The beginning is always the hardest.

Ang hirap kumita. Naiiyak ako. 😣

Haha! Mag-abroad nalang kaya ko... kahit factory worker, ok lang.

No increase for 2yrs+. Malabo promotion dahil wala budget company.
Increasing expenses.
May sidelines na pero wala parin. Hirap kumuha customers.
Gugulangan kapa ng Credit Card mo.

*sigh*

Goal!

Yo!

Had my first experience in AF. All are new. And looks like the member count is still below 40 - I saw in the white board where Ms Cherry wrote my name. Guess what I only did? Running and spinning. 😆😂 It's because I spent only an hour. 😒 I want to discover and try other tools there. I will tomorrow. 😁 I will meet my coach tomorrow. She will assess me and provide me program to follow - with no added fee! And what I also like about this gym is that I can request for re-assessment and program every 6 weeks. And all for free! 😁 Another thing, I can access global branches after my one month in the branch I signed up. 😁

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On the other hand, I saw a pretty woman there. 😆😂🤣 What was I doing?! I should be only working out. 😂🤣😂 Well, I just saw. I didn't take a third look nor tried to get close. Well, I did second look to check if she is really pretty. And she is quite strong - doing weights. 😱 Anyway, I don't have any intention to get close to any of them. 😏

My goal is to improve my mental health and physical health. ☺️ I don't care if I'll get broke by joining to this club. #Yolo

Anyway, チャ doesn't depend on me anymore. I have no desire working hard for her anymore. I will work harder for myself and for my fur babies.

I got to BE A BOSS so that I can DATE A BOSS. 😎

And to be a boss, I need to be mentally and physically fit. Also, I should be secured financially. With that, beautiful and independent women will come to me. Then I will just choose. Or have them all! Why not? As long as I can make time for them and can support them financially. 😁😂🤣

God, please help and guide me. Thank you Holy Spirit and Christ for keeping me safe all the time despite all the possible accidents I had. ☺️ I love you all!

Rove the Boss! I declare to the universe!
Rove the Billionaire! I declare to the universe!

Good distractions

Out of sadness and impulsiveness, I signed up for 18mos membership. 😱

Haha! Hope it will do me good. I just need some distractions. And I can see that people like hanging out with people who go to the gym - チャ is the living proof. 😁

Also, I want to feel good. And attract positive people.

God, help me forget this feeling of sadness and instead, spend more time working out.

Thank you God for not leaving me alone.

My precious babies

Pets are really lovable. They love unconditionally. And this what they want to teach their hoomans.

May kailangan man kayo or wala, you are always there for me. My babies. I will love you unconditionally just like what you are doing to me. Thank you for the precious time you give to me. I will work harder to give you a brighter future. I will not let you down. ☺️ I promise.

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Thank you God for my babies. Help me learn the things you wanted me to learn through them.

Maybe it’s time

Haha! Funny.

She's already planning her future without FYI-ing me. Haha! Maybe I'm just nothing to her. Haha! Silly Rove. You just realized it now? 😆 You are so slow!

Maybe I should start planning MY future without FYI-ing her too.

Maybe for her, matagal na kaming hiwalay. At ako nalang ang nagiisip na kami pa. 😆🤣😂 I'm gonna spank you Rove if that's the case. It's because, YOU ARE TOOO SLOOOOOOW~!!!!

Move on Rove! Start moving on!!!

Weekend

About ハニー...
I know she is enjoying her time now. ☺️ And it's good. Though I know the reason why she wanted to sleep at condo Friday night. It's because she went home 2-3am. She wanted to go to a comedy bar with her friend. And condo is the nearest place she has. The negative is, she didn't went to her review the next day because of this decision. Anyway, it's her life. I don't wanna nag her anymore nor tell her that "missing her classes because she had fun last night" is bad. Nothing is bad. Being bad is just a perception.

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I'm sad I know. But I can't stop someone's happiness just to lessen my sadness. Minalas lang ako that we are not on the same wavelength. Maybe she's too young. I'm on the age of thinking about future already. Moving in and live with the person I love like we are already married. Planning about our future together - not solo plans. But she's on the other side. 23 is such a young age. She still couldn't live without her parents. She still choose friends over her partner. She plans on her own and not plan as a couple.

Well, I was just not lucky. Maybe I met her too early? Or we met at the wrong time? Or we met the wrong person? I don't know. Only fate and time can say.

I'm just sad as my life was circling around her which should not be the case. I assumed we are "married". And because of this assumptions, I'm heartbroken.

"Assumptions lead to pitfalls and heartaches."

Anyway, I should learn again how to live like a single person. 😆 I don't have numbers of friends anymore. Maybe I'm an adult already? Or my close friends are busy spending time with their partners. Hey! I'm already in the age where all people get married and have kids. And I can count only by my 10 fingers the people who are still single and ready to mingle. 😞 Where are you guys.. Don't over work.. Let's go out and have some fun. I'll drink hard liquors if you want.

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I met new friends online but they just stay as online. 😞 *sigh* One of these friends is spending time in gym. I need new hobby even it requires money, I'm down. Maybe, I should also hit the gym? I'll check the nearest Anytime Fitness here. I need something to cloud my mind. And maybe, meet new friends to hang out with.

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Do something Rove. Let her be. She has her own life. Have fun Rove. Do all the things that will make you busy. For now, stop planning adventures with her. You will only suffer. Start planning adventures with just yourself. You can do it! 😁

So help me God.

#ChillLife 😎

I know I'm not okay.

This is why I tone down the way I talk and very selective to the words I say.

I know something's wrong.

Well, I had a solo club party awhile ago.
At the rooftop, played club/edm/tramp music.
Then danced the way I used to.
Danced under the clear sky with so many stars above.
Danced in a cold night.
Feeling like I was the only person in the world.
It was a very good feeling.
Especially there are added two cold beers.
I didn't feel ashamed nor shy about it.
My mind was free.
Just danced to the music all the way.
And some interruptions with few people. 😆

Anyway, I like it.
I will do it every weekend. 😉

Clear sky + lots of stars + cold night + EDM/Club music + cold beers 😎 #chill #breakaway

Your life

I don't want you to feel this way.

I don't want you to have depression.

Let's have a heart-to-heart and serious discussion.
Let's talk about your life.
Let's talk about your plans.
Let's plan the things that are favorable to you.

I will gladly help you. Whatever it is.
Even it will cost breakup.
I will help you.

We are friends anyway. ☺️

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On the other hand, it's Friday!

I wanna go to Bancheto and eat like it's my last day. Haha!
Then buy a very cold beer and have a relaxing night at the rooftop.
(It's time to test the 2 person tent I bought. Waha!)

Be successful!

Work your ass Rove!

Be fucking rich!

In 10 years, you should be already millionaire!
In 20 years, you should be already billionaire!

When you do, I tell you, you don't have to beg for someone's attention. They will chase you and beg you just for you to smile at them. Beautiful and respectable women all over the world will kill each other just to be with you. Always remember that!

Now, let her be.

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Never expect

If the person shows s/he does not depend on you or doesn't need you, then do all the things that will spoil you. Spoiled yourself to the max!

Who cares? It's yours! You don't need to limit yourself. Buy everything that will make you enjoy the moment. 😉

Again, a gentle reminder from yourself, "don't squish hard yourself to someone". There might be people who have a better appreciation of your existence. ☺️ They need it.

"Ignore the people who ignore you. And go to people who like you around." This is what I've been teaching you Rove for the longest time.

Thank you myself! ☺️

Problems? Bring it on!

God, you are really testing my patience huh?

Haha! Bring it on!

You're testing me if I will give in to emotions. No I'm not! I resist! I will not go back to my medication again. Haha! 😆 I will not let anyone ruin my stability. I don't wanna go back to my sickness.

Work hard, play hard! 😎

All the life predicaments, bring it on God.
I can overcome them all because You are there.

You are there. Jesus Christ is there. The Holy Spirit is there. So why should I be afraid? As long as you are there, I will not give in. 😁

Thank you God! I love you!

Amen!

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My blood..it’s going up

Haay nako. Napaka-isip bata.

Sino ba nagsabi at nagdecide na umuwi ka sa condo?

Sino ba nagsabi na namimiss na nya pamilya nya kaya nya gusto magstay dun for a week?

I just respected that decision.

Matanda kana. Alam mo na dapat mga ginagawa mo.

Haaay. Ayaw ko na magsabi na "told you so". Gusto ko panindigan mo mga decision mo sa buhay.

Una sa lahat, kung gutom ka. Kumain ka dyan. Andyan ka sa bahay mo. Ano ba magagawa ko kung gutom ka? Sasabihin ko lang sayo na "kumain ka". Wala ka dito para abutan kita ng pagkain.

Pangalawa, kung hindi ka kinakausap ng pamilya mo dyan. It's not my fault. You chose that and decided about that. I will never talk to them just to tell them na kausapin ka. You are old enough to know things.

Thirdly, kung pagod ka, rest. Hindi yung pagkabadtrip mo sa buong mundo ay trip na trip mo ibuhos sakin sa pamamagitan ng pagtatampo. I'm not crazy anymore to run to you this late night just to give you food, tell you to clean up, and rest.

Grow up for God's sake!

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Basta you already know my condition. Since you're going to stay there for a week and those people in your condo assume that we're fighting, never ever let that f***ing ugly faggot go there. Or else, pagbubuhulin ko kayong tatlo nila Jae. -_-" And remember what told you, "One more cheating and I'm done."

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Rove is not playing anymore. There are a lot of things an adult like me should start thinking and start doing. And playing around and acting like a kid should not be part of it.

Too much drama

With all the dramas and stuff. I don't like it anymore!

I'm fed up.!

People's problems, why should I care in the first place.?

I'm just adding stress to my life. ☺️

Women are full of dramas

I don't have time for anyone's bullshit and dramas.
Don't treat me as if I cannot live by myself.
I'm used to it. I can live by myself without depending to anyone.

I just don't like meddling with people who are undergoing some drama, then pour unto me their angst, frustration in life, and shout at me whenever they like.

I bet people won't like it if I bring back to them their shitness. So as early as possible, never let me absorb all your negativity and bad vibes. You will never like the consequence I bet. 😉

First business

Nov 4, we founded our travel company.
I updated my existing FB page.
Created services.
Created our first tour, Calaguas.
Started promoting the page to friends.

Hopefully, people who expressed their desire to join on Nov 30 won't back out. And we are still lacking 3 people. I hope and I pray that before that week, we are able to get the final three joiners.

So help us God! Thank you! Amen!

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