Ok fine the last post is useless. That should be in the trash now!
TRASH!
I'm really in a tight spot now. All of the fourth years are! Um, some must've been made up their minds. All I know is that I'm still confused.
What do I want when I grow up?
Yeah, this common question that can be answer even by a two year old have been bugging my mind. When I was a child, back when I don't know what art is and I don't know how to draw, I always envied those people who knows how to draw and how to design and stuff. No one taught me for no one in my family knows how to draw. My dad knows but he was sailin' in the middle of the ocean that time, back when his mind told him that there are many coins scattered in the ocean. I taught myself. Tracing pictures from different kinds of books really helped me. back then, I can already draw tweety, hello kitty and a small mouse. (not boasting) This memory proved me that art or drawing was already inside of me even when I was a child.
No really what do I want?
When I was I grade four or five, I have always dreamed of putting up a bakery (pantasia??? hahaha! azuma kazuma! anu ulit title nun?). I want to design cakes and stuff. When I was in my first year of highschool, I want to be teacher. Reason? 'coz teachers recieves many gifts especially on valentines day and christmas parties! hahaha! When I was in Third year, I agreed to become an accountant ("how hard could it be?"-what I said to my mom back then.)
Now, I don't know...
I want to be an interior designer. Why? I love designing houses, chairs, tables, beds and even dresses but mom doesn't want to. My dad approves... (I hate controlling costs of each item!-get it?)
I want to take fine arts and other concerning art. But, that doesn't help me, why? I NEED to be CERTAIN!
I want to take architecture. Dad approves.. my mom doesn't. her only problem was the school. Mapua? Mapua in makati does have architecture, only in the intramuros branch. Malayo daw!
UST? layo din daw... Global? tagal na ata la sa choices yan... Snt Benilde? layo din daw eh...
If I take accounting which I just thought that I don't want it, mom approves but well, there's still a problem for her... She wants a school who is especialized in that field. PSBA? she thinks the surrounding of the school is dangerous. MAPUA (makati)? having second thought but nearly in approval. my dad? well, I guess he just nods on everything we ask him except...
Nursing? ah! I already canceled that on my list years and years ago! why? I'm afraid of blood or any kind of bruise! Dad hates that too! he said its icky! LOL! my mom approves of it and I can go to GCIC if I will be taking nursing. why she approved? because she wants me to go abroad.
Oh yeah, there a new course on my list.
CIVIL ENGINEERING. Whoa! waw! I must be very desperate on studying in Mapua. But the bad news is I hate geometry! which is one of its subjects and also in architecture and Mapua Makati doesn't have civil e. Only in intramuros branch.
AHHH!!!
why can't my parents understand???? Is it for my own good? or for their benefits? Popularity?
ahh! uhu-uhu... ok i'm always cryin' these days.. (cry baby!)
any suggestions? comments? ADVICE?
^.^ --- erm.. help..---
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
S2pid Miztake! - Uh, HELP! ~.~"
PLEASE DON'T READ THIS ARTICLE IF YOU HAVE HEADACHE OR HEADACHING PROBLEMS (S2PD) THANK YOU....
WARNING: THIS MAY CONFUSE YOU... (S2PD 3X)
I'm no cupid, that's for sure!
I'm no Doctor heartache or what ever, Yeah I'm sure!
But I just don't know why,
those tears just asks me why?
Ah! uhu-uhu...
I don't know what to do! I totaly need a professional help!
What I did to my cousin (mother side) is just remarkable! I havn't told anyone about this except for my seatmate I guess... "U-Know-Who" (harry potter??)
I was like the most important person in their life. Let me tell you the story at school, I just feel so down now that I can't put any emphasis on what I'm saying (or... rather typing).
The problem is that, I have this friend who likes an girl (not again! how many times did this happened in my life??? friends can sometimes be so troublesome!) this guy, lets name him "Erick" likes this girl who is also a friend of mine, lets name her "Haylin"...
Actually, like what happened to my cousin, I REALLY DIDN'T KNOW THAT THEY WERE TALKING ABOUT EACH OTHER. I mean when haylin sent me a message, I didn't know that she was talking about Erick. She wrote that she have a neighbor whom she likes.
As for the guy, Erick, he wrote that he have a new neighbor that he likes.
Uh.. to cut it short I messed it up for both of them. I was talking to a friend of mine (chat-imes) and accidentaly spilled a certain secret.
There was a quarrel going on between the two love birds. I suddenly became a...uh....hmmm.. like a love rhombus or square if you want. Two characters was added. (why can't they just tell it straight to the person???)
Confusing huh?
A misunderstanding was now believed to be true. i guess I really can't tell what happened, just ask me personally. I hope you got the idea. I (accidentally) made the misunderstanding true. Now how am I suppose to tell them that its not true without telling them that I know Erick and Haylin? and without telling them that I know them and all...
Oh.. so confusing.. guess I'm making your head ache more!
Awww.... just approach me ok? I really need some advice.
^.^
WARNING: THIS MAY CONFUSE YOU... (S2PD 3X)
I'm no cupid, that's for sure!
I'm no Doctor heartache or what ever, Yeah I'm sure!
But I just don't know why,
those tears just asks me why?
Ah! uhu-uhu...
I don't know what to do! I totaly need a professional help!
What I did to my cousin (mother side) is just remarkable! I havn't told anyone about this except for my seatmate I guess... "U-Know-Who" (harry potter??)
I was like the most important person in their life. Let me tell you the story at school, I just feel so down now that I can't put any emphasis on what I'm saying (or... rather typing).
The problem is that, I have this friend who likes an girl (not again! how many times did this happened in my life??? friends can sometimes be so troublesome!) this guy, lets name him "Erick" likes this girl who is also a friend of mine, lets name her "Haylin"...
Actually, like what happened to my cousin, I REALLY DIDN'T KNOW THAT THEY WERE TALKING ABOUT EACH OTHER. I mean when haylin sent me a message, I didn't know that she was talking about Erick. She wrote that she have a neighbor whom she likes.
As for the guy, Erick, he wrote that he have a new neighbor that he likes.
Uh.. to cut it short I messed it up for both of them. I was talking to a friend of mine (chat-imes) and accidentaly spilled a certain secret.
There was a quarrel going on between the two love birds. I suddenly became a...uh....hmmm.. like a love rhombus or square if you want. Two characters was added. (why can't they just tell it straight to the person???)
Confusing huh?
A misunderstanding was now believed to be true. i guess I really can't tell what happened, just ask me personally. I hope you got the idea. I (accidentally) made the misunderstanding true. Now how am I suppose to tell them that its not true without telling them that I know Erick and Haylin? and without telling them that I know them and all...
Oh.. so confusing.. guess I'm making your head ache more!
Awww.... just approach me ok? I really need some advice.
^.^
Monday, February 26, 2007
twins...babies...
Yesterday, we went to my Ate's place. I finally met Aaliyah! She's so pretty! - like me! - lol! waha! Her twin sister was still in the hospital, under observation. I hope Aalisha will be able to get well soon. And I'm looking forward to have pictures of both of them!
But I was still thinking of the gift I gave to my Ate last Christmas. Waaaaaaah! We all didn't expect that the twins are both girl! All we know was they should be a boy and a girl. And they should born this March, not February. I think I gotta need to give another gift.... for both girls!
God bless! Our lil' twins! * I luv twins! esp. boy & girl* We'll take care of you! And welcome to the family! ;D
Thursday, February 22, 2007
care...wierd...
Waha! I don't know what it is, but I gotta to believe this thing... When I was preparing this morning to go to school, I texted my mom asking about where she is. And I added "pls. txt bck!". After a minute, my phone rings, she was calling. I never thought my mom would call me up when I was just asking her to txt bck. She just asked me why. Then I told her about where she is. (after school) Then I got home, see something to eat. Woah! Lots of food - snacks! It looks like a grocery for a small sari-sari store! Yeah! I told her to buy some pancit canton and that's it - for our snacks. Then instead 5-7 pieces, it's a whole plastic. She also bought some sky flakes, Tomi, Boy Bawang and other biscuits. A lot of snacks! But unfortunately, she didn't buy my WAM! She forgot, she said. Waha!
Now, three of us have our own physical sickness. My lil' sis has rushes on her butt! - lol! My bro has bruise in his thigh and some peeled skin under his feet! - Ek! And I, got some severe cough and a light flu that I even sneeze twice right after I cough hard, then tears started falling from my eyes. Then my mom is getting somewhat wierd for me...Aha! I hope she's always like that! Inspite of her so many problems she's going through right now, she's still showing some affection towards us.
It's ok now for me even though she won't attend in our school's foundation day. Atleast I know that she does care for us. Yeah!
;D Thank you Father!
Now, three of us have our own physical sickness. My lil' sis has rushes on her butt! - lol! My bro has bruise in his thigh and some peeled skin under his feet! - Ek! And I, got some severe cough and a light flu that I even sneeze twice right after I cough hard, then tears started falling from my eyes. Then my mom is getting somewhat wierd for me...Aha! I hope she's always like that! Inspite of her so many problems she's going through right now, she's still showing some affection towards us.
It's ok now for me even though she won't attend in our school's foundation day. Atleast I know that she does care for us. Yeah!
;D Thank you Father!
Monday, February 19, 2007
useless...
Why are they hiding some secrets from me? Or it is just I am who shows do-not-care attitude? Or it is just I'm not asking? Either of them all, I still have the rights to know about these stuffs.
I remembered the talks Karla and I had in Y.M. She had say about printing accounting that I do not know at all. I asked her what it is. Then our question and answer portion lead to her sermons. She said that why I didn't try to ask anybody when we're in school or I just don't care at all - about sorts of stuff. Then she had also say that I should talk even a little because my mouth is becoming useless. And why I can stand not talking for long hours - I might be deaf that's why. Then some people who are deafs are wishing to talk then I, who has given a voice to hear, do not talk at all. Hahahaha! Lol! Our conversation, I mean her sermons, is so fun! I just laugh, but I'm really can't help myself from laughing.
Yeah! I'm not fun of talking when I do not want to or I haven't anything to say. I talk a lot in the right place at the right time. And I also choose topics where I could say senseful things. I feel embarassed afterwards when I talk senseless things. I better love to listen than to talk. But it doesn't meant that I could not talk at all.
Getting away from the main topic... Ahhhhhh! They should have told me! But I think whether they have told me or not, I couldn't do anything at all. I'm just useless. I may be useless this time but someday I can be more than useful -waha! For now I need to be strong and not show any signs of cowardness or weaknesses, even though I'm just watching them.
;D
I remembered the talks Karla and I had in Y.M. She had say about printing accounting that I do not know at all. I asked her what it is. Then our question and answer portion lead to her sermons. She said that why I didn't try to ask anybody when we're in school or I just don't care at all - about sorts of stuff. Then she had also say that I should talk even a little because my mouth is becoming useless. And why I can stand not talking for long hours - I might be deaf that's why. Then some people who are deafs are wishing to talk then I, who has given a voice to hear, do not talk at all. Hahahaha! Lol! Our conversation, I mean her sermons, is so fun! I just laugh, but I'm really can't help myself from laughing.
Yeah! I'm not fun of talking when I do not want to or I haven't anything to say. I talk a lot in the right place at the right time. And I also choose topics where I could say senseful things. I feel embarassed afterwards when I talk senseless things. I better love to listen than to talk. But it doesn't meant that I could not talk at all.
Getting away from the main topic... Ahhhhhh! They should have told me! But I think whether they have told me or not, I couldn't do anything at all. I'm just useless. I may be useless this time but someday I can be more than useful -waha! For now I need to be strong and not show any signs of cowardness or weaknesses, even though I'm just watching them.
;D
Sunday, February 18, 2007
sweat...excitements?
I'm sweating...(do I said it correctly?) This is the time I saw myself again sweating like this after having watching cool movies - or I should say Anime - and getting excited. I'm sweating, aside from doing heavy works, when I'm feeling an extraordinary excitement!
I finished already the 40 episodes of The Law of Ueki - 11 more to go! And 9 episodes of Shuffle! - I don't know how many episodes it has. The Law of Ueki bursts my desire and love in having adventures! I love its 'protecting' stuffs! Adventures and protecting...that's me! Shuffle, on the other hand, makes me,,,,um,,,,eh,,,,,aha! I don't know! It's like the Anime, Ichigo 100%!
Accounting attempted me to feel dissolate (uh? wat's dis word?). I mean it tried me to feel uneasy. But luckily I am, I'm not yet recovered from the amusement of these Animes, especially Shuffle (the last Anime I watched).
Karla is so fun! She talks a lot! Even here in Y.M. Lol! Hope that she'll come down especially tomorrow. Hehehehe...
Waha! I hope that I could recover even a little so I could concentrate in reviewing this Geom.
See yah! ;D
I finished already the 40 episodes of The Law of Ueki - 11 more to go! And 9 episodes of Shuffle! - I don't know how many episodes it has. The Law of Ueki bursts my desire and love in having adventures! I love its 'protecting' stuffs! Adventures and protecting...that's me! Shuffle, on the other hand, makes me,,,,um,,,,eh,,,,,aha! I don't know! It's like the Anime, Ichigo 100%!
Accounting attempted me to feel dissolate (uh? wat's dis word?). I mean it tried me to feel uneasy. But luckily I am, I'm not yet recovered from the amusement of these Animes, especially Shuffle (the last Anime I watched).
Karla is so fun! She talks a lot! Even here in Y.M. Lol! Hope that she'll come down especially tomorrow. Hehehehe...
Waha! I hope that I could recover even a little so I could concentrate in reviewing this Geom.
See yah! ;D
Valetines Day??
BE-LATED! TO EVERYONE! especially to Grandia and Nostalgic_charm.
Well, what happend during Velentines Day was truly memorable. Of course I celebrated it with my family. I gave my parents chocolate bars and to my brothers and sisters are four pieces of kisses chocolate (classic chocolater ung flavor) wrapped in a small box with a big ribbon in it (looks stupid but cute). To my mom's secretary, I gave 10 pieces of kisses chocolate wrapped in a box with a green ribbon in it (naubusan ng red).
My plan seemed to work, but I can't keep this up forever. I was the eldest and I guess the only one that can afford chocolates so I have been giving my parents presents during valentines day, father's and mother's day and also their birthdays.
My brother won't even help me prepare nor lend me even a cent. I guess the least I could for him this year is just, let him go away with it.
Unexpectedly, he ruined that day for the whole family. He's the only son and the only one who will bring our surname. You know how men show their love. Well, I guess there are just types or different ways that they show love.
My brother teases, yep, that's his way but there are times that he just can't control it and doesn't know how to stop. After I gave my presents (well, they didn't give me any but their smiles will do! ^.^) my mom continued watching TV and so did my dad. ( Oh, yeah. My mom was complainning to my dad that time, why he didn't gave any present.) My brother was teasing my youngest sister while mom was watching. Of course who will not get mad when someone shouts while your watching a good show. My mom got pissed off and so my brother was sent to our room.
I was in our room, watching TV too when I suddenly heard my mom scolding my brother for my youngest sister was already crying. Of course I had to do something or the evening will be ruined. What I did was, I went into the living room, said sorry in behalf of him and then dragged him into our room. There I continued scolding him. (Lol)
The TV was still on while I deliver my long speech to irritate his ears and well, to also scold him. When I was about to end becoz my throat is protesting to stop, my brother took the remote and turned the volume to 50%.
I stopped talking and just stared at him giving him a puzzled look. Then a girl was talking on the TV and said,
"Why couldn't you be so understanding? Do you have someone to care for? I did everything to make everyone happy and you ruined it!".
We paused for a while, then started laughing together.
That girl just summarized my speech! After laughing, my brother said, "I'M SORRY SIS".
^.^
Well, what happend during Velentines Day was truly memorable. Of course I celebrated it with my family. I gave my parents chocolate bars and to my brothers and sisters are four pieces of kisses chocolate (classic chocolater ung flavor) wrapped in a small box with a big ribbon in it (looks stupid but cute). To my mom's secretary, I gave 10 pieces of kisses chocolate wrapped in a box with a green ribbon in it (naubusan ng red).
My plan seemed to work, but I can't keep this up forever. I was the eldest and I guess the only one that can afford chocolates so I have been giving my parents presents during valentines day, father's and mother's day and also their birthdays.
My brother won't even help me prepare nor lend me even a cent. I guess the least I could for him this year is just, let him go away with it.
Unexpectedly, he ruined that day for the whole family. He's the only son and the only one who will bring our surname. You know how men show their love. Well, I guess there are just types or different ways that they show love.
My brother teases, yep, that's his way but there are times that he just can't control it and doesn't know how to stop. After I gave my presents (well, they didn't give me any but their smiles will do! ^.^) my mom continued watching TV and so did my dad. ( Oh, yeah. My mom was complainning to my dad that time, why he didn't gave any present.) My brother was teasing my youngest sister while mom was watching. Of course who will not get mad when someone shouts while your watching a good show. My mom got pissed off and so my brother was sent to our room.
I was in our room, watching TV too when I suddenly heard my mom scolding my brother for my youngest sister was already crying. Of course I had to do something or the evening will be ruined. What I did was, I went into the living room, said sorry in behalf of him and then dragged him into our room. There I continued scolding him. (Lol)
The TV was still on while I deliver my long speech to irritate his ears and well, to also scold him. When I was about to end becoz my throat is protesting to stop, my brother took the remote and turned the volume to 50%.
I stopped talking and just stared at him giving him a puzzled look. Then a girl was talking on the TV and said,
"Why couldn't you be so understanding? Do you have someone to care for? I did everything to make everyone happy and you ruined it!".
We paused for a while, then started laughing together.
That girl just summarized my speech! After laughing, my brother said, "I'M SORRY SIS".
^.^
DoPple - GaNger (mistery)
MISTERY...
How would you react when someone suddenly appears then tells you who you are? Someone that knows your deepest and darkest secrets? Someone that frees your past when you have juz locked them up a few years ago.
Yeah, mistery written everywhere.
I dunno who that person was. I just met him in Imesh. Thought he was a friend but now he turns out to be my reflection. I havn't seen his true form for I considered him as an alien. We had laughs when we first chatted for we had the same ideas to talk about. I thought he was my soul mate, but when he said that he knew me, I started to shiver.
I took it as a joke, I challenged him, so asked him if he knows my name, and he answered me:
"Be it a smile or an invitation,
she'll know how to respond."
and below he typed my name...
Scary it may seem but it kinda interests me. I know when I was in grade two or three, I had a male friend for I have a boyish attitude when I was a kid. He have problems on how to talk to the one he admires and he seeks for my advice. I don't know what to say but I did gave him an answer, and yes, the phrase above was my answer.
Must it be him? No, It can't be. He also knows my present not only my past. He knows the name of my friends and what we always do. He knows the times when we skipped classes and the times when we went to the mall.
Who could he be? Is he a friend or a foe?
Is he me?
A friend of mine told me that he might be my dopple-ganger. I asked for the meaning of it and she said that It was someone alike to you and more like you. A person who has your memories, skills and attitudes, in short, a living me (oh....k.. that's confusing.) or another me (yeh, that could work).
Who could he be?
When I ask his name, he answers:
"you know me" and sometimes adds "silly" in the last word.
Hmm... I guess there's an investigating to do.
* He can't be a relative, I never tell anyone my deepest secrets not even my friends.
* He can't be a member of my family, they don't know that I skipped class.
* He can't be my piano teacher, she doesn't know that I go to malls, and she's a SHE.
* He can't be my brother, he also doesn't know that I skipped class and that phrase.
* He can't be my mother's secretary, she has no right to interfere in my life nor know my
secrets. Well, she's a SHE too. I guess that should not count, he could pretend to be a HE.
* He can't be my old friend, he doesn't know Rachel and Roveann.
* hmm.. running out of ideas.
* yep, can't think of another
any ideas? comments? clues? ANSWERS?
^.^"
How would you react when someone suddenly appears then tells you who you are? Someone that knows your deepest and darkest secrets? Someone that frees your past when you have juz locked them up a few years ago.
Yeah, mistery written everywhere.
I dunno who that person was. I just met him in Imesh. Thought he was a friend but now he turns out to be my reflection. I havn't seen his true form for I considered him as an alien. We had laughs when we first chatted for we had the same ideas to talk about. I thought he was my soul mate, but when he said that he knew me, I started to shiver.
I took it as a joke, I challenged him, so asked him if he knows my name, and he answered me:
"Be it a smile or an invitation,
she'll know how to respond."
and below he typed my name...
Scary it may seem but it kinda interests me. I know when I was in grade two or three, I had a male friend for I have a boyish attitude when I was a kid. He have problems on how to talk to the one he admires and he seeks for my advice. I don't know what to say but I did gave him an answer, and yes, the phrase above was my answer.
Must it be him? No, It can't be. He also knows my present not only my past. He knows the name of my friends and what we always do. He knows the times when we skipped classes and the times when we went to the mall.
Who could he be? Is he a friend or a foe?
Is he me?
A friend of mine told me that he might be my dopple-ganger. I asked for the meaning of it and she said that It was someone alike to you and more like you. A person who has your memories, skills and attitudes, in short, a living me (oh....k.. that's confusing.) or another me (yeh, that could work).
Who could he be?
When I ask his name, he answers:
"you know me" and sometimes adds "silly" in the last word.
Hmm... I guess there's an investigating to do.
* He can't be a relative, I never tell anyone my deepest secrets not even my friends.
* He can't be a member of my family, they don't know that I skipped class.
* He can't be my piano teacher, she doesn't know that I go to malls, and she's a SHE.
* He can't be my brother, he also doesn't know that I skipped class and that phrase.
* He can't be my mother's secretary, she has no right to interfere in my life nor know my
secrets. Well, she's a SHE too. I guess that should not count, he could pretend to be a HE.
* He can't be my old friend, he doesn't know Rachel and Roveann.
* hmm.. running out of ideas.
* yep, can't think of another
any ideas? comments? clues? ANSWERS?
^.^"
Friday, February 16, 2007
lost in my mind...
I don't know but I guess I have something to tell. I have so many things to be post last days, but I didn't have enough energy to open up this pc.
(wat on earth this song is playing! - My Humps by B.E.P.)
Ok, wat's up? My mind is blocked. I want to think and I think I've got something to tell. But something saying me that I don't need and shouldn't to post it here.
Waaaaaaaaaah! I want to! But I can't! (another scene in my mind) What will I do? wawawa!
(Oh yeah! Cry Me A River Remix!) Cry a river for me! - wahahaha!
Right now, I'm just downloading some widgets...I don't have something to do. I want to watch the Animes they lend me, but my cd-rom was already dead!
hanging? wlang ending?
(wat on earth this song is playing! - My Humps by B.E.P.)
Ok, wat's up? My mind is blocked. I want to think and I think I've got something to tell. But something saying me that I don't need and shouldn't to post it here.
Waaaaaaaaaah! I want to! But I can't! (another scene in my mind) What will I do? wawawa!
(Oh yeah! Cry Me A River Remix!) Cry a river for me! - wahahaha!
Right now, I'm just downloading some widgets...I don't have something to do. I want to watch the Animes they lend me, but my cd-rom was already dead!
hanging? wlang ending?
Thursday, February 15, 2007
Of headaches and failing grades
It is now 9:34 in the evening... and I am not yet studying for the AP and El Filibusterismo exams. Well, let us just say that studying is really tiring and boring(?!) hehehehehehehehehe.
Anyways... I ruined my thursday morning by waking up 5:00... and knowing that 2 hours to go and I will have my English exams. Do you know why? because I haven't studied yet.
Bummer.
And to add to my sufferings... my mind was blank while answering the exam. Plus, my head was aching and our teacher is telling us to pass our papers (too much pressure to my aching brain.)
That is not the end of it.
After the English exam, I stilll have Physics quiz to worry about.
But thanks to God, I did well in the quiz.
Nevertheless, because of the happiness I felt in the quiz results, my headache came back. It worsen while I study the story 'How my brother Leon brought home a wife' (is the title right?) Furthermore, while doing the quiz, my head really ached. In the end, my score is 0/10 (great right?)
But I still had fun. Even though I gone through all of those - trials (hehehehehehe...) I had fun in playing scrabble. I had fun being with my friends.
I went home happy, momentarily forgotten all the bad things that happened.
Right now, I am now worrying on what to do. Well, I guess, I wasted all my time complaining, that I happen to forgot to thank God to all the grace periods He had given me all these time. Men (I mean women) can be really blind, right?
I know all of the things that is happening around me has a purpose. I know, whether it is a good thing or a bad thing, that there is a reason that I opened my account here and typing my entry in the blog. In short, All things have a purpose according to the will of God.
I hope that something good may happen later on. I wish that may God hear my hopeful prayers. Because I am going to need it.
Lord, what is Your plan for me?
"For I know the plans I have for you" declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future." - Jeremiah 29:11
----------------> Guess I don't need a reason to question all of God's doings. He knows what He is doing, right?
Anyways... I ruined my thursday morning by waking up 5:00... and knowing that 2 hours to go and I will have my English exams. Do you know why? because I haven't studied yet.
Bummer.
And to add to my sufferings... my mind was blank while answering the exam. Plus, my head was aching and our teacher is telling us to pass our papers (too much pressure to my aching brain.)
That is not the end of it.
After the English exam, I stilll have Physics quiz to worry about.
But thanks to God, I did well in the quiz.
Nevertheless, because of the happiness I felt in the quiz results, my headache came back. It worsen while I study the story 'How my brother Leon brought home a wife' (is the title right?) Furthermore, while doing the quiz, my head really ached. In the end, my score is 0/10 (great right?)
But I still had fun. Even though I gone through all of those - trials (hehehehehehe...) I had fun in playing scrabble. I had fun being with my friends.
I went home happy, momentarily forgotten all the bad things that happened.
Right now, I am now worrying on what to do. Well, I guess, I wasted all my time complaining, that I happen to forgot to thank God to all the grace periods He had given me all these time. Men (I mean women) can be really blind, right?
I know all of the things that is happening around me has a purpose. I know, whether it is a good thing or a bad thing, that there is a reason that I opened my account here and typing my entry in the blog. In short, All things have a purpose according to the will of God.
I hope that something good may happen later on. I wish that may God hear my hopeful prayers. Because I am going to need it.
Lord, what is Your plan for me?
"For I know the plans I have for you" declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future." - Jeremiah 29:11
----------------> Guess I don't need a reason to question all of God's doings. He knows what He is doing, right?
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
wat da?! lost en messed up...
wat da?! My day today is no good. We had two quizzes and it's all about math! I only answered 3 numbers out of eigth in Adv. Algeb. - waha! lol! And in Adv. Geom, I didn't get the answers with those two numbers - waaah! Both quizzes' answers are all not sure! I can't concentrate that much during Adv. Algeb, it's because of these things! - waha!
- My stomach hurts, even though I didn't feel of going to the c.r. neither I'm hungry nor it's my day. It won't be because of having the feeling of going to the c.r., I did it before going to school! - lol! I may be hungry, but I ate even a little before going to school and I know whether I'm hungry or what. It never be because it's my day, I'm already finished week ago.
- I feel my saliva drooling out - yuck! I mean I feel something blocking my throat - it's saliva! yuck! lol! - and I can't help myself but to cough even though I don't want.
wat da?! All I can say is I lost and messed up myself today.
wat da?! But I think I know the reason. I didn't pray after I woke up nor before going to school. It's just I lost myself to God. I guess, next time I need to wake up early so that I'll have enough time to pray and communicate with my Father.
Saturday, February 10, 2007
play life or not?
3 of us included Rosy's brother played counter strike until 6:30 p.m. My mom was already calling me and I'm just ignoring it, afraid to be shouted.
We should have gone together in Marikina to meet my grandma (father's side). But I insisted that I'll just follow after an hour. But instead of an hour, it turned into 2 hrs and 30 mins. When we were just in the middle of the game, my mom was keeping on calling on my cell & texted me. I texted back after so many unanswered calls. Finally, we finished our game and answered my mom's call. Of course, what you'd expect? I can't stand her voice and shouting that I even keep a distance between my ear and my cell. But in the end, my mom called me for the last time with calm voice.
Honestly, I don't care whether I'll meet my grandma or not. And especially I don't want to go there at Marikina - so bored! This is the second time I met my grandma again - they said - but for me I think it's the first time. For my bro, it's also the second time - if he remembers; but for my sis, it's the first time. Then after so many talks and singing made by my lil' sis, we finally decided to go home - I was bored! But before we rode bicycles, my bro, my sis and my mom were talking so loud in front of a sari-sari store. I was just walking back and forth in the same direction. They made me little pissed off.
Before we rode a jeep going home, my dad called my mom in her cell. Of course they talked, then my mom handed me her cell so that I could talk to my dad. Whatever! - lol
Then, now, I'm home! (Wat da?!) I was just finished playing Harvest Moon in GBA.
We should have gone together in Marikina to meet my grandma (father's side). But I insisted that I'll just follow after an hour. But instead of an hour, it turned into 2 hrs and 30 mins. When we were just in the middle of the game, my mom was keeping on calling on my cell & texted me. I texted back after so many unanswered calls. Finally, we finished our game and answered my mom's call. Of course, what you'd expect? I can't stand her voice and shouting that I even keep a distance between my ear and my cell. But in the end, my mom called me for the last time with calm voice.
Honestly, I don't care whether I'll meet my grandma or not. And especially I don't want to go there at Marikina - so bored! This is the second time I met my grandma again - they said - but for me I think it's the first time. For my bro, it's also the second time - if he remembers; but for my sis, it's the first time. Then after so many talks and singing made by my lil' sis, we finally decided to go home - I was bored! But before we rode bicycles, my bro, my sis and my mom were talking so loud in front of a sari-sari store. I was just walking back and forth in the same direction. They made me little pissed off.
Before we rode a jeep going home, my dad called my mom in her cell. Of course they talked, then my mom handed me her cell so that I could talk to my dad. Whatever! - lol
Then, now, I'm home! (Wat da?!) I was just finished playing Harvest Moon in GBA.
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
Bang! Beng! Boom! - waha!
Waha! We ended up our game at exactly 6:00 p.m. It's so fun! Counter Strike! Even though it's already faded in ages, it's still so fun to play, especially with your friends. Waha!
First, 3 of us played Command and Conqueror: Generals Zero Hour last Sunday at Netopia - day of preparation for Science Fair. Then Half Life last Monday - Science Fair days.
Now, we're 5 who played Counter Strike near One Shop. Waha! ;D
First, 3 of us played Command and Conqueror: Generals Zero Hour last Sunday at Netopia - day of preparation for Science Fair. Then Half Life last Monday - Science Fair days.
Now, we're 5 who played Counter Strike near One Shop. Waha! ;D
Parenthood going childhood
PARENTHOOD GOING CHILDHOOD
Ha, ha, ha! After playing counter strike with my friends, my brother and I went straight to our room so that they won't notice that we were gone. Then we heard my mom and dad fighting.
My mom was once again complaining of my brother riding his bike under the heat of the sun and he might get a dark skin. My dad was getting annoyed for she was starting with the black and white fight of theirs.
"Of course" my mom said. "he idolizes that dark black skin of yours!".
"What?! Haven't you heard the saying 'black is beautiful'" replied my dad.
"Not again. White makes your son handsome you know!"
"White is stupid. It will only prove that you are not filipino."
"and black does?!?"
"Duh! its filipinos natural color!"
"well, white looks clean!"
"What, so dark looks dirty?! Now you're crossing the line!"
"Bring it on! I was already crossing it and your poor eyesight didn't even see it! Oh yeh, because it was POOR!"
"what!! Your mother wears glasses already and bumps her on the window when she's not using it!"
"And what is the connection of my mother to YOU!?"
"Oh.."
"hah! oh?! what a stupid reply!"
"Oh.. I guess I put the connection wrong. I was suppose to be her connection to you! Lemme get the plies and some tape so I won't get wrong again!!!"
Yeh, they were shouting but laughing at the same time. I don't even know if I would laugh too or not. I haven't really see them fight like that since I was in grade 6. I was surprised when that happened. Well, it was the same fight they had last week.
15 GOING 5
We were so bored and there are 4 hours left before the dismissal. We decided to go to library to read some books. When we got there, it was locked and we saw the science lab open so we sat there for... maybe 30 mins to wait for the library to open. The first memory that popped into my mind was when we played "taya-tayaan" or "tag" as others call it. We held our exhibit on the science lab. We were bored so we decided to play that game. Nino even suggested to play "bang-sak" and Regine "hide and seek". Yeh, were teens now and I can't belive that we just played that. Yeh we played but after 5 tags we are really exhausted. I guess we are just too old for that game huh?
hahaha! We ran around the lab like children, not even thinking what we were looking like while running. Ras (Roveann) sat in the second round and I have a hunch that she was taking a picture of us, running that time or maybe a video.
I guess it was one of the memories that we will never forget.
Maybe the moral lesson here is that, "be free! and be like a child!" (LoLz!!!)
^.^
Ha, ha, ha! After playing counter strike with my friends, my brother and I went straight to our room so that they won't notice that we were gone. Then we heard my mom and dad fighting.
My mom was once again complaining of my brother riding his bike under the heat of the sun and he might get a dark skin. My dad was getting annoyed for she was starting with the black and white fight of theirs.
"Of course" my mom said. "he idolizes that dark black skin of yours!".
"What?! Haven't you heard the saying 'black is beautiful'" replied my dad.
"Not again. White makes your son handsome you know!"
"White is stupid. It will only prove that you are not filipino."
"and black does?!?"
"Duh! its filipinos natural color!"
"well, white looks clean!"
"What, so dark looks dirty?! Now you're crossing the line!"
"Bring it on! I was already crossing it and your poor eyesight didn't even see it! Oh yeh, because it was POOR!"
"what!! Your mother wears glasses already and bumps her on the window when she's not using it!"
"And what is the connection of my mother to YOU!?"
"Oh.."
"hah! oh?! what a stupid reply!"
"Oh.. I guess I put the connection wrong. I was suppose to be her connection to you! Lemme get the plies and some tape so I won't get wrong again!!!"
Yeh, they were shouting but laughing at the same time. I don't even know if I would laugh too or not. I haven't really see them fight like that since I was in grade 6. I was surprised when that happened. Well, it was the same fight they had last week.
15 GOING 5
We were so bored and there are 4 hours left before the dismissal. We decided to go to library to read some books. When we got there, it was locked and we saw the science lab open so we sat there for... maybe 30 mins to wait for the library to open. The first memory that popped into my mind was when we played "taya-tayaan" or "tag" as others call it. We held our exhibit on the science lab. We were bored so we decided to play that game. Nino even suggested to play "bang-sak" and Regine "hide and seek". Yeh, were teens now and I can't belive that we just played that. Yeh we played but after 5 tags we are really exhausted. I guess we are just too old for that game huh?
hahaha! We ran around the lab like children, not even thinking what we were looking like while running. Ras (Roveann) sat in the second round and I have a hunch that she was taking a picture of us, running that time or maybe a video.
I guess it was one of the memories that we will never forget.
Maybe the moral lesson here is that, "be free! and be like a child!" (LoLz!!!)
^.^
Nothing Beats First Love ^.^
Who is your first love???
When a person asks this to you, it's really hard to answer that person straight. Well, it depends if you trust that person the most. It's really hard to forget the person who first caught your heart especially the moments you both shared. Even if you tell your heart that its over, it just keeps telling you that you once loved that person.
Who is your first love??
Everything's I'm about to say are based on my experience and NoT my story (juz clearing that). When we see our first love pass us by, we just can't take our eyes off that person. When we hear rumors about that person, we just can't control ourselves and pretend that we didn't hear anything. Sometimes even if we tell our friends that we don't like the person, it still hurts if they say that he/she had another person with him/her. Why?
A friend of mine loved a certain boy. Two years passed and she saw the boy dating another girl. It really hurt her a lot. She locked herself up on her room, and there she curled up and cried for almost a week. Yah, for those who don't understand what she was feeling, would think that that was a stupid idea. Others might say that "why didn't she told the guy her feelings?". Well, she already did that five times but the boy only thought of it as a joke.
Before the NCAE, while having our review, she confronted the girl whom the boy she likes dated. She told her that she once loved that boy and she still do. The girl just smiled and listened to what was the teacher teaching. Why? It still hurts for her. She was trying to ignore her feelings but it just won't hold back.
Who is your first love??
C'mon, everyone had their first love, even my little sister. There was once a white american boy who lives near our house. On the contract, he is not my little sister's first love but the second. Anyway, he's name is Talyn (ta-lin) and my little sister's name is roselyn (rose-lin). They are a good match and a perfect couple, and they're friends! Their last meeting was near november (i think), Talyn's birthday. They celebrated his birthday and then on the next day, they left. Well, my sister did not cry, I guess she was so confident that they might see each other again. I can't forget the smile of Talyn's parents. I think they agree's for their pairing. "Too bad, if only I came home earlier, we might have know each other well" was Talyn's mother last long sentence.
Who is your first love??
You can't ask me for you already know mine and I already know yours. Yah, He is our first love and We are his. Nothing can break that love even satan. Satan are just doing tricks so that we will be blinded and break the chain between us and Him. That love will not fade away but if we continually push Him away, it juz might be. Others just wasted time for loving another person. We should learn to love God before we give our heart to another. Only God will approve if that person is the right person for us and he always gives the best for us.
How about you, Who is your first love?? your second?? third??
You know there was a pastor who told us that his first, second, third, fourth and fifth love was God and his sixth was his wife. Isn't he amazing??
^.^
When a person asks this to you, it's really hard to answer that person straight. Well, it depends if you trust that person the most. It's really hard to forget the person who first caught your heart especially the moments you both shared. Even if you tell your heart that its over, it just keeps telling you that you once loved that person.
Who is your first love??
Everything's I'm about to say are based on my experience and NoT my story (juz clearing that). When we see our first love pass us by, we just can't take our eyes off that person. When we hear rumors about that person, we just can't control ourselves and pretend that we didn't hear anything. Sometimes even if we tell our friends that we don't like the person, it still hurts if they say that he/she had another person with him/her. Why?
A friend of mine loved a certain boy. Two years passed and she saw the boy dating another girl. It really hurt her a lot. She locked herself up on her room, and there she curled up and cried for almost a week. Yah, for those who don't understand what she was feeling, would think that that was a stupid idea. Others might say that "why didn't she told the guy her feelings?". Well, she already did that five times but the boy only thought of it as a joke.
Before the NCAE, while having our review, she confronted the girl whom the boy she likes dated. She told her that she once loved that boy and she still do. The girl just smiled and listened to what was the teacher teaching. Why? It still hurts for her. She was trying to ignore her feelings but it just won't hold back.
Who is your first love??
C'mon, everyone had their first love, even my little sister. There was once a white american boy who lives near our house. On the contract, he is not my little sister's first love but the second. Anyway, he's name is Talyn (ta-lin) and my little sister's name is roselyn (rose-lin). They are a good match and a perfect couple, and they're friends! Their last meeting was near november (i think), Talyn's birthday. They celebrated his birthday and then on the next day, they left. Well, my sister did not cry, I guess she was so confident that they might see each other again. I can't forget the smile of Talyn's parents. I think they agree's for their pairing. "Too bad, if only I came home earlier, we might have know each other well" was Talyn's mother last long sentence.
Who is your first love??
You can't ask me for you already know mine and I already know yours. Yah, He is our first love and We are his. Nothing can break that love even satan. Satan are just doing tricks so that we will be blinded and break the chain between us and Him. That love will not fade away but if we continually push Him away, it juz might be. Others just wasted time for loving another person. We should learn to love God before we give our heart to another. Only God will approve if that person is the right person for us and he always gives the best for us.
How about you, Who is your first love?? your second?? third??
You know there was a pastor who told us that his first, second, third, fourth and fifth love was God and his sixth was his wife. Isn't he amazing??
^.^
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
The staring game!
Its been a while since I have played with my little sis. There are times that we don't even meet even though we're living on the same roof. Sometimes after I got home from school, I would lock up myself on my own room and do assignments and stuff. She arrives home 5:45 in the afternoon and then meets her tutor. Their lesson ends at 7:00 or sometimes at eight and then she goes straight to bed (sometimes after she watches her favorite superhero, super inggo!).
Today, her lessons with her tutor ended early and she got some energy left so we decided to play a little game. We usually play it when she was 4 yrs. old.
So let the game begin!!!!
Instructions:
- you must look at your opponent's eyes. If you lose contact, you LOSE!
- you must not laugh until the given time ends, the one that laughs before the time LOSES!
- you must not speak! Of course the one who does loses! But you can smile... ^.^ and you can't open your mouth...
- you are free to move, jump, stretch or dance around to make your opponent laugh.
- never blink your eyes until the time ends.
The time given: 35 secs.
Referee: Roselle (my second to the youngest sister. note: I am the eldest, Kevin is the second, Roselle is the third and Roselyn, my opponent, is the youngest.)
*THE ONE WHO LOSES WILL PAY 50 PESOS AND WILL STAY AS A SLAVE TO THE WINNER FOR THREE DAYS.* (the usual punishment! ^.^)
ROUND ONE!
The game started. I stared at her and she, to me. It was intense and everything was serious. 20 seconds had passed, still no one gave a laugh. I thought of a plan for everything that I did failed. Suddenly, and idea popped into my mind.
I raised my hand and started waving it. She gave no reaction. I then started waving it faster and gave her a fierce look. Suddenly she gave me a smile. I smiled too (for victory).
And she laughed! She laughed like a pig! When I heard it, I started laughing too! Still, I had the point.
ROUND TWO!
I had the first round in control, and now I have to get this round to win! We stared at each other again as if there was nothing interesting to see around us that we are making a fool of ourselves. I repeated what I did in the first round. She did not laugh but gave a mysterious smile. I started doing stupid and crazy things like making different statues using my hair, but she did not laugh. She just smiled and stayed still and yes, that was SCAAARYY!
After 15 secs she did not move nor did anything to make me laugh, but after 30 secs, she started dancing around. I was surprised, and totally losing control. I did not expect of her dancing like that for that was really different from the way she dances before.
In this round she won.
ROUND THREE!
Its a tie so far. We have to give our best to win! This round started after an hour of laughing. I just can't be serious for a second. I can't forget that hilarious and stupid dance of hers. She was dancing with her hands on the air and her face with a frown. I hope you can imagine. It's like a monkey dance, modern and a cultural mixed together. Uhh... nevermind.
No one laughed for 30 seconds. If we don't make our opponents laugh, it will be a draw and all our hard work will go to waste.
3 secs left until the time ends when my only brother, kevin, entered the room. He entered with that annoying rap of his. He went in front of us and started rapping. He made an eye to eye contact to both of us (alternately) and made the both of us laugh.
he rapped repeatedly saying:
yo, yo, yo, ang gwapo gwapo ko!
wala nang tatalo sa kagwapuhan ko!
gwapito o pogito man ang itawag nyo,
ganun pa rin yon, ang gwapo gwapo ko!
yo, yo yea, yea, check, checkit out, break it down!!
yah! uh-huh!
and his ending:
STOP STOP STOP,
LUK LUK LUK,
and SEE SEE SEE
yo yo gwapit-toh!
I really don't know who was the one he hired for that terrible song of his, but the gud part was spending time with my brother and sisters.
(don't try this at home. It will give you a stomach ache!)
RESULT: its a draw... uhu-uhu
^.^
Today, her lessons with her tutor ended early and she got some energy left so we decided to play a little game. We usually play it when she was 4 yrs. old.
So let the game begin!!!!
Instructions:
- you must look at your opponent's eyes. If you lose contact, you LOSE!
- you must not laugh until the given time ends, the one that laughs before the time LOSES!
- you must not speak! Of course the one who does loses! But you can smile... ^.^ and you can't open your mouth...
- you are free to move, jump, stretch or dance around to make your opponent laugh.
- never blink your eyes until the time ends.
The time given: 35 secs.
Referee: Roselle (my second to the youngest sister. note: I am the eldest, Kevin is the second, Roselle is the third and Roselyn, my opponent, is the youngest.)
*THE ONE WHO LOSES WILL PAY 50 PESOS AND WILL STAY AS A SLAVE TO THE WINNER FOR THREE DAYS.* (the usual punishment! ^.^)
ROUND ONE!
The game started. I stared at her and she, to me. It was intense and everything was serious. 20 seconds had passed, still no one gave a laugh. I thought of a plan for everything that I did failed. Suddenly, and idea popped into my mind.
I raised my hand and started waving it. She gave no reaction. I then started waving it faster and gave her a fierce look. Suddenly she gave me a smile. I smiled too (for victory).
And she laughed! She laughed like a pig! When I heard it, I started laughing too! Still, I had the point.
ROUND TWO!
I had the first round in control, and now I have to get this round to win! We stared at each other again as if there was nothing interesting to see around us that we are making a fool of ourselves. I repeated what I did in the first round. She did not laugh but gave a mysterious smile. I started doing stupid and crazy things like making different statues using my hair, but she did not laugh. She just smiled and stayed still and yes, that was SCAAARYY!
After 15 secs she did not move nor did anything to make me laugh, but after 30 secs, she started dancing around. I was surprised, and totally losing control. I did not expect of her dancing like that for that was really different from the way she dances before.
In this round she won.
ROUND THREE!
Its a tie so far. We have to give our best to win! This round started after an hour of laughing. I just can't be serious for a second. I can't forget that hilarious and stupid dance of hers. She was dancing with her hands on the air and her face with a frown. I hope you can imagine. It's like a monkey dance, modern and a cultural mixed together. Uhh... nevermind.
No one laughed for 30 seconds. If we don't make our opponents laugh, it will be a draw and all our hard work will go to waste.
3 secs left until the time ends when my only brother, kevin, entered the room. He entered with that annoying rap of his. He went in front of us and started rapping. He made an eye to eye contact to both of us (alternately) and made the both of us laugh.
he rapped repeatedly saying:
yo, yo, yo, ang gwapo gwapo ko!
wala nang tatalo sa kagwapuhan ko!
gwapito o pogito man ang itawag nyo,
ganun pa rin yon, ang gwapo gwapo ko!
yo, yo yea, yea, check, checkit out, break it down!!
yah! uh-huh!
and his ending:
STOP STOP STOP,
LUK LUK LUK,
and SEE SEE SEE
yo yo gwapit-toh!
I really don't know who was the one he hired for that terrible song of his, but the gud part was spending time with my brother and sisters.
(don't try this at home. It will give you a stomach ache!)
RESULT: its a draw... uhu-uhu
^.^
Sunday, February 04, 2007
work, work, work!
We've work on to our car project at one classmate's house. I went there at around 1:35 p.m. We ended up our work at around 10:20. Our project is not yet finished. Waaaaaaaaaah! We left our classmate's house at around 10:25 p.m. Three of us walked to find the shortcut to the VEEH gate. We have found the way out at exactly 10:52 p.m. Instead of finding the shortcut, we made long ways - waha! we were lost! Then, I arrived at our home at exactly 11:11 p.m.
It's already 2:42 a.m. I had a hard time doing the accounting homework, for I forgot that the deadline is before 12:00 a.m. and I didn't start anything yet. I used the jpeg format because my excel is not working. I've already made up 30 3D glasses.
Ok, it's already late. I gotta go! ;D
It's already 2:42 a.m. I had a hard time doing the accounting homework, for I forgot that the deadline is before 12:00 a.m. and I didn't start anything yet. I used the jpeg format because my excel is not working. I've already made up 30 3D glasses.
Ok, it's already late. I gotta go! ;D
Saturday, February 03, 2007
Full swing! (My favorite present frm the sky!)
I dunno but I think all is well.
Since I came back from JS Camp, something really changed! I dunno if it's the paper burning, the sessions or the devotions but... Something really changed me in that camp.
I was writting a story entitled "I'am my mother's angel". Well, I stopped writting since December for that was the month when I got loaded with problems, family, school, friends, projects... sigh..
Well, that's long ago but when I started realizing that everything was turning out to be good with me and my family, I seems that I would really love to continue that story. It was supposed to be a sad story but... oh well..
Anywayz, it's about me and my family, like a diary perhaps. I was planning on giving it as a gift to my cousin and a special friend of mine from nowhere (not barney ok! and its no imaginary friend!). Well, she was a childhood friend of mine. Well, I gave myself a deadline and it was Febuary 14, 2007 [ok, major deja vu here! -nvm- (~.~")].
I think it was one of those presents from the sky... If it was one, well, this is my favorite! hehe..
I was wondering if I accidentaly took an angel with me from that trip. If I did, I hope that angel will never leave! or else, my life will turn back into a pumpkin!
^.^
Since I came back from JS Camp, something really changed! I dunno if it's the paper burning, the sessions or the devotions but... Something really changed me in that camp.
I was writting a story entitled "I'am my mother's angel". Well, I stopped writting since December for that was the month when I got loaded with problems, family, school, friends, projects... sigh..
Well, that's long ago but when I started realizing that everything was turning out to be good with me and my family, I seems that I would really love to continue that story. It was supposed to be a sad story but... oh well..
Anywayz, it's about me and my family, like a diary perhaps. I was planning on giving it as a gift to my cousin and a special friend of mine from nowhere (not barney ok! and its no imaginary friend!). Well, she was a childhood friend of mine. Well, I gave myself a deadline and it was Febuary 14, 2007 [ok, major deja vu here! -nvm- (~.~")].
I think it was one of those presents from the sky... If it was one, well, this is my favorite! hehe..
I was wondering if I accidentaly took an angel with me from that trip. If I did, I hope that angel will never leave! or else, my life will turn back into a pumpkin!
^.^
"Rumors" - To interfere or not?
I hate it when teachers give projects and they give the same deadline. I mean, they really kills ya until your dead to reach that line. I know it's our fault for not finishing it early but sometimes it's really hard to gather your groupmates (hehehe ->> ~.~").
I also hate it when rumors are starting to puzzle your mind. When rumors are starting to spread and give you news which make you wonder and juz electrifies you until your in ashes.
What if a rumor spreads and it gives a bad news to your friend. Will you interfere or not?
It's been bugging my mind since I heard about it. I just don't want that person to get hurt even though we are not that close, but my mind just keeps asking me that question. I don't want her to get hurt, but you are not living if you don't get scrapes and bruises along the way, right?
To interfere or not?
Yeah, every second of our life is planned by our master. Maybe its just a lesson for her, for her to learn from that mistake. To know that it's to "guard your heart and not follow your heart". It's starting to confuse me...
To intefere or not?
What really is it?
There are points on each side,
I just can't decide!
What? One of the good ways to protect her is to pray for her. To pray for guidance from the above, for her to have a helping hand and a guiding hand on the way.
Yeah, maybe it's the right thing to do, right?
Well, if you don't agree then let's hear your opinion and answer...
Are you going to intefere or not? (Explain your answer)
^.^
I also hate it when rumors are starting to puzzle your mind. When rumors are starting to spread and give you news which make you wonder and juz electrifies you until your in ashes.
What if a rumor spreads and it gives a bad news to your friend. Will you interfere or not?
It's been bugging my mind since I heard about it. I just don't want that person to get hurt even though we are not that close, but my mind just keeps asking me that question. I don't want her to get hurt, but you are not living if you don't get scrapes and bruises along the way, right?
To interfere or not?
Yeah, every second of our life is planned by our master. Maybe its just a lesson for her, for her to learn from that mistake. To know that it's to "guard your heart and not follow your heart". It's starting to confuse me...
To intefere or not?
What really is it?
There are points on each side,
I just can't decide!
What? One of the good ways to protect her is to pray for her. To pray for guidance from the above, for her to have a helping hand and a guiding hand on the way.
Yeah, maybe it's the right thing to do, right?
Well, if you don't agree then let's hear your opinion and answer...
Are you going to intefere or not? (Explain your answer)
^.^
Friday, February 02, 2007
your will...
Chubby has died this morning.
It's been 3 days that he begun to be quiet and showed some low energy. Yesterday afternoon, I heard from our helper that Chubby is going to die soon. She got that info from the first owner of the puppy because she and my lil' sister went to the first owner's house to ask something. Right after I heard that thing, I prayed at our asotea for about 5 minutes looking at the sky.
Yesterday evening, I went downstairs to get some food and water. Chubby was already sleeping inside tha house. Last night when Chubby was already ill, I checked him outside and called him. He went to me but not as fast as he used to be - he's now just walking. He then laid his head at my foot and embraced my feet.
And last night before I went to sleep, I prayed again. But I included once more that, 'Let your will be done.'
This morning while I'm in the c.r., my lil' sis was already awake. And I heard our helper told my sis that Chubby was already dead. My lil' sis cried but only soft. I know that she can overcome it easily because she's a strong girl.
I have imagine Chubby playing with angels in heaven.
It's been 3 days that he begun to be quiet and showed some low energy. Yesterday afternoon, I heard from our helper that Chubby is going to die soon. She got that info from the first owner of the puppy because she and my lil' sister went to the first owner's house to ask something. Right after I heard that thing, I prayed at our asotea for about 5 minutes looking at the sky.
Yesterday evening, I went downstairs to get some food and water. Chubby was already sleeping inside tha house. Last night when Chubby was already ill, I checked him outside and called him. He went to me but not as fast as he used to be - he's now just walking. He then laid his head at my foot and embraced my feet.
And last night before I went to sleep, I prayed again. But I included once more that, 'Let your will be done.'
This morning while I'm in the c.r., my lil' sis was already awake. And I heard our helper told my sis that Chubby was already dead. My lil' sis cried but only soft. I know that she can overcome it easily because she's a strong girl.
I have imagine Chubby playing with angels in heaven.
Thursday, February 01, 2007
Limit? Limit?
I understand, I understand.
*nod* *nod*
I'm sorry. I know it's hard for you.
Yeah, I know the feeling.
I know how they can be
and I know how I can be
"Growee" was the code given. I guess we underestimated our classmates. We forgot how high their IQ can get. Yes, there are others. That Mr. Oh! so full of cuteness, I havn't forgotten what you told me. I know we both can't see that so called cuteness in him but I forgot why we picked him for teasing. Of course they are others. Other's like that childhood friend of yours and that guy with a weird surname (clue: when we add it to yer RMA, it ends with T! umm, I guess u don't understand huh?)
Yeah, sorry. Very sorry. ~.~"
Like what happened yesterday, When I started being quiet, I guess it juz means that I want to stop that joke. I also hate it when you guyz tease me with that 2 lettered guy. Yeah, its ok if it roams around juz inside the group, but I also hate it when you shouts his name and your eyes are looking straight at me. sigh...
At least yours had a code name...
Sometimes I wonder how regine does it. I mean, when we tease her, I dosn't affect her. Well, she also throws an insult back but...
You know...
When we tease onin, he suddenly walks away and ignores whatever you say to him. But there are times that he just rides with it.
mental note: do be like regine, control your mood swings..
sigh... I don't get it! Do u?
^.^
*nod* *nod*
I'm sorry. I know it's hard for you.
Yeah, I know the feeling.
I know how they can be
and I know how I can be
"Growee" was the code given. I guess we underestimated our classmates. We forgot how high their IQ can get. Yes, there are others. That Mr. Oh! so full of cuteness, I havn't forgotten what you told me. I know we both can't see that so called cuteness in him but I forgot why we picked him for teasing. Of course they are others. Other's like that childhood friend of yours and that guy with a weird surname (clue: when we add it to yer RMA, it ends with T! umm, I guess u don't understand huh?)
Yeah, sorry. Very sorry. ~.~"
Like what happened yesterday, When I started being quiet, I guess it juz means that I want to stop that joke. I also hate it when you guyz tease me with that 2 lettered guy. Yeah, its ok if it roams around juz inside the group, but I also hate it when you shouts his name and your eyes are looking straight at me. sigh...
At least yours had a code name...
Sometimes I wonder how regine does it. I mean, when we tease her, I dosn't affect her. Well, she also throws an insult back but...
You know...
When we tease onin, he suddenly walks away and ignores whatever you say to him. But there are times that he just rides with it.
mental note: do be like regine, control your mood swings..
sigh... I don't get it! Do u?
^.^
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