Goals

Personal Goals
Furbabies vaccine completion - In-progress (Target Oct 2020)
Master in Management completion in APC - In-progress (Target Nov 2021)
Master of Project Management / Master of Project and Program Management admission in UoS - Planned (Winter 2021)
PP's B&B Inn Lot - Planned (Target June 2021)

Travel Goals
Batanes, Australia, Iceland, Switzerland, Finland, Italy, Netherlands, Germany, Denmark, Sweden, Russia

"Focus on your goals."

I can do all things thru Christ who strengthens me. -Philippians 4:13

Monday, May 30, 2011

Yoong's Birthday!

Today is YoonA's birthday! My Top3 Fave in SNSD! Yeah!~
I ate quite a lot today. Haha.
Some snacks, glass of red wine, and a glass of Coke.
We eat and drink while watchin' SNSD Hello Baby. Haha.
I guess that's the only thing I can do celebrate her birthday. XD






Yrekcah Van Helsing
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

After grad, plan for next five years...

Ne!

Graduation Ceremony has already ended days ago, May 21 specifically. For now, I'm waitin' for June 15 or 16. Mom said that this is the date my sis will take off and so do I. I wanna work already. +_+ But I couldn't 'cause there aren't any companies yet calling me from SG. :-&lt sigh Poor me. Tsktsk. Hahaha! XD

For a while, I am playin' online games, listenin' to music, watchin' vids, and studyin' Japanese language. :D big grin

I wanna work now!!! I already got a plan. Hmmm... Work passionately and intensively for three years in SG. Then go to London to study MBA in London Business School. I guess I already have enough money to study. And of course, I'll be also working while attending school. That's the Plan A. The Plan B is I'll be studying MBA in Insead at Singapore instead. :) happy Hoping that God and life will help me in my future plans. O:-) angel

Thanks for everything God. Suki yo! :-* kiss
 
Leikeze Van Helsing
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Secret Garden, doushite?

:-&lt sigh I was about to talk 'bout my thoughts regardin' of what I was watchin'. Tsktsk. Yeah, I was watchin' Secret Garden. And I was moved to every episode. :| straight face Nyway, it went away easily after playin' Papa's Burgeria and checkin' out my mail. For the second time, HP showed itself to me. :-&lt sigh I would like to work there but it is based in Philippines. That's why I replied the sender and asked 'bout job opening in Singapore instead. If only mom will let me to work here in PH even for a year or two. :-&lt sigh I still don't have any idea 'bout the company I am destined to work for. God, it's all yours. Let Your will be done. :) happy

Ok, got to go. Resume the watchin' tomorrow and playin' too. Haha. Ah! I mean later. It's already 3 in the mornin'. :)) laughing XD

Oyasumi nasai! :) happy
 
Yrekcah Van Helsing
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System

Monday, May 16, 2011

*sigh* what a sigh..

Done watchin' Shugo Chara Ep 29. And I saw myself to Amu-chan. Like her, (Daike too) I couldn't understand myself really. What I want really to be is sometimes blur. Though I look like I have goals, there are still times I couldn't help myself but doubt. :-&lt sigh Yeah, I got dreams and goals. But what if it'll change in a matter of time?

I like Loce a lot. But I couldn't do anythin' 'bout it. :-&lt sigh Why a thought? Loce pops out in my head from time to time, that's why. Watchin' and feelin' the presence from afar are always what I do. And I'm quite surely know that this feeling will pass. It won't last anyway. Time does a lot of changes. :-&lt sigh
 
Yrekcah Van Helsing
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System

Friday, May 13, 2011

preparing so much for the grad?

Waaah! Sorry mom and dad.. :(( crying But I gotta need to use aircon every night. T_T How stupid I am to ignore my skin when I was in Palawan. :(( crying Silly me! And now, I'm suffering. 8 more days before the graduation. Waaaah! I had my white and fair skin since I stayed I dorm. Of course, it's centralized. It was about 3 mos. Then when I got home, I frequently open the aircon till the day we went to Palawan. Then it poof! The enjoyment ruined my skin color. :(( crying How will I turned my skin back to color for the remaining 8days uh? Waaaah!

I am already using Eskinol skin white again. Then started using Likas Papaya soap. :| straight face And I took a bath twice a day--even though I just stayed at home for the whole day. It seems like my legs are easy to manages. I can see that it slowly turn to normal. However my arms, na-ah. I guess it'll took me a month or two before my arms whitens. :| straight face Tsktsk.

Waaaah! Because of this, I couldn't study Japanese again. I couldn't concentrate 'cause my mind is focused on my skin. And oh! It's 8 days left.. And I still don't have anything to wear in my graduation. Haha.

Yrekcah Van Helsing
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

for a moment: shout-out

For a moment, I just wanna shout this out.

AISHTERUYO LOCE!!! Hindi na kita gusto, matagal na! Dahil MAHAL NA KITA!!!
I LOVE YOU but I COULDN'T DO ANYTHING 'BOUT IT.
I am just meant to keep silent until the end...

Sayonara. Bai-bai. 
 
Leikeze Van Helsing
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

short story about trust

A short story...

An airplane goin' to San Francisco was experiencing great air turbulence. The passengers started panicking except for a boy who keeps playing his toy plane. 

One man asked the boy, "Hey boy. How come you kept playin' your toy while the rest of the people here are already panicking?"

The boy replied, "My dad is the pilot of this plane." Then went back to his toy.

It just means that whatever happens in our life, we should need to put all our trusts to our Father. God is the pilot of our life. Christ is the cabin crew. And we, are the passengers. Both the pilot and the cabin crew always make sure that we're safe and sound. They only want is the best of our life. Though at times we don't understand what's happenin', we just need to keep on trusting Him and His son. 

I realize this today when we were experience light air turbulence on our way to Manila. I was in a deep thought that I didn't mind the current situation. I was thinkin' if this thought is coming from Him. And I think it was. :) happy

Though most of the times, I am losing the feeling of His love. Or there are times I don't feel any love at all. Thank God that He kept on lookin' upon me. He send messages whenever I was lookin' for answers. 
 
Yrekcah Van Helsing
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System

Sunday, May 01, 2011

haha. fun.. though.. it's fun.

Yo! 

Aaron's 1st birthday was a successful. Though some difficulties encountered, it's fine. Haha.
Spent a lot of time these days at soshified.com. Yeah!~ Love SNSD esp. Ggabyul! ~_~

Had watched Ep6 of factory Girl. I really having fun watching the girls (Fany, Sica, Sooyoung, and Yuri)

I visited crunchyroll once again. And watched one episode of Kaasan-Mom's Life. Then watched Happiness! The first episode is entitled, Valentine.
Kawai!~ Kinikilig ako ng sobra. :"> blushing I didn't mean to feel this but it's so good. It felt like the person I once had came back even for such moment. :) happy

Be watchin' the next episode tomorrow. Haha. Got to sleep. Bai-bai.
 
Yrekcah Van Helsing
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System