Random Thoughts

I feel like my mom wouldn't like to know that Carol is my current partner. I know she still likes Cha for me. And even for my adult family, they still like Cha.

They don't know what Cha has done (3x cheating) and what I have done (possessive behavior). They don't have to know as they are not the one I'm going to spend the rest of my life with.

The kids and my furbabies, they like Carol for who she is.

I'm praying that soon, one day, I'll be able to build a house for the two of us and our furbabies. And we wouldn't care the judgmental eyes anymore.

I may had possessive behaviour in the past, but they all know that I was a loyal and faithful partner.

Soon, my family will get to know Carol more and will realize how a great person she is. In God's perfect time.

That was nice for my future

That was a nice memory. I remember the feeling.

That I was once fell in love with someone that I thought I'm gonna marry with in the future.

That I was once with someone for the longest time, 4-5 years, that I thought I'm gonna spend the rest of my life with.

But God has a different plan for both of us.

Nevertheless, they are good memories I'm gonna treasure with until I'll get married and spend the rest of my life with my "the one".

New baby! 😘

With our baby RC last Jan 3. ☺️

Our family has grown larger. Haha! I already have 2 dogs and 6-7 cats (not sure if Copper already belonged to Rhea 😆).

With their new mom and new sister, we are now a family of 12. 😅 Wata very large family. And this gives me more reason to have a house with large garden. 😆

Speaking of the house, I told Carol that I dreamt of having a house at The Peak Havila. I can't afford to buy a lot there yet as I am currently paying for the lot I bought in Batangas. Maybe, since Carol and I love beaches, we can have our home in Batangas instead. 😁 We will surely build our home for a family of 12. Haha!

Carol asked me (Jan 3) if I plan to marry her. My answer is yes. My goal in courtship is always to marry the person and have our family. ☺️ I told her that I sometimes wonder if she can stay loyal and faithful. And if our relationship will last long. I've done many blunder moves in the past and I don't want those to happen again. I will do my best to be the right person for her despite the many arguments we had. 😅 She told me that she already found her "katapat" in me. And I think, I already found my "katapat" too. 😋

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Carol is very talkative, I told her. 😆 

I don’t wanna lose her. I should control my mind from spewing words without thinking carefully. 

“Happy wife, happy life.” I should always remember.

My Love

Carol finally added me in FB. Then she made this status. Though not sure if this social media status will make a difference. 😆 For her, these are all first time. She never added anyone from her exes as her FB friend.

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2020. Some of my FB friends had their breakup. Some got engaged. Some got married. Some gave birth. And I belong to the first one. If it didn't happen, I might belong to the 2nd one. But God has a different plan. Maybe I was in a wrong person and He stopped my plan even before I make a move. 😆

Then I finally met Carol, not as a friend but a special someone. I still kept praying unto Him to help me if she is the right person He's been preparing for me. And maybe, soon, I will finally propose. Let's see... Everything will make sense and be at its right place in His perfect time.

Dec 30th Date 🥰

Carol and I went to Tanay and Antipolo to - guess what? - eat! 😂

First, lunch at Martessam Resort with a refreshing mountain view. Then dinner at Cloud 9 with a nice city lights view.

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On the other hand, I gave my love a workout plan. And always teasing her to do it every day. 😏😆

Told her I need her to stay alive therefore make sure she is physically healthy.