Human beings suck

Human beings suck! 

Falling in love sucks!

You thought that she's the one. And you're just waiting for the day of wedding. But suddenly, it crashed and will never happen anymore.

Planning for future sucks! 

Nothing really gets right. Nothing will go according to your plans and dreams, nothing! 

Trusting people sucks!

They are full of lies. Will make you believe but in the end, the first one to drop you.

And I suck big time for believing all these things. 

Life is full of shit! My life is nothing but a piece of shit.

Timings. Fuck human being!

1st heartbreak? This was a one-way love. The person didn't know I was in love.

3 years of moving on.

2nd heartbreak? We only lasted 6 months.

5 years of moving on.

3rd heartbreak? We lasted 2 years and 4 months.

Expect a 20 years of moving on.

What?! I'll be 47 then when I can finally be healed? No way! I don't think I'll be still alive that time. Haha! Already escaped life by then. 

Also, I'll never fall in love again. I had enough. Haha! :P Better to be single till I die than to experience heartbreaks again. 

Only death will let me free

The best and the worst birthday of my life.

Fuck this life! Why do I have to deal with heart break! 

I don't wanna fall in love again - ever. I'm fucking serious! 

 

Heart break twice in a row? I bet I cannot handle the third time anymore. If I do, it will surely be death upon me.

God, why? Why me? Are you making fun of me? 

I do not believe to anything now. I do not trust anyone anymore aside from myself. 

God, why me? From billions of people, why did you choose making fun of me?

I suck I know. But please don't play with this vulnerable person. I wear smiles and laughters outside, but deep inside, I am bleeding. Bleeding, running out of blood and oxygen.

Only death will let me free.

Love is a lie

Love is just a lie.

It's a big lie.

I don't believe on it anymore.

It is a piece of trash.

Monogamous, lie.

Forever, lie.

Human's love is full of lies.

I need a rock heart and mind.

F***ing heartbreak. 

I don't like it.

I hate it.

Help me

Help me God to move on.

As I know to myself that I'm gonna miss her.

It's normal though.

But please help me God to move on.

Help me to unlove her.

Help me please.

ILY and Goodbye

I love you and goodbye.

It's all your fault why I am still alive. If it's not you, I'm already dead long time ago. You ruined my plan.

I love you and goodbye.

I had enough. I think it's really time to let go. I know you were holding on so long, and so do I.

I love you and goodbye.

I think we're not made for each other. Guess, you're not the person in my prayers since 7 years ago.

I love you and goodbye.

Take care of yourself. I'll try to be always here for you as a friend.

I love you 

And

Goodbye!

Just a game.

I'll be just one of your options?

One of your least priorities?

Alright then, you're now demoted.

In COC/CR term, you used to be co-leader. Then since you had strike already, demoted to elder. Now, just a member. 

Sorry but it's how the game should be.

I shouldn't spend too much time and money to people who look down on me. 

^_^ adios!