Tomorrow is our trip to Palawan. Lookin' forward to the El Nido adventure.
Demo, my stomach started to go insane this day. -_- Already took medicines. Hopefully tomorrow, I can travel wid ease. ^_^
God, please bless our trip. I wanna enjoy my lookng weekends~ Thanks a lot. ~_~
Lenten Season = Christmas Season 'cause of foods. XD
Friday, March 29, 2013
Wednesday, March 20, 2013
World Travels. Let's go~!!!
I wanna travel the world and see the beauty of this creation~!!! Of course, I took pride if I get it from my own pocket. :D
Upcoming Challenge: Go to 2 countries at one travel. Prospects countries are Singapore-Malaysia and Sabah-Brunei.
Short Term Challenge: Go to 3 countries at one travel. My prospects are Vietnam, Cambodia, and Thailand. ~_~ And the recommended time span is 3 weeks or 15 days. :D yeah~!!!
Average Term Challenge: Travel the whole Russia via train. Recommended time span is 2-3 weeks? (Just read it from My Aleph of Paulo Coelho)
Long Term Challenge: Travel the whole Europe, major and minor cities, in 2 months. :D
Other visit wishes:
- Japan: to see the cherry blossoms ^_^
- Rio de Janiero: experience the festivals ^_^
- South Africa: to teach the kids and share part of my life ~_~
- Antartica, North or South Pole: to see the lights! ~_~
Rove
Upcoming Challenge: Go to 2 countries at one travel. Prospects countries are Singapore-Malaysia and Sabah-Brunei.
Short Term Challenge: Go to 3 countries at one travel. My prospects are Vietnam, Cambodia, and Thailand. ~_~ And the recommended time span is 3 weeks or 15 days. :D yeah~!!!
Average Term Challenge: Travel the whole Russia via train. Recommended time span is 2-3 weeks? (Just read it from My Aleph of Paulo Coelho)
Long Term Challenge: Travel the whole Europe, major and minor cities, in 2 months. :D
Other visit wishes:
- Japan: to see the cherry blossoms ^_^
- Rio de Janiero: experience the festivals ^_^
- South Africa: to teach the kids and share part of my life ~_~
- Antartica, North or South Pole: to see the lights! ~_~
Rove
Tuesday, March 19, 2013
Doushiyou... Let Your will Thy be done.
Wat am i gonna do.. -_- doushiyou.. eotteokhae.. *sigh*
Let you will Thy be done, Oh God.
I always think that anytime soon, I'll be laid off from work. I can't imagine myself working on da same field forever.
Then wat should i do.. Worries.. Anxious.. Oh God, kayo na po bahala. My Lord Jesus, please always be with me. Though it's me who seems like going far, please forgive me.
Haaaay.. Kayo na po talaga bahala God. I'll just do my best and watever things you give to me, I'll do them wid hardwork. :D
Let you will Thy be done, Oh God.
I always think that anytime soon, I'll be laid off from work. I can't imagine myself working on da same field forever.
Then wat should i do.. Worries.. Anxious.. Oh God, kayo na po bahala. My Lord Jesus, please always be with me. Though it's me who seems like going far, please forgive me.
Haaaay.. Kayo na po talaga bahala God. I'll just do my best and watever things you give to me, I'll do them wid hardwork. :D
Monday, March 18, 2013
My miserable life...
Wat da heck! Pagkamalaman pa kong kumikita ng bigtime.. -_- Wat I'm already paying monthly: my postpaid plan (around 2k), internet plan, and credit card. I still have a balance of around 9k. It's because of frequently use - plane tickets and groceries. Then she added, "Bayaran mo narin yung isa pang postpaid plan. Kaw na gumamit." Heck! It's my previous plan (500) that supposed to be given to her. "Ibuo mo nalang yang internet." After she upgraded the internet plan by 300 box. My budget to internet is only 1k. Heck! "Magloloan ako ng 250k, ikaw na magbayad ng monthly habang andito kapa. Around 13k lang yun. Yun nalang, wag kana magbigay sakin monthly." So pasalamat pa kong mas maliit lang ang gagastusin ko monthly? I am giving 10k monthly to her. I said to myself, "Sana mawala na ko agad."
Kahit pilitin ko magipon, hindi ko magagawa. It looks like she always wanted to say to me, "Live a boring life and give all your money to me." I'm just 22 years old. I didn't experience going out always when I was still attending school. When i go out, I spend cheaply and go to cheap places. Now that i'm already working, I thought I can now go to places I've never been before and experience the life I've never had before. But I think I can only do these while bearing the pain of being scolded always and the pain of spending for your mom.
She used to tell me when I was still a student, "Pag nagtatrabaho na kayo, hinding hindi kami hihingi ng papa mo." I pasted these words in my mind not until she forcefully asked for money. If I don't give her once, a long essay she made will be followed.
Wat da heck! She's a woman without a word. Since a little kid, I was always telling myself that "I am a person with one word." Nakonsyensya nga ko nung highschool when I told my classmate I'm going to give her the same bag as a gift. She was mesmerized by my green bag. But ngayon, though I can still count in my fingers, marami na kong nabitawan na salita sa ibang tao - the hopes I destroyed. Why hopes? My mom is fond of giving hopeful words samin kahit nung mga bata pa kami. Eh kami namang mga bata, utuuto. Umaasa parin kahit ilan beses na napako mga pangako samin. This is the reason, as much as possible, I don't want to be my mom. I don't want to destroy the hopes of other people. And also the reason I prefer actions than words.
Going back sa gastusin. If the loan will be approved, I'm going to spend around 17k for the loan+internet+postpaid alone. If may balance pa ko sa credit line nun, 3k na sa kanya. Then in the end, wala mapupunta sa savings account ko. *bow* Great! Kill myself now. -_-
The plan of taking a GMAT? It's kinda impossible now. Maybe after two (2) years pa ko makakapagipon. So, makokompleto ko pa yung loan. *Bow* Kill myself now!!!
Take note, I have upcoming trips this year. ElNido this Mar30. For sure, ako gagastos kahit kasama ko nanay ko. SG-KL on June. It's a backpackers adventure. KK-BR on Aug. A trip wid mom. Gastos ko ulit. PP on Nov. Outing wid team. Hindi lang tong mga trips, birthday pa ng bunso kon kapatid. She said, hati daw kami. 10k daw sakin. Watdaheck!!! Nagbirthday nga ko nun, di umabot sa 2k gastos dahil sponsored ng lola ko. Bale all in all, 3-4k lang. Heck!! Kill myself now really!!! Susunod na ko sa nagpakamatay na UP student. Konti nalang. Konting konti nalang talaga,, susunod na talaga ko. *sigh*
So help me God and Christ...
Kahit pilitin ko magipon, hindi ko magagawa. It looks like she always wanted to say to me, "Live a boring life and give all your money to me." I'm just 22 years old. I didn't experience going out always when I was still attending school. When i go out, I spend cheaply and go to cheap places. Now that i'm already working, I thought I can now go to places I've never been before and experience the life I've never had before. But I think I can only do these while bearing the pain of being scolded always and the pain of spending for your mom.
She used to tell me when I was still a student, "Pag nagtatrabaho na kayo, hinding hindi kami hihingi ng papa mo." I pasted these words in my mind not until she forcefully asked for money. If I don't give her once, a long essay she made will be followed.
Wat da heck! She's a woman without a word. Since a little kid, I was always telling myself that "I am a person with one word." Nakonsyensya nga ko nung highschool when I told my classmate I'm going to give her the same bag as a gift. She was mesmerized by my green bag. But ngayon, though I can still count in my fingers, marami na kong nabitawan na salita sa ibang tao - the hopes I destroyed. Why hopes? My mom is fond of giving hopeful words samin kahit nung mga bata pa kami. Eh kami namang mga bata, utuuto. Umaasa parin kahit ilan beses na napako mga pangako samin. This is the reason, as much as possible, I don't want to be my mom. I don't want to destroy the hopes of other people. And also the reason I prefer actions than words.
Going back sa gastusin. If the loan will be approved, I'm going to spend around 17k for the loan+internet+postpaid alone. If may balance pa ko sa credit line nun, 3k na sa kanya. Then in the end, wala mapupunta sa savings account ko. *bow* Great! Kill myself now. -_-
The plan of taking a GMAT? It's kinda impossible now. Maybe after two (2) years pa ko makakapagipon. So, makokompleto ko pa yung loan. *Bow* Kill myself now!!!
Take note, I have upcoming trips this year. ElNido this Mar30. For sure, ako gagastos kahit kasama ko nanay ko. SG-KL on June. It's a backpackers adventure. KK-BR on Aug. A trip wid mom. Gastos ko ulit. PP on Nov. Outing wid team. Hindi lang tong mga trips, birthday pa ng bunso kon kapatid. She said, hati daw kami. 10k daw sakin. Watdaheck!!! Nagbirthday nga ko nun, di umabot sa 2k gastos dahil sponsored ng lola ko. Bale all in all, 3-4k lang. Heck!! Kill myself now really!!! Susunod na ko sa nagpakamatay na UP student. Konti nalang. Konting konti nalang talaga,, susunod na talaga ko. *sigh*
So help me God and Christ...
Sunday, March 03, 2013
For 8 years...
For 8 years, I've been keeping in myself the true feelings I had for A. But what have you done? You hurt my 1st love. Since A met you, I've accepted the fact that someone else will take care of her. Thru prayers, I was hoping that you will stay by her side forever. But what have you done? I hope this news is just a joke. :|
-LR
-LR
Meet you there
Who's the real me? I don't know.. *sigh*
I push people away if they're beginning to be close with me. A slight part of me.
I get attracted to people who show me appreciations and concerns. Yeah, I fall with them if done many times.
I don't wanna fall to people who just show concerns to me. Why am I always mistaking it for something? People are just kind hearted - believe that! Though they have surpassed the barriers you put up, it doesn't mean that they really like you. They don't see you the way you see them.
I don't wanna intimidate people and push them away if they're showing likeness to me. I just wanna show them the real me. If they are turned off, well, it's up to them. Who cares? I don't care.
But then inside, I'm a loner. A kid who is trying to hide his sadness by playing around.
People I started liking don't like me at all. I easily give up. People that like me but I don't really like are not persevering.
What's wrong with me? Can I die now?
I just wanna be happy. Meet the person who will like me for who I am and the person I will like too - a mutual one. Hope to see you soon~ Be patient and wait for me. I'll be waiting for you. :)
I push people away if they're beginning to be close with me. A slight part of me.
I get attracted to people who show me appreciations and concerns. Yeah, I fall with them if done many times.
I don't wanna fall to people who just show concerns to me. Why am I always mistaking it for something? People are just kind hearted - believe that! Though they have surpassed the barriers you put up, it doesn't mean that they really like you. They don't see you the way you see them.
I don't wanna intimidate people and push them away if they're showing likeness to me. I just wanna show them the real me. If they are turned off, well, it's up to them. Who cares? I don't care.
But then inside, I'm a loner. A kid who is trying to hide his sadness by playing around.
People I started liking don't like me at all. I easily give up. People that like me but I don't really like are not persevering.
What's wrong with me? Can I die now?
I just wanna be happy. Meet the person who will like me for who I am and the person I will like too - a mutual one. Hope to see you soon~ Be patient and wait for me. I'll be waiting for you. :)
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