Romana's care. She'll have all the ownership and decisions for the wellness of my pets.
The land I bought from Tita Fely in Puerto. My mother should give it to the next owner which is Raz Venice. Same as above if something happened *knock on wood* (donate to GMA Foundation).
My material things (not pet-related), whatever is useful, should be sold and pay for the remaining debt I have in credit card. If there's any excess, be donated to GMA Foundation for education cause.
Thanks a lot!
Regards,
Rove
Sent from my iPhone
Complicated life
When you are fucking hate your life.
Career
Trying to figure out the role best for me, or I should say, He has chosen for me. I am now doubting if being a PM is really for me. I thought that when I entered the PMO, being a PM will now be within my reach. But no! I've finally realized that it depends on your manager. I think I have already experienced the best manager and the worst manager. Been doing PMO-P&L for 3 years, no progress even in my salary. My salary is for a professional with 3-4 years work experience.
Now, I would like to take CAPM, ITIL SOA, Green Belt LSS, and even MBA in UPD. I will do anything to increase my credential even without the help of my company nor my family. I will do everything on my own. In the end, it will just me and God alone.
Family
Everyone already know that I have a younger brother who is a "black sheep". Why? Your call. He was sent to different schools just to finish highschool and college, but he wasn't able to finish one even the 2-year course. Why? He used his tuition fee playing billiards and buying cigarettes and alcohol for him and his friends. He now have 4 kids from three different women. All of them are supported by my mother. My brother, his live-in partner, and their 2 kids are residing in the house. He caused so much trouble that he even flipped my mom's car. It's already a year and 2 months, it is not being used again yet. Now, he broke down my dad's car. My mom didn't say anything to him but spent money for the repair. She just asked me if she can borrow money for the repair. I will not hand over to her any of my emergency money nor Venice's money. Nadala na ko. She keeps bugging me and my older sister to borrow money for all of her expenses where she and my brother have caused it. And while she doesn't have budget, she still keeps on sending money to the kids of my younger brother. And my mother is even building another room in the house to have my brother and his "family" have bigger room. How's that?
This is the reason why I really wanted to live separately from them. Mom bugs us like we are earning millions but then give a well-off life to my brother.
I really hate my life.
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Career
Trying to figure out the role best for me, or I should say, He has chosen for me. I am now doubting if being a PM is really for me. I thought that when I entered the PMO, being a PM will now be within my reach. But no! I've finally realized that it depends on your manager. I think I have already experienced the best manager and the worst manager. Been doing PMO-P&L for 3 years, no progress even in my salary. My salary is for a professional with 3-4 years work experience.
Now, I would like to take CAPM, ITIL SOA, Green Belt LSS, and even MBA in UPD. I will do anything to increase my credential even without the help of my company nor my family. I will do everything on my own. In the end, it will just me and God alone.
Family
Everyone already know that I have a younger brother who is a "black sheep". Why? Your call. He was sent to different schools just to finish highschool and college, but he wasn't able to finish one even the 2-year course. Why? He used his tuition fee playing billiards and buying cigarettes and alcohol for him and his friends. He now have 4 kids from three different women. All of them are supported by my mother. My brother, his live-in partner, and their 2 kids are residing in the house. He caused so much trouble that he even flipped my mom's car. It's already a year and 2 months, it is not being used again yet. Now, he broke down my dad's car. My mom didn't say anything to him but spent money for the repair. She just asked me if she can borrow money for the repair. I will not hand over to her any of my emergency money nor Venice's money. Nadala na ko. She keeps bugging me and my older sister to borrow money for all of her expenses where she and my brother have caused it. And while she doesn't have budget, she still keeps on sending money to the kids of my younger brother. And my mother is even building another room in the house to have my brother and his "family" have bigger room. How's that?
This is the reason why I really wanted to live separately from them. Mom bugs us like we are earning millions but then give a well-off life to my brother.
I really hate my life.
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Monday, February 19, 2018
Full of regrets
I'm getting frustrated. What happened to my career?
Working for over 5 years already but my salary is still below the minimum. What the heck?
If only I knew. If only someone told me before. If only.
So many regrets..
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Working for over 5 years already but my salary is still below the minimum. What the heck?
If only I knew. If only someone told me before. If only.
So many regrets..
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Friday, February 09, 2018
I do not know why
Why?
Why do I strive hard to live?
Why?
Why do I need to work hard to earn money?
Why?
Why do I need money for?
Why?
Why do I need to prove my worth to people?
Why?
It is tiring. Tiring to believe to people, especially to the limited people in your life.
Why they live? To please themselves? To please their parents? To please their partners? To please their family, friends?
Why?
I don't really know.
Thursday, February 08, 2018
Till the end
When you are effin sad and stress about life but you got to wear a smile on your face all the time...
I really wanted to run away, run away from all the people and from all this shit.
Nobody understands me, I know. Only me and myself till the end.
Friday, February 02, 2018
Monster Mom
When your mother doesnft understand a thing and doesnft want to understand at all.
When your mother told you to leave your own room and transfer to a smaller room in the house. Why? Because my room be given to my brother with his live-in partner and their 2 kids, plus my brotherfs son from other woman.
I did tell my mother to do something first with the small room like renovate or maybe increase its size. But nah, she doesnft bother all. Only saying, gIkaw lang naman mag-isa.h Then can I just answer with gI have Tiger and Api (cat and dog). Are they not considered as my babies too?h Well, for my mother, they are not. She even calmly told me many times to get rid of my cats (I currently have Tiger, Reesha, and 4 kittens. On-going looking for fur parents who can adopt Reesha and kittens).
Then maybe, just look for an apartment. In fact, Ifm waiting for Tita Patfs apartment to finish and be available. Anyway, Ifm already tired explaining myself to my mother. And maybe this is the reason why recently I only talk to her very seldom.
Already tired of my life. Pleasing and understanding others are another thing. And Ifm dying to run away, run away from all of these damn things.
Sent from my iPhone
When your mother told you to leave your own room and transfer to a smaller room in the house. Why? Because my room be given to my brother with his live-in partner and their 2 kids, plus my brotherfs son from other woman.
I did tell my mother to do something first with the small room like renovate or maybe increase its size. But nah, she doesnft bother all. Only saying, gIkaw lang naman mag-isa.h Then can I just answer with gI have Tiger and Api (cat and dog). Are they not considered as my babies too?h Well, for my mother, they are not. She even calmly told me many times to get rid of my cats (I currently have Tiger, Reesha, and 4 kittens. On-going looking for fur parents who can adopt Reesha and kittens).
Then maybe, just look for an apartment. In fact, Ifm waiting for Tita Patfs apartment to finish and be available. Anyway, Ifm already tired explaining myself to my mother. And maybe this is the reason why recently I only talk to her very seldom.
Already tired of my life. Pleasing and understanding others are another thing. And Ifm dying to run away, run away from all of these damn things.
Sent from my iPhone
Thursday, February 01, 2018
Let's re-plan
The only way for me to stop loving..to stop thinking..to stop having concerns..to stop giving things a damn..
Is to kill thyself.
Then let's re-schedule it out again.
Di na nadala
When your special someone can give time to you..it means a lot. More than any money you can save from not going there.
But well, we're living in a world full of imperfections. That's why number #1 rule is "Never expect that you'll always be one of the priorities." It will never happen here, even in your wildest dreams. You will just look selfish and a retard.
Yep I know. That's why when I need attention and I don't get it from the person I would love to, I will just find other means of socializing - even by saying hi/hello to a "long time no see friends".
This is why I shouldn't trust human beings in the first place. They will make you feel good at first. Then when you are already feeling good, they will leave you hanging unknowingly and without a notice nor trace. "Di kana nadala."
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