impulsive decision in eastwood

Yo!

An another successful impulsive decision I've made! Eastwood with Rhea, Rose, Kim, and Rosy! Wahaha!

Actually, Kim and I were just left at the office. All other interns were at school already. Some of them took a day off and some of them took a half day. Only Kim and I stayed until 4pm. I persuade Kim to have undertime and go to Eastwood. After some talkings, she agreed. I just texted Rose to see us in Cubao. Then I also texted Rhea to go meet us in Eastwood. Mom took her there. And while at the office, I texted Rosy too that we're going to Eastwood and check their exhibit too. That's why she went to straight from school to Eastwood. XD

Then at Eastwood...

Though Pizza Hut Bistro didn't return my change, it's okay. I'll get back to them soon. Joke! XD
Only four of us, except for Rosy, have eaten at Pizza Hut. Rosy thought that she's gonna pay the bill that's why she just waited for us in 7-Eleven. Hahaha! XD

After our stomach has fulled, we went to Saint Benilde School of Interior Design Exhibit. Of course together with Rosy! The designs are cool. I like the Cinnabar, Midnight, and the other thing. Hahaha! XD

After the tour exhibit and some cast voting, we went to Eastwood Mall to have fun in Timezone.
Goal: Consume the two cards worth 300 load each. It's so fun! We've played a lot. From basketball, shooting game, dance revo, guitar strumming, candy pickers, and smashing of balls. Hahaha!

Mom fetched as after. I think we've finished around 10pm because we still had a little picture taking outside mall.
By the way, we've crossed with two artists namely, Diana Zubiri and Paulo of Eat Bulaga. XD

 

Grandia Van Helsing
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System

jealousy strikes

This was my stat this morning until afternoon:

Jealousy, turning saints into the sea. Swimming thru sick lullabies. Choking on your alibis. But it's just the price I pay. Destiny is calling me. Open up my eager eyes. 'Cause I'm Mr. Brightside.

Good thing I talked to Rose and Lei thru text messaging. I poured my emotions-jealousy-to them esp. to Rose. -_- XD

Yeah! Ja really has new one. At patay na patay siya sa crush nya. Kaya kanina, di ko alam gagawin ko. Di ko narin alam kung ano dapat ko maramdaman. Mixed emotions kung baga. +_+ Pero naasar lang ako na nasaktan.

Good thing that Rhea went to Ja's multiply to checked the entry and sent to me in e-mail the entry's content. I asked favor to Rhea of course.

I don't know. I'm so thankful with Rose. She listened to me though my long messages are pissing off. XD

Lei told me too about letting other possibilities that may come my way. And she said too that it's normal to get jealous. About my plan after grad? She said that it's ok to wait, as long as kaya ko pa. 

Yeah! After grad, around 2nd or 3rd week of April, I'll hand Ja a letter. I've already asked Rose about this. Then I'll ask them, Rose and Lei maybe, to get the reply around 1st week of May. Whatever the reply is determines either the end of us and the start of new or another start with us together of a new life.

If Ja's answer will be a 'yes', I'll disagree with my mom's idea. I'll just go to Sg to work. But if Ja's answer will be a 'no', I'll just say yes to my mom with no questions. I'll go to Sg not just to work but to live there. *Sigh*

I really don't know what's ahead of me. All I know is I gotta enjoy this life while doing my best to every task He is giving me.

 

Grandia Van Helsing
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System

doodle god's quotations

From doodle god.. 

If your heart is a volcano, how shall you expect flowers to bloom?

Kahlil Gibran

When frogs are croaking, then silence is becoming.

Proverb

Letting off steam always produces more heat than light.

Neal A. Maxwell

The man who moved the mountain began by carrying away small stones.

Proverb

Genius has no taste for weaving sand.

Ralph Waldo Emerson

He who lives by the crystal ball soon learns to eat ground glass.

Edgar R. Fiedler

From wet clay where no seed will grow the worm.

Elizabeth Jacques

I am ashes where once I was fire.

Lord Byron

Reality is an illusion caused by lack of alcohol.

Where do ill frogs go?

The hopspital!

Wealth flows from energy and ideas.

William Feather

After a storm comes a calm.

Matthew Henry

Life is suffering.

Guatama Buddha

Why did the bacteria lie down?

He was feeling a little flushed.

I can't make bricks without clay.

Sherlock Holmes

 

Grandia Van Helsing

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Earth, Solar System

out, fb, det conan =D

Yo!

Done voting. It just took me 5mins including walking inside/outside I guess.  XD

Went to Marikina 'cause mom voted there.

Went to Sta. Lu to pay internet bill. Then headed to Puregold.

Watch Detective Conan again.  Episode 48 tomorrow! It's the Part 2.

Had a little private chat with Rizza and Rosemarie.  XD

Had a little public chat with Rose, Dianne, and Janjan. 

Back to usual life tomorrow! Ambilis ng long weekend. -_- XD

Grandia Van Helsing

Grand M0nde

Earth, Solar System

adventurer

Yo! 

Detective Conan marathon again. I'll finish up Ep. 30 and 49 before I'll go to sleep. Next time, I'll be watching Ep. 31 to 41 before I'll continue to Ep. 50. Hahaha! Rhea is ahead of me that's why.  XD

--

There are things that don't seem out of place, but if you change your point of view...

--

And I have realized something when I was in the terrace thinking. I have realized that I am an adventurer. And sooner, I'll be travelling the world. I'll be able to land in different places, experience different cultures, and meet different people. And as an adventurer, I don't need someone just to cook for me. Because adventurers are eating anywhere--restaurants or any food chains. That's why it's really no use to look for someone to be with me forever. Haha! To have many good friends whom I'll love and fulfill my life's purpose are enough.

Tomorrow is the Barangay Election. Mom told me to use my vote though I don't have any interests to vote.  I'm so lazy to wake up in the morning and go out just to vote.  Haha! And I don't know the candidates. But mom told me to vote for Sulit's partly list straight. As she said..  XD 

 

Grandia Van Helsing

Grand M0nde

Earth, Solar System

case closed marathon

Just finished watching Detective Conan. Next episode will be 29. Haha!

--Detective Conan--

You should be thinking of others' feelings before using them as your tool of revenge.

After experiencing it, you should know the pain of losing someone better than anyone.

Why do people commit murder for the thing they call 'love'? Don't they know that love is about letting go for the happiness of the other?

--Detective Conan--

Church tomorrow. And maybe attend to the meeting Pudhang asked me.  XD

Hope Rhea and Michael will attend church too. ~_~

Good night! 

 

Grandia Van Helsing

Grand M0nde

Earth, Solar System

wat's my age again..

Pityriasis Alba.

The diagnosed of dermatologist in St. Lukes. -_-

What is it really?

According to wikipedia:

The condition is most often seen in children between the ages of 3 and 16 years and is more common in males than females. It may occur more frequently in lighter-skinned patients, but is more apparent in those with darker complexions.

Up to a third of US school children may at some stage have this condition.

According to skinsight.com:

It is a common noncancerous (benign) skin condition affecting children. It appears as light-colored patches, especially on the cheeks.

Although the condition typically lasts 2 year or more without treatment, it usually resolves after puberty or by the time the child reaches adulthood.

The exact cause of pityriasis alba is unknown, though triggers may include:

- Heat

- Humidity

- Heavily scented detergents or soaps

- Abrasive clothing

- Smoke

- Stress

--

As concludsion, sige na. Ako na ang bata. -_- :)) XD And that's why I hate smoke.. -_- XD

May skin allergy pa nga ko ngayon kaya limited lang ang pede kong kainin, tas may ganito pa. -_- Sige na, mamatay nalang ako. *Sigh* Hahaha! XD

Grandia Van Helsing

Grand M0nde

Earth, Solar System

i want someone who is like my mom

Yo!

Just a thought..

I think I have made up my mind now. Hope God will agree on my decision or thought.

If I am to choose someone to be with me for the rest of my life, I want someone who's like my mom.
Someone who knows how to cook and very good at it. (my faves especially like chicken curry)
Someone who is sweet and caring.
Someone who is thoughtful and selfless.
Someone who is snob or "masungit" in first impression but has soft heart within.
Someone who knows how to budget things and very practical in life.
Someone whose love never ends or get tired.
Someone who stand to what he/she believes.
Someone whose support is always present.
Someone who loves Him more than me.

Of course, it's very rare to find a guy who is very good at cooking and at the same time is sweet and caring. That's why I go with a gal.

'Cause I know that my mom is not always there for me forever. The time will come when I have to separate lives from her. That's why on my travel in life, I'm hoping that I could find someone.

But of course, I will not look desperately for someone. I will still do my thing, fulfill my purpose. Along the way, if it's his will and he permits me to my thought, I eventually find someone.

Of course in return, I will protect her with all my might. I'll love her with all the love God has giving me. I'll give her anything she wants but in good reason of course. Most of all, I'll make her happy and smile for the rest of her life.

---

My mom will go with me to Singapore on May 2011. She'll stay there for 15 days, she said, until I am in good condition before she'll leave me out there.

--

This added to my thought why I think I have made up my mind.

Grandia Yrekcah Leikeze Van Helsing
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System

coward, quitter

You know what, I could finally say that I'm a quitter. You know me, I don't quit easily because I'm a positive thinker. But if there's one aspect in my life that I would give up, it's the romantic relationship. I'm not coward either. In fact, I love adventures. I love facing risks. But this time, this one aspect of my life will be left in cowardice. I don't want to risk ever again in this relationship.

Yeah. I'm afraid, I'm a coward, I'm a quitter to any romantic relationships that will come to my life as long as I live.

I don't want to hurt anyone neither to get hurt.

I don't want to be an adult anymore. Once is enough. And I'm fine with it.

 

Grandia Yrekcah Leikeze Van Helsing
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System

no work, just play, and fuss around Part2

Yo!

I took a half day today. Hahaha! Actually, Ang made the first move before I decided to go too. XD

We didn't see Sir Mac's and Sir Darj's souls in the office that's why. Hahaha!

At my way home, I happened to see mom, Ivan, Anne, Rhea, and Aaron. I went with them at the Sta Lucia. I think, the goal were only to buy Aaron's walker and Rhea's grocery. However, mom did but slippers for herself too-so with us Rhea and Ivan. Hahaha!

Then, at home, FB while Rhea was playing PSP. Afterwards, she get to sleep so it's my turn to play. Hahaha! Oh! Before that, I played for 30mins Puzzle Pirates. Just to prevent the banning of my idle character. XD

I only played Rockband in PSP. Hahaha!

I could now say that I am multi-tasking kind of person. While I am playing, concentrating on the notes, Fudy was whirling around my head. Hahaha! XD I guess it's because that my friend request has been accepted now. XD

And can you think of it? My sister spoke of Fudy again in Dept Store while we're shopping. -_- She said, 'Naalala ko to. Ito yung kay Ate Janine'. But as usual, I didn't answer 'cause in the first place it's not a question. Every time Rhea is speaking of her, I just either nod or say 'ah.' *Sigh* Why don't Rhea stop mentioning her name? She already know what's up with us. But then, she couldn't still forget that name. -_- At one time, I thought that if ever Rhea speak of her name ever again, I'll reply her with 'Sige. Dun kana sa kanya.' Hahaha! Pikon? XD But I thought and said to myself while still there at the store, 'Dont worry Rhea. Someday I could be able to find an another but is better. The one that you'll also like and you'll get together with.' And I guess Rhea is still young to understand things. I guess what she just know is that Fudy and I were just having some misunderstandings and sooner we'll be good friends again. But Rhea is absolutely wrong. Once apart will be forever apart. But someday, Rhea will understand it. =D

Ok, got to go buddy! Hope tomorrow Sir Mac and Sir Darj are not present again. Hahaha! XD

 

Grandia Van Helsing
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System

no work, just play, and fuss around. XD

Yo buddy!

You know what, I didn't go to office. hehehe. XD Mom told me not to go anymore because of the bad weather. XD

Instead, I went with my mom--the usual business thing. XD

At the last thing of my ride before we go home, we headed to BDO Makro. Mom told me that the teller asked her who is the person written at my passbook. Mom replied while pointing me, 'my child.' The teller said that I look like 14 or 15 years old. Then my mom told her that I'm already 20 and added 'very cute for her age.' They both laughed. -_- Silly.. XD

What I did mostly for today. Let me see.. Hmmm.. Play with Aaron, play Rockband in PSP, eat Buko Pandan made by mom, play Patapon 2 in PSP, and then sleep for long hours until it's 9pm. Hahaha! Now, I'm just Facebooking. XD

Hope that tomorrow's sky will be good.. It's kinda hard and tiresome to travel with bad weather.. -_-

Ok, got to go. Bbye buddy! =D

 

Grandia Van Helsing
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System

It's my special day!

Yo!

Today is my birthday. My 20th birthday. But for me, I’m still 14 years old. Hahaha!

A lot of people greeted me. From my close friends in text messages up to friends in Facebook. I could say that they’re a lot. Because they are the people I get in touch with from Elementary, Highschool, and even now in College. You know me, aside from Academics; I joined clubs, activities, etc. That’s why aside from my classmates, I’ve know a lot like schoolmates. And aside from co-bracket ages, siblings of my close friends also greeted me. And so with Rhea’s friends and few of our relatives. But most of them compromises my friends I met at schools.

I’m so thankful for them. I didn’t expect that someone or a lot will greet me because aside from very close friends, I’m only expecting for three to four special people who will greet me with special care to my special day.

They are:
-Mom
-Dad
-Ate Deth
-and Fudy

Hahaha. Unfortunately, three of them didn’t greeted me directly. Only Ate Deth greeted me directly in Facebook. My parents, don’t know. I think they are so busy. Or their minds are so preoccupied with business matters. Haha! However, they are still the one who made possible the party yesterday. I think they just don’t say it but put it into actions. =D

Fudy on the other side, I shouldn’t be expecting it anymore I know. I don’t know. I just felt this morning that Fudy’s greeting was the first message my cellphone will get. But when I looked on it, no new messages found. Haha! Until the clock struck at around 10am, greetings from different people kept on coming to my phone.

I guess, bumalik lang yung ako na dati for a moment. Fudy as the first person in my Inbox, while my parents crushed my roomie’s door just to kiss, hug, and greet me. Hahaha! XD

But most of all, though the special people I’m expecting failed to do what I’m expecting, God made a way to put a smile and laugh on my face. I didn’t expect it really that my Facebook will be flooded with greetings.

I love you God! You’re the only one for me. Thank you for the last 20 years I’m living here on earth. I pray that you will continually guide and use me for the remaining days of my life. Use me according to your will and purpose for me. I love you Jesus! You’ re the only bestfriend I have ever have. You and God continually loving me with unfailing love. I’m so thankful I met you both. Forever oh God, I will lift up your name on high. Please don’t leave go astray ever again. Please give me knowledge and wisdom as I make good decision in my life. Fill up my heart with your love so that I could love other people too. Cleanse my thoughts and heart from any worldly things.
Thank you again. I love you so much my Father and Bestfriend! =D

Grandia Yrekcah Leikeze
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System

Nothing is impossible with Him. =D

spendthrift.. -_-

Wah wah wah! Wata day! I spent a lot! Just for this day! -_- Oh my!~ My cards are crying now.. Uhuhuhu. XD

What did I bought.. Hm..

A cap from Human that costs Php239, I guess. Rhea also bought her cap from this store which cost her Php200+ too. But I shouldered both. T_T

Then I bought a sleeveless hoodie from Tribal that costs me Php1,080.

Afterwards, Rhea and I went to PSP corner. The repair + 4GB MMC cost us Php750. Of course, I added 250 because mom just gave Rhea 500. -_-

Oh before that--in the afternoon--Rhea bought her Polaroid camera worth Php5,500 (already less 499). -_- Yeah, she's rich. XD

Anne both her blouse and jeans for tomorrow, and so with frame dedication and photo development. XD

I was with Anne and Rhea by the way. I took a half day then wen to Tropical and Sta. Lucia. Then Tropical again to meet my dady and mamy. I ate 'cause I'm already hungry, you know. XD

We just asked our parents to dropped us to Sta. Lucia for PSP. XD

Aside from these, I handed my mom 400 for additional foods. Haha!

From now on, I will not buy anything. I hold tight to my savings. No more withdraw. No more unwanted shopping. Just pure deposits. =D Hahaha! How I wish. XD

Ok. got to go. I need to muster up for tomorrow events. I hope and I pray for good weather. T_T

Oh please God.

Goodnyt!

 

Grandia Van Helsing
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System

conversation wid 'not so close pips'

Yo!

It's been two days since I had my last entry here.

Many things had happened --though not many. :)) XD

I've talked again to my past close friend-grade 5 days. XD She had problem with her bff. Lucky she is because she still got her bff. -_- Unlike me. T_T :)) XD Nyway, I tried my best to give her advice. Because I think she is really depressed. Hay.

And sill talking jokes with Dianne in FB every night starting last night. It's just a fun conversation. She's still a kid, I could say. XD

Rizza, grade 5 close friend, already knows my plan after grad. Haha! Plan about asking Fudy. I told her that if Fudy doesn't like me still or prohibits me still, it's ok. Being single is still fun anyway. Hahaha!

And Dianne, I think, knows that I still like/love Fudy. :)) XD It's from the things I told her, stories like Krissy's and Ericka's album. XD

Bbye! Though my boss is absent and I don't have something  to do really--aside from undefined sol'n for this -_-.. XD

Grandia Van Helsing
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System

I love V.I.U., V.I.U.tiful my..

Yo!

Practiced driving. Manual of course. But just back and forth. :)) XD

Watch Detective Conan Movie 10. It was so cool! Love it! Haha!

Only me and Michael who attended church. Rhea excused for her project.

Because of Rhea's influence, I tried once again one application of FB about questions. I tried 8. Haha! You can see it in my wall. =D XD

And because of my curiosity in nature, I discovered Rhea's password in FB. :)) I only tried once and it was correct! Hahahaha! Rhea doesn't know about this. Ehehe! XD I used Rhea's FB for a moment because I wanted to check Fudy's page. Just to see out what's up with her life now. XD

Ok, got to go! Change change change! :)) Never be late again! XD

 

Grandia Van Helsing
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System

extra eneeergy

Yo!

It's already mornin'! Haha!

I woke up quarter to 10am if I'm not mistaken. Then I spend my morning until 3 in the afternoon having fun with my mom, Rhea, Anne, and especially Aaron. =D If you could imagine, I was so naughty. Walking around back and fourth, pinching my mom, kissing and pinching Aaron, talking, etc. Hahaha!

Then at around 3:30pm, I went with Tito Art to Cainta to get the chairs my parents have ordered.

Oh by the way, I got now my non-pro driver's license. Hahaha! Tita Lucy handed it to me when they got here because she, my mom, Rhea, and Michael are  going to some dance thing.

Then, I drove the Crosswind upto the village's gate. And so with on the way home from gate. I did it twice because dad asked me to buy BBQ at the gate. And of course, Tito Art was still with me. Hahaha! XD

At home, I chatted with few friends, namely: Ghie, Janice, Dianne, and Tryxzy, in FB thru posts, comments, not in online chat. XD Then I played again Puzzle Pirates. Hahaha! Likin' it again! Haha! I'm back at my world.

Oh by the way, at around 3pm to 3:30 pm, I was singing the 2012 by Jay Sean. Practicing the whole song. Haha! XD

That's it! Gotta go. Church tomorrow. =D

P.S. When I was playing Bilge in Puzzle Pirates, the feeling of playing it 1-3 years ago was going back. Same event, same thing. There's a small gathering downstairs-karaoke, drinking-then I'm at my roomie playing Puzzle Pirates. XD

 

Grandia Van Helsing
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System

Enough for your crap!

Ok, that's it! If I didn't check your fb, I won't know it at all.

You didn't block me anymore, but you deleted me.

Nice! Thank you!

Ok, enough! I had enough! Too much for this. 

You've changed, then I was changed too.

Fuck off! (Sorry for the word God)

Hope you are not bitter or something.

Ok, bye! 

I don't want to enter into relationship anymore. And if I will, I will make sure you'll know our wedding day. Me and my next significant other in a church. Then you'll regret all the things you've done to me. 

I will change. I will strive hard to earn a lot. 

I will work hard to make you see that you won't able to reach me again. 

'Cause I was once down and you just kept stepping on me.

You'll see, in time, you'll look on me.

You've made great space. Then I'll cut the bridge and have greater and more space. 

Get rid of you completely! Don't know if I will still do what I'm planning after grad. 

But I guess, it's enough. It's too much for me.

God, help me. Let me know if it's already enough.

Tired of everything.

I'm a new person now.

I'll prove to all the people who stepped down on me that they need to work hard for them to be able reach me.

Tired of this fucking sick of yours. (Sorry again Lord)

I tried to befriended you. I even love you and avoid the possibilities that you'll find it out.

But you broke it.

Now, all of you crap people.

Let's see who you are after ten to twenty years.

Yeah. Looks can deceive. Then you'll be deceived with my looks.

Yeah, I look like an innocent small kid. But you'll see, in time.

P.S. Never be friendly with you fellas:  4th year HS classmates except my DFA dudes.

 

Grandia en Yrekcah Leikeze Van Helsing

Grand M0nde

Earth, Solar System

Coolin' and chillin'..

Yo!

This day is so tiring. -_- Mom woke me up early in the morning because we're going to LTO San Juan. There, she gave me to someone who will help me getting non-pro driver's license. mom decided to go home at 3:30pm though the i.d. has been released yet. Ate, the forerunner, will just hand it to Tita Lucy. Mom needed to go home because Michael's family are going here at homie for a dinner and some chillin' time. 

While they're here, I was asked or I should say forced to go with Tito Art as proxy to my mom. -_- 

Now, Michael and Rhea are sound asleep at my bed. -_- Then me? Just here, doing downloads of music and singing too! Hahaha! It's not just them who can sing downstairs, I can do some karaoke here too. XD

--

Like the song 2012 by Jay Sean. It's cool! Love some of its parts. 

Bridge is somethin'. =D The chorus part is also fun. And I'm rapping again. Hahahaha! I actually sing all the songs who have good rap and fun melodies. =D

Ok, there's a couple in the vid. I thought it's just him and Nicki. -_-

Ingget ka lang pre.

Eh? Don't care! I'm cool and cute anyway.

Yeah, you're cool and cute that's why your Fudy left you. Hahahaha!

Eh? -_- Wag ka naman ganyan dude. Nalulungkot ako eh. T_T

Hahaha! Joke lang pre! XD

Huhuhu. It's not funny dude. -_- You know me well. And you know how serious I am unto Fudy. *sigh*

Yeah, I know. That's okay. You still got your parents, siblings, and nephew. Oki? Smile! =D

Hahaha! Yeah yeah. You're right. It's not bad after all to be forever single. XD

--

Tomorrow, it's a rest day. Hope so.. -_- XD

I'll be driving tomorrow. Hahaha! I need to advance. I know that I am improving 'cause Tito Art is a professional driving instructor. Aside from driving the car, he taught me road courtesy. Everywhere we go, we need to respect everyone aside from ourselves. =D

 

Oh, I wanted to go to Paris for their annual car show. =D It's so coool! I'll show some cars I had like! Haha!

Lamborghini Sesto Elemento

Audi eTron Spyder

Cool isn't? Haha!

Grandia Van Helsing

Grand M0nde

Earth, Solar System

standing up for what i believe

Why do people, at the very young age, are in a rush to be in a relationship? Don't they know that when they get old, there'll be no time for fun stuff that are only intended for young ones?

Hahaha! Ingget lang siguro ko. =)) XD

Nyway, I'm different. =D I'm one of a kind. I know myself more than any human beings know. I was born for something, not something was born for me. And just like what I said, I am not meant for those stuffs. Haha! I am meant to be with my parents and family. =D More importantly, I am meant to be of a help, not to be help by others. I was born to make Him satisfied but not He, making me satisfied in life.

Haaay.. Nyway, I just need to go with the flow. BUT. Still standing up to what I believe. I believe in my beliefs. I fight for it whoever my oppressions are.

The only thing that I don't believe in anymore is the word 'love' that is present in every couples. I lost faith in romantic relationships. I don't believe on it anymore. I already get rid of it in my system. Never to get involve in it anymore-as long as I live.

But what if Fudy came back?

No she won't. We have different beliefs in life. Though I am a spiritual person, I still believe on true love. Whatever be the couples are, if it's true love, it is true love. But she, she doesn't fight for it. She have her own beliefs and I respect it. She has a strong beliefs in norms and she wanted to follow it with all her heart. And I still respect it. 

Now, I don't believe anymore in true love for romantic relationships. True love only now exists to parent-child relationships, siblings relationships, and friendships, and God-person relationships-no more, no less.

I'll just have fun in my life. Enjoy the blessings He has always giving me. I'm already contented with His love.

Grandia Van Helsing

Grand M0nde

Earth, Solar System

series of unfortunate events

Yeah. I still don't have the guts in opening the networking sites of Fudy. I think I'm not yet ready to read all of the updates about my baby's life.

Haaaay.. Am I really sad or what? I think I just always forget the feelings of sadness.. Sadness doesn't come from God. But why? I thought I already accepted everything. And I have already decided about what I am gonna do in the future. But why.. Fudy really played a big part in my life. Though it's just less than a year, Fudy was my very first relationship--and would be the last. *Sigh*

But at least, in my entire life, I tried to be an adult. Sorry for me 'cause it will be the first and the last time. Haha!

I can handle myself. I can do this! Fight-o! Life is a series of unfortunate events. And lucky I am, I have blogs like this where I can put anything what comes into my mind. 

Still, Fudy's smiles and happiness are my smiles and happiness too. :)
 

Yrekcah Van Helsing

Grand M0nde

Earth, Solar System

Questions Upon Him

Yo!

The basic programming test we had this afternoon, conducted by Nokia Siemens Network, was not basic at all I could say. -_- Hahaha! Still, I enjoyed the talk made by the conductor. And I had little but nice time with Dadi Conchi and Tal Tal. =D XD

I just came from Worship Night happened every first Thursday of the month. It's so fun! Worshiping Him with all the congregation doing the same thing. Haha!

Though I thought about Fudy while on my way to Every Nation and way home, I can still compiled myself. Haha!

There are a lot of things I don't understand.

I got a lot of questions.

But no matter how hard I try to find the answers, 

I can't seem to find it.

Questions are a lot.

But answers are few.

Some are meant not to be known.

Some are meant to be shown in time.

Even though, 

I still lay them unto Him.

Got to go. Mom told me to wake up at 6am and it's already 1:40  in the morning. Hahaha! What kind of day off is this.. -_- XD

Bbye buddy! =D
 

Grandia Van Helsing

Grand M0nde

Earth, Solar System

courtships, marriages, romantic relationship.. it sickens me.. -_-

Yo! 

Why marriages, courtships, romantic relationships are the topics these days.. -_- People around me sometimes talked about it. The book I'm reading has this topic. *Sigh* 

Is it a requirement of life? To be in a relationship? *Sigh*

Oh God, please take me away from this worldly things.. You know everything, every little thing in my life-past, present, and future.

And though I take commitments seriously, I still avoid it--especially relationship commitments.

I don't want to fall in love ever again. I'll be single as long as I live. Don't want to involve in any relationships again-except for friendships and family of course! XD

What if Fudy has come back? Will you still stay single?

Eh? In what on earth Fudy will ba back? Uh?

Kahit baligbaligtarin mo ang mundo, hindi na siya babalik.

Kahit na pasabugin mo pa ang mga bulkan, hinding hindi na siya babalik.

Though I am a very hopeful kind of person 'cause I got faith on almost everything, in that kind of thing, I don't have.

I already lost my faith to romantic relationships. I don't believe anymore on that thing. I already get rid of it out of my system.

What if bumalik nga siya? You don't know what may happen.

Walangjo.. Wag mo na nga pagpilitan! Hinding hindi na nga siya babalik!

My life is already up to Him. And I'm sure that He'll never leave me. 

At masaya na ko dun. Hindi na ko naghahangad na magbabalik pa si Fudy. -_-

Weh! What if nga? What if God will grant your wish to give you Fudy?

Gamit gamit? Para ibigay? -_- Tapon kita eh! XD

Hahaha! Nywawy, got to go! Bawal ma-late bukas.. -_- Kahit na lagi ako late. =)) XD

See ya buddy!

 

Grandia Van Helsing

Grand M0nde

Earth, Solar System

freezin' yet chillin'.. (hope so) XD

Yo!

What's up?

I have just finished doing Tal's birthday card. I'll think if I'll make birthday cards for Kim, Chaz, and Carlo too. XD Maybe I'll do if I'll got free time on weekends. Haha! XD

You know what, I think I now got thin skin. -_- 'Cause I easily get cold. For the past few days, I was freezing to death in the office. Can you think of it? Two aircons are directing at me. +_+ *Sigh* Hahaha! Tomorrow, I'll try to bring jacket. XD

And hoping that tomorrow I'll be able to think straight so that I could finish the remaining report I am programming. -_- 'Cause I'll be taking a half day on Thurs and a whole day off on Friday. Haha! XD

What's up on Friday? I and my mom will be going in LTO to get non-pro driver's license. =D Haha! XD

Ok, got to go! I don't want to be late again. Though I was lucky this morning because I timed the skip train. :)) XD

Nyt nyt! =D

 

Yrekcah Van Helsing

Grand M0nde

Earth, Solar System

Boredom, fly away!

Oh yeah!

Because of Carlo's spirit about engaging in a diet, Loce wanted to play Badminton. Then, I and Kim also have likened the idea. Haha!

On Thurs, I'll ask the logistics for court's availability in weekdays. =D

Haha! Lovin' it! Guess I'm not going to be bored with the people around me-esp. my co-interns at SM. XD

Thurs's Sched:

Office: 9am-1:00pm

School: MPH1 1:00pm-5:00pm for Nokia Siemens talk and test

            Logistics after

Victory Church in Taguig: 7:00pm onwards

F-U-N F-U-N FUN! 

P.S. Got to sleep now. Sir Jerome already called me by the telephone in the office just this morning about my tardiness for the month of September. Ehehe.. XD

 

Grandia Van Helsing

Grand M0nde

Earth, Solar System

Wahaha! FUN FUN FUN!

Ok, false alarm! Hahaha! Big sis will not go home according to mamy. XD

My big sister thought that I'm going there in Sg this year. But I'm not--not yet. Haha!

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The project has ended! The plan has successfully started and ended completely. Though some unexpected circumstances have happened, still job well done. =D

Now, bubble I am.
Suddenly and completely gone
without a trace.

Haha. A letter is also going to release next year, just before I set off from this land.
A part of the whole plan which I prayed and always be praying unto Him. =D

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F-U-N still during weekends! Haha! Love it!

I and Rhea went with my mom yesterday at my mom's outreach program together with her co-block of PUP HRM Batch '88. Then we went to condo of one of her former classmates. There, a reunion has happened. Wahaha! A lot of foods! Rhea and I roamed around Eastwood mall. The place s so great at night. Haha!

 

Yrekcah Van Helsing
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System

My Goal = God's Pleasure

I do nothing on my own.
Yeah. Jesus can't do nothing on his own. How much more I am?

I always do what pleases him.
I want to do what pleases Him. I don't know exactly what pleases Him but with His guidance, I will know.

We live by faith, not by sight.
It's also in the lyrics of One Way by Hillsongs. =D

We make it our goal to please him.
Yeah. As His creator, it should be my goal.

Let no one deceive you with empty words. Do not partners with them.
We are friendly naturally. But we need also to choose the people we will hang out with. So that no one will ever deceive us. Ask Him for guidance.

Find out what pleases the Lord. Be very careful, then, how you live. Understand what the Lord's will is.
Yeah. We're just humans. Even I myself don't know exactly what He wanted me to do in His life. I just go on my way, do my own thing. BUT guided by prayers. I am confident in every step I'm about to take because I always make sure that I pray earnestly before any step that I'm not sure about.

Finally, submit to one another.
Cooperation among God's creations is needed. Give way to anyone if needed. Humble yourself.

Nothing is impossible with Him. =D