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wat's up?

I'm already hungry... I should be already at bed. These past few days, I avoid eatin' dinner. However, I made sure that I ate a lot during breakfast and lunch--1 1/2 to 2 rice.

Yeah. On my way home (I commuted), I realized somethin'--or I should say I just remembered the things I always used to say to myself, I want to travel. I don't wanna settle down at one place. 

Though I like enterin' into a relationship again, I couldn't. First of all, there's no one. Second, I'm not actually ready yet.

Why there's no one?

I guess I still can't find the right person for me. Though I'm liking someone, that person doesn't like me. Haha!

Why not actually ready yet?
I'm still a student. What I want is when I start dating, I'm already working--the time when I'm already independent.

For now, aside from doin' my stuffs as a student, I'll just pour my affection/attention to my nephew, Aaron. If he's not 'round, 'cause I stay at dorm, my fave kpop artists are there. Currently, Black Pearl and Drama caught my attention. Haha. Haven't watched anythin' yet 'bout JiYoon and Gahee that's why. XD

I <3 Black Pearl!
Wafu Drama!~

Thank you God en Christ for these people you have sent to entertain me.

 

Yrekcah Van Helsing
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System

five minus one = three! XD

Yeah. Since I arrived at dorm, I didn't write my entries. Haha! Now that I'm home and my roomie wasn't here, I guess I could now tell the things I remember. XD

Monday...

As usual I guess. Haha. Couldn't remember much. XD All I can say is I started now using my BB Cream and eyeliner. Haha.

Tuesday...

Didn't remember anythin' much again. Haha. Oh! I can remember now. Haha. The bonding at Jobi wid my closest friends (tal, pudhang, lou, anatots, and ros). We went there after our class and buying ice cream at Select at 'round 3pm. Haha. We stayed there I guess for almost an hour and a half.

One thing! When we went back to school. But first, we dropped at Select's restroom. At school, Pudhang en Ros went inside the caf to buy shuttle ticket. Tal stayed outside entrance. Anatots en Lou had already left before we went to restroom. I followed Pudhang en Ros but I just stayed outside the caf's door. I SAW mySmile!!! Luckily, mySmile has back on me. I can say mySmile's identity just with the back. XD I fast turened 'round en rushed outside to join Tal. XD We stayed there for few minutes. Then when I glanced inside, mySmile was 'bout to exit da entrance. Then I faced Tal pretendin' I didn't see anyone. XD mySmile rushed to shuttle bus. Haha. I know that it's an awkward moment with mySmile. Sorry that I told you I had liked you and I still do. Sana hindi ko nalang sinabi sayo para atleast we're still friends. *sigh* But it's okay. I can handle myself. Haha.

Wednesday...

Took AWS exam for future employment at one Japanese company based in Makati. I took it though I know that I couldn't make it there. Hahaha! And if I do, I'll never accept the job anyway.. I got to go..

Thursday....

After QUALITY midterm exam... Had bonding time wid closest friends again--this time was in Select. Haha. Kuya Roy was also there. Pudhang en him were at da other table while the rest of us five were at the other table. Select has da new policy regarding pulling chairs at other tables and puttin' it at other table. -_- XD Went home at 7pm. Arrived at home at 9pm. Haha.

 

Grandia Vrualg
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System

kpop singin' jpop. black pearl i <3. XD

Yesterday...

I, Rhea, and our mom went to Sta. Lucia. I had my facial check-up and a skin whitening mask. Haha. All of these things are just first time! XD

Then we headed to Watsons, just beside it. I bought my facial moisturizer, BB Cream, and Lip Bum. All of these, once again, are first time. Hahaha! XD

Went to Mang Inasal, as usual, to eat our lunch. Then did some grocery for my food here in dorm. ROI is really somethin'. XD

At home, I finally texted mySmile. I asked if ever mySmile was angry for all the things I've done like givin' gifts. Though I just gave twice (bouquet last internship and chocolate lately). mySmile said somethin' like this, "Hindi ako galit. Salamat pero wag. Hindi ako comfortable. Kaya wag na. Pls. Thank you" What you think? I know mySmile didn't mean hurtful 'bout that. And it's already normal to me--to be rejected by the people/things I liked the most. XD

Yeah after that, I finally told myself to stop. Instead, concentrate to my last term in college. I gotta need to fulfill my dreams--with somebody or no one. However, my mom was there. I gotta need to help in building the new business mom will put up in Palawan. And I got dreams 'bout that. You know, I wanted to be a CEO of my own company. ('cause it's kinda hard to be a CEO of other's company XD) 

Yeah. ROI... I'm da eldest. Need to set an example to my siblings. To be successful. Yet lovable to my parents and family.

Work hard and save a lot for my MBA in Singapore or Europe. Then put up my own business. Be part of the charities--schools, churches, etc.

Today...

I downloaded a lot of songs since yesterday. It's more than one that's why it's 'a lot'. Haha! SNSD's songs. Vids too--variety shows of SNSD and 4Minute. Albums of Dalmatian and 4Minute too. Haha.

I guess, I'm gettin' bigger. Haha. Need to maintain my good body. XD You know what I mean. I wanted to get back my flat abs. I had this until I was second year HS. XD I lost it little by little 'cause of business at school during 3rd year and 4th year. Haha. But now, I was beginning to retrieved it back this college--just not constant. XD

Just finished doin' my reviewer for QUALITY exam on Friday, I guess. XD

 

Yrekcah Van Helsing
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System

music to forget you..

Yeah!~ Wata day.. So good.. 'cause my friends are there. Haha.

Not so good 'cause I realize somethin'. Haha. I should now stop noticing mySmile (L). I guess the text Pudhang has received means I should stop now my feelings for mySmile. Haha. Yeah. Nice and good that mySmile appreciated it. But I guess and I think I should now stop. Yeah. My buddies already knew long time ago that I had stopped.

I wanna stop. And I should stop.

Nyway, got a bonding time wid my my fellas, I should say. We ate ice cream outside school while waitin' for my mom. Tal wasn't there 'cause she has a shoot.

We stayed at caf for almost an hour. It was traffic that's why. XD

And I know that I won't be able to go tomorrow for basketball, I sweated myself here at home. Haha! I played with my board--long time no used. XD I and Rhea went for jogging upto our village's gate. We ate Goto there. I missed eatin' it. I love eatin' some hot soup like Goto. Waha! Then we rode the tricycle goin' home 'cause we saw my parents' car passed by goin' home. Hahaha! At home, I danced some choreo-of course KPop vids. XD Dalmatian's songs and choreo are cute and nice. Why sweated myself? I and my mom are goin' to mall tomorrow. I got a free check-up at Let's Face It. Then do some grocery for my food at dorm. XD Then I think go to salon for some hair stuff-of course. Haha.

I did a lot of downloading... KPop of course.. Haha! Music is the only thing that's left for me to stay uplift. And of course my family and friends. But when they're not there and I'm just alone, music is my buddy. Haha.

Good night! Got to go..

I like Baby Baby of SNSD..! 'Cause this is the song of SNSD that Yuri likes. Hahaha! XD

 

Yrekcah Van Helsing
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System

you're my l-o-v-e l-o-v-e

Tuesday...

Usual day. Haha. Saw mySmile. Wahaha! How?

Lunch time, I was 'bout to go to dorm and Tal was 'bout to go to da gym. When we stood up and headin' to cafeteria's door, I saw mySmile 'bout to enter the cafeteria. Hahaha! Then I sit right away. Tal signaled me after mySmile already passed by towards the end of cafeteria. Then we went out. XD

At the elevator, while we're waitin'. I saw mySmile went out from cafeteria. Looks like mySmile was lookin' for somethin' or someone. I saw mySmile looked at us in the elevator's line. I turned back right away. Hahaha! Hinahanap niya kaya ko? Asa! Hahaha! XD

After da dorm thing, went down to caf once again. Anatots and Pudhang were still there. Chit chat with them. When we stood up and turned 'cause we're goin' to our class, I saw mySmile sittin' on da other side. Hahaha!

Went to Paseo wid Tal after dismissal. Bought Macadamia and Ferrero. I'm not into chocolates but I like now da nuts of Macadamia-'cause of health benefits. Haha.

At night, watched KPop vids. Watched da steps and listened to the songs closely. Then slept at 1:30am. XD

Wednesday...

Java only.. Slept at noon. Then woke up for school's stuff. Haha. Watched Hello Baby then slept at 2:30am.

 

Yrekcah Van Helsing
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System

wata tiring day. tsktsk. XD

Wata tiring day it is! -_- Haha! It's Valentine's. So? Just joking! I'm not bitter 'cause I know I got my parents, family, and friends. Haha! XD

Just finished the first draft of my article in  ITRENDS. I'll finalized it tomorrow then do my Java game 'cause Wednesday is only laid for long tests reviewing. XD

Hope Rhea will abide to me. Or else, I'll kill her! Kiddin'! XD I need the passport id size on Friday that's why. Tsktsk. XD

Dreamt of mySmile just this early mornin' before I woke up this mornin'. Haha. Wanna know what was my dream? It's an impossible dream! XD

Here it goes...

I was wid Michael outside. Then I heard the song, Baby baby of SNSD playin' inside the house. mySmile's group of friends were there. Don't know why. It's a dream that's why. XD

I had shoppin' in the mall too-wid Michael again. XD

Then, while the song was playin', I asked Michael, 'Can you hear that song?' wid a smile. Then mySmile went outside wearin' somethin'. Not sure 'bout it. All I know is it's one of the SNSD's outfit. Not quite sure still. Haha!

Fast forward... Haha.

Now, it's a scene where it's just me and mySmile. XD

mySmile was sad or just have a problem. Hands were on the face while elbows were on the table. Just imagine it dude! XD

I went close. Hug mySmile-just a friendly hug. And I've done somethin'. Hahaha! I guess because of my love unto mySmile, I kissed mySmile's left forehead. I was cautious in the process 'cause I know that we're just friends. Haha! XD Don't wanna to take advantage, you know. Haha. After I kissed mySmile in the forehead, I pat the back. You know, just a friendly hug. I was still cautious by the way. XD

The end!~ Hahaha!

After I woke up, the feelings were still fresh. I was still lying in the bed. I got an idea to text mySmile. You know, everybody are strong-hearted in the mornin' especially when they just woke up. XD I think for few minutes. Then decided to include tal. XD Nyway, she knows 'bout it. Haha.

My text is as follows:

I like you. And I think I have fallen for you.

To the person who made me smile last internship, (nickname).

Hahaha! As usual, didn't received any reply thru out the day. Asa! Hahaha!

By the way, today is quite wonderful. Though people 'round me sicken me 'cause of their bitterness 'bout Valentine's. XD

Bbye! Got to let go of mySmile once again (over and over again until I'm already used to it). XD

Yrekcah Van Helsing
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System

weekends at school?

What happened last Friday...

Left school instantly. Went to Sta Lucia. Ate lunch at Mang Inasal (as usual) wit mom en tito art. Then went to Let's Face It for facial.

My eyes became teary for the pricking stage. The lady who tended me was wiping my tears while doin' her job. XD

Had a lil' window shoppin 'cause I was lookin' for Seohyun t-shirt (HUH MV). I failed, and so with my younger bro's wardrobe. XD

Extra: Ba't ngayon lang sumisikat ang Whip My Hair ni Willow Smith.. Nung late December pa yun na-release ah. Hahaha! Nyway, everybody should tune up at RX 93.1 instead. Haha.

At home, decided to change my top in Individual Creative Shot. Haha.

Wat happened yesterday, Saturday...

I and Pudhang arrived at school next to Anatots and Louga. Tal en Ros ros were not yet there. Our sched was supposedly at 1-2:30pm. However, most of us started our make-up at 3pm. How's that? XD Mom left be 'cause of that. Haha.

Saw mySmile at MPH2, where our photoshoot was held. How's that again, uh? People kept on entering the area though it's not their time. Tsktsk. XD I saw that mySmile was inspecting our area, the left side to be specific. The left side was the make-up section. I just hid my being to Tal. My friends reacted when I said, upon entering mySmile to the room, "Ba't dumadami ang taong pumapasok.." It's just a coincidence that mySmile was including in that few people who entered. My friends just said, "Dumadami ba talaga o may pumasok lang talaga..." I didn't really mean it. Sakto lang talaga na pumasok siya bigla nung sinabi ko yun... Why is it always like that... Tuwing tumitingin ako sa pinto, saktong pagdating niya.. Am I already a psychic? XD

Nyway, the photoshoot ended ip successfully. We had a lot of fun though we finished up at already 8pm. Haha!

Got to go back to my business. This week will be a pricky week. -_- Sayonara! Haha.

Yrekcah Van Helsing
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System