Goals

Personal Goals
Furbabies vaccine completion - In-progress (Target Oct 2020)
Master in Management completion in APC - In-progress (Target Nov 2021)
Master of Project Management / Master of Project and Program Management admission in UoS - Planned (Winter 2021)
PP's B&B Inn Lot - Planned (Target June 2021)

Travel Goals
Batanes, Australia, Iceland, Switzerland, Finland, Italy, Netherlands, Germany, Denmark, Sweden, Russia

"Focus on your goals."

I can do all things thru Christ who strengthens me. -Philippians 4:13

Wednesday, April 17, 2024

Speck of light

Don't know what's happening to me.
I feel like I lost the will to live or I lost my soul somewhere.

Why it feels like life wanted to hurt me every year?

Trauma from my mom's stroke last Dec 2022. My eldest furbaby died last Dec 2023. My eldest sister (not biological) died last Apr 15, 2024.

It seems like life despises me that much. 😞
Why strive to be wealthy if my loved ones will leave me anyway?

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The home that I might be trying to find for so many years might be really the heaven. When we die, become a speck of light, other souls and angels will welcome us "welcome back home". The joy and freedom will surely be amazing. I want to feel the same too. Free from sufferings and predicaments here on Earth. Why do we exist?