You know what sucks? It's painful not because the one you love did wrong to you or you did wrong to her that's why you broke up, but the fact that you have to let her go because you don't wanna be a hindrance to her dreams and happiness.
This is the kind of sadness I feel. All the good memories give me all this crying. It's like letting go my most loved fur baby, Raffles, knowing she'll never come back anymore and what's left are only the good memories we had.
Whenever I remember Raffles, I feel sad. Now, whenever I remember Cha, I am crying. It's like letting go the most valuable treasure you have. But yes, I am happy. Happy for her that she will finally do the things she would like to do. I support her 101% and I would like her to see and feel that I am happy for her and I support her.
I wanna see her become successful and be able achieve her goals in the future.
Since the day I met her, I'm already proud of her. Until now, I am proud of her. How much more when she started fulfilling her goals in the future? I'll be the proudest. ☺️
Even when she was 3 years old, I was already amazed. After she cried for atleast 30mins because her dad left her, she mustered herself and showed how brave she is. She stopped crying then just watched cartoons and laughed though little tears fell from her eyes. She just laughed and laughed while showing her full-of-tartar teeth like an innocent kid. ð
Memories... good memories...
Thank you God. In this very short lifetime, our paths have crossed once again. Maybe it's just a closure of the friendship we had when she was 3 years old and I was 8 years old. Because all I can remember, one day, she was gone without any farewell. I asked for her but Ate Aning ang Kuya Benji just told me that her parents took her. No Thank You nor Bbye. She's just gone.
Maybe, 2015 was a chance given by God to reconnect with her and to have proper closure. We had ups and downs. We had our adventures until 2019. Maybe we're each other's one of our soulmates. And as I've heard, only 10% is the chance that you'll end up with your soulmate. Haha... okay, got it. ð
God, please take good care of Cha, physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. In Jesus name, amen!
/rÅv/ (v) travel constantly without a fixed destination; wander. (n) a journey, especially one with no specific destination; an act of wandering.
Goals
Personal Goals
Furbabies vaccine completion - In-progress (Target Oct 2020)Master in Management completion in APC - In-progress (Target Nov 2021)
Master of Project Management / Master of Project and Program Management admission in UoS - Planned (Winter 2021)
PP's B&B Inn Lot - Planned (Target June 2021)
Travel Goals
Batanes, Australia, Iceland, Switzerland, Finland, Italy, Netherlands, Germany, Denmark, Sweden, Russia
"Focus on your goals."
I can do all things thru Christ who strengthens me. -Philippians 4:13
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