Breakdown

😕 I cried again inside the bathroom. Bakit ko ba kasi sya tinanong ng mga ganun.. Ako tuloy ang nasasaktan. 😩 I'm making my own pit.

Baka ganito talaga ginagawa ng mga taong mag boboard or mag lalaw? Ayaw na ng commitment at makikipag break nalang. 😞 Kung alam lang sana nila na hindi naman magiging demanding mga partners nila kung magiging super busy sila.. Ito nga yung mga panahon na mas need nila yung partners nila, para masupport sila. Maaalagaan sila kasi for sure, mapapabayaan na ng mga takers or students na to yung health nila. 😞

On the other side, baka napagtanto ni Cha na mas prefer nya pala ang real man. And she would like to have a "normal" family in the future - have kids and grand kids. *sigh*

History repeats itself. 😩

My first relationship that was lasted for only 6 mos broke up with me. Reason? She said she wanted to have a real man as husband. To have kids and have a normal family.

This second one that I thought would be my future wife (I prayed for this since 2010 for real! 😰) and lasted for 4 years together may have the same reason.

Tagapag-parealize ba ko ng mga ladies na mas maganda magkajowa sila ng real man? 😤
God, di ko naman po hinihiling na maging ganito purpose ko sa earth. 😥 Pede na ko barilin sa Luneta nito. 😣

Gusto ko nalang talaga magka-amnesia para hindi ako bigla bigla ng bbreakdown in tears. 🥺

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Waiting for the car I rented. Will be going to interview in less then 2 hours.

Pls lang, wag ka bigla bigla lumuha or umiyak on your way to interview, Rove. Gawin mo yan after the interview. Okay???