temporary happiness vs everlasting happiness.. don't know!

If it's gonna be true. Then I got no choice but to just accept it no matter how huge I am against it. 

What I acquire yesterday.. Though it makes really no sense because they're literally just wants..

(Back to the main topic..)

What am I gonna do? My dream of studying MBA in London might be like just a bubble. 

I love kids. But producing of these without plan makes me watever. You know what I mean.

I'm a very concerned human being. Though no matter how hard I'm convincing myself that I am not compulsory to help them,

I still do because I'm a human being. I'm selfless too. I know myself.

If someone really needs my help, he'll/she'll voice it out or not, I'm still goin' to help.

I'm a concerned human being. That's how God created me--to be sensitive to the feelings and thoughts of others.

If it will gonna be really true, my Plan B is to ask/plead for my auntie's sponsorship for my Masters.

I'll say that I'll pay them back after I have graduated and have a high-paying job.

I gotta really study hard to have a exemplary high-paying job. Then I'll work hard to be rich.

After that, there'll be no more problem about helping people around me--'cause I'm already rich.

About myself and my future life, specifically having my own family? 

Nah! I don't know. With the things happening to people around me make me not to think about such things anymore. 

Let all these things be unto Him. Let your will Thy be done, Oh God. 

CBTL! Yeah! TMR! Yeah! GG! Yeah! Arigatou gozaimasu!~

Yeah! Finally got my CBTL planner!  Thank you everyone! 

Finally purchased Girls' Generation The Boys shirt from YesAsia! Yey! 

Added Run Devil Run album to make the shipping free of charge. 

Would like to go to Galleria tomorrow to buy The Morning Rush book and have it signed. 

However, I'm On-Call this weekends. 

Anyway, I'll still go when the clock strikes at 1PM. 

I'll just pray and hope to Him that no critical issues will happen. 

Be positive! Walang aayaw! 

Thank you God! I love you!

P.S. Tomorrow is the flight of our mom going home. 

Misses my babuy. 

Running Man marathon

What a pity. I constantly dreaming about having a love life every night. Tsktsk. 

When will I have that?

Maybe 2012 is not yet really for me. 

Ouch. Laughing all day can give you head ache. 

For now, minimum of two years, I think I gotta need to work hard first.

So that I can be a help to my parents' newly business in Palawan. 

Then my dream to take up MBA in London may come true.   

So help me God. 

Then love life has no place for me yet. 

yeah. cool. and awesome.

Is this really real? Tell me how.

Watched Girls Generation and The Dangerous Boys Ep 5. Had fun watchin' it. I laughed really loud all day.
Running Man too. I guess I finished up until Ep 12 if I'm not mistaken. Gotta to cope up until the latest episode which is 77. XD

Jan 21 is my sister's birthday. Cake is...sweet? Haha! Love the grilled porkchop.
All in all, had fun all day. Then tomorrow, I mean later, I think I should start making slides for the PM Process Training presentation.
How am I supposed to do this if I don't have much idea yet about the process?
Nyway, let's just see what it'll turned out to be.

Kakao Talk is pretty cool. I think it'll be nicer if I can add the Girls' Generation in my friends' list.
I wanna try Cyworld. However, it seems dangerous to me 'cause I don't understand any single Hangul character.

treats until got broke. -_-

Haha! I was looking at the Hot Air Balloon Festival sched at Clark, Pampanga not until I realized, hindi nga pala kami. 

I forgot, we're just friends lang pala. 

Nyway, in the future maybe I can attend to the said festival--pag taken na ko.  

Simple Plan's concert in Manila was a very successful one. Yeah! We jumped all the way. I shouted and sang thru out the time. Haha! In short, me and my sis enjoyed it very much. 

Watched Alvin and the Chipmunks 3 last January 14 wid Aaron, Anne, and Rhea. Then watched again Alvin and the Chipmunks 3 today with Yanyan, Jhen, and Rhea. We went to Timezone and ToysRUs too. It's a once in a while that I took Yanyan out.  I love my nieces and nephews so much. 

Planning to go to Enchanted Kingdom on January 21 as birthday present to Rhea. However, mom didn't gave her money. Haha. Too bad. Always in a wrong timing. XD

Mom will be flying to Palawan on Tuesday then will be back on 28. 

Me? Got no money left 'cause they all spent up with my family.  Nyway, next February, no more treats for the meantime.  

lose interests.. don't know. XD

Anhirap matulog sa current shift ko ngayon.. 

People around me makes me crazy.

How will I get to sleep properly if during the day the chickens kept on singing, uh?

How will I get to sleep properly if people at homie kept on knocking the door, uh?

How will I get to sleep properly if they kept on entering the room then sayin' their speeches, uh?

Not only that, I should wake up in the morning to check out Rain 'cause Rhea didn't even bother to look at it before she goes to school. 

And I should wake up in the morning and in the afternoon to fill my stomach who's about to eat my intestines. 

That's how I get my sleep, putul-putol. 

I think that's why I don't want to talk anymore.

I don't want them to know it too of course.

Nakakatamad na mag-explain at mag-salita.

Nakakatamad na i-defend ang sarili or ipaliwanag ang real intentions.

Nakakapagod... Sayang sa effort at sa time. 

And if I'm in the normal shift, mid-shift and morning shift..

I guess, the result will be the same, nakakatamad parin mag-salita.

Why? After work, people around asks for a lot of things.

Parents ask for favors, work at home.

Siblings tell a lot of stories, which might be deafening to me. 

And ask for their little favors.

To avoid conflicts, as much as possible, I'll just do the things they say.

Or just ignore the nonsense things they say but should show that I'm listening and interested.

And If I know that I'm not in a so well good mood, I just try not to talk. 'Cause I might burst. 

You know what I mean.

People are crazy. It's getting tiring to know their whereabouts. It's getting tiring to know their real feelings and adjust yourself to make them feel good.

I was not born to please them anyway. As long as their little favors can be done, I'm fine with it--no more care anymore.  XD

Wata life, uh? 

The worst thing might happen to me is to lose interest to live.

I don't know. I might just kill myself eventually if that happens.