eh? uh?

Oh yeah! Suddam's dead! But anyway, I don't care. I only know him by his name. May his soul rest in peace. Amen!

I'm so happy! I don't know exactly why but I'm so happy especially today that I've seen many smiles from my mom's face. I tickled - or I may say lambing - my mom for another time around. I guess it's been so long since I last laugh with my mom. I kissed her so many times in her face today - even though it was a request from her. I granted all of her requests today - even though I used not to follow her sometimes. I don't know why but my body and my mind can't stop from calling her, answering her calls, and having some chit-chat and laughs. It's so wierd...But I love it! We chatted about the gifts, the hanging thing in front of our door, about my dad's call, little bull-fight-with-love about the green mangoes I'm about to vanished completely - she said that it's for tomorrow New Year's Eve, but I didn't know that's why I ate half of it today! Haha -, and talked even about Suddam!

That's it! I hope my dad's here with us celebrating New Year's Eve. But he won't because he chose to go home instead at my graduation day. (wat da?! - realizing something) My dad chose to go at my graduation day! (so, what?) How about my grades? I'm sure that he expects me to do my best! (then?) Then, I should maintain high grades. (why? you have average grades and that's enough) Uh? No! He chose to go home at my special day - means end of Highschool - instead of going home last Christmas and celebrating this coming New Year's Eve! (so, what you will do?) I should finish first my projects! (eh? Alam mo naman pla eh!) Hahahaha - lol!

Note:
*bull-fight-with-love = kind of lambing to my mom, with a head use, advancing and bumping her stomach
*she said that it was only 4 green mangoes and I ate 2 of it. I thought that the mangoes eaten by my bro and his friends last day were coming from that plastic, but it isn't. hahaha - lol
*lambing = just ask some Filipino people about its meaning, I don't know either the english equivalent of it.

Presents from the sky ^.^ (revised)

Happy New Year everybody!!!! Well, there are few more hours to go before new year. This was supposed to be yesterday's post but, my little sister (the youngest) was playing runescape. Juz imagine a five year old playing that. I was planning on pushing her away but my parents juz keep backing her up.

Juz pretend this is yesterday's post ok?? ^.^"

Last night, I had a fight with my father. He wants to remove our TV from our room. The reason I was mad because he always LIMITS the word VACATION and FREEDOM. Juz hate it when he does that. I was surprised that no tear dropped from my eyes that nyt.

This morning, I had a fight with my mom. She wants me to stay out of the computer. Reason? Well, she always LIMITS me on everything except my brotha and sisters. Juz hate it when she does that. Then again I did not cry.

I'm such a cry baby. I think everybody knows that... or maybe not. ^.^

But the thing is... All this bad luck came in a bad time. Is this my new year's present? Nice present don't you think? Some present that can't be wrapped up in a box. (LoLz)

I started asking the heavenly father for a reason. Well, he did not reply by words but I somehow understood his message. I looked around me. I saw my favorite teddy, my favorite pillow, clothes, and my entire favorite stuff; this is a coincidence for I did not looked at them purposely. Then, I suddenly realized.

I had a flashback. I saw what we were before - before I had these. We were poor and so ignorant that time. We usually eat food, food way too different from what we eat now. People usually mock us everyday (honest). No one attempted to share their knowledge to us that day. It was when we first transferred to this neighborhood. Thanks to them, my parents, that now I am living comfortably than before. Thanks to them. I can't really explain it well, but I think u get the idea now.

Yes, thanks to them. Their sweat saved me from a bad future. Surprisingly, this was the time those tears appeared.

I guess it was His last lesson to me before this year ends. He taught me a lesson that school never did. Truly that was a gift from Him. A present that can't be wrapped up in a box. Somehow, my anger juz vanished as I was dismissed.

My parents?

I don't have to forgive them. They have to forgive me.

hi?!?

before i post here, i juz wanna say hi to everyone!!!! LoLz
ok... so i'm juz kidding, dalawa nga lang pla kmi d2. Sorry, grandia invited me a few days ago and this is the first time posting an article.

So.. as i was saying.... HI!!!!!!

just a beginner or as we say a newbie in posting blogs, so... please don't be harsh! LoL ^.^

Then again... HI!!!!!

I thought..

Wat da?! I thought I could finish up my projects even I'm still playing and chatting everyday. I do not know that we have homework in PC then in El Fili, I do not know that we need to revise their works. I thought I just need to check their spellings and sentences especially in grammar. I do not have my book, I left it at our locker!

Wat da?! I thought,,,I thought,,,I thought,,,waaaaaaaaaah! I do not know what to do next!

I think enough games and chats for now. I need to finish all these crazy stuffs!

See u then! I'm just dropping by.

;D

Cool! dreams....

What I really love to do!

When the first thing I've known about hockey and snowboarding, I started loving them. Now, I really love to try and play them. I want to be a snowboarder pro. Movies and videos that I'm watching make me love them more and more. Sorry for me because I was born here in a tropical country where snow is so impossible. Or If I just went to snowy country when I was a child, I would never leave that place for I've already known snowboarding.

Aside from those extreme sports, I also really love to try and be a DJ (Disk Jockey). I like to be DJ Tiesto, DJ AM, DJ Rainman and other pro DJs. It's so cool playing those discs and blending wonderful music with the help of new techs. Woah!

I really love new things and extreme adventures!

My Christmas & New Year's wish: to have complete DJ set & snowboard; to play DJ plates, go to snowy country and be a snowboarder.

;D so long....

wat da?!

I think this will be last time I'll post an entry to this blog. The next time I'll drop by will be 5 years from now, I guess. My mom is planning of cutting this DSL connection. Ok, ok, I got it! Enough internet for now!

So long... ;D

Who am I?

Today was our Christmas party. Then it's finished. I enjoyed watching everybody's having fun. I felt a little bit of jealousy and was hurt at one part. Nice! for I received gifts. Sad, for I haven't any gifts to give - I'm so poor!!!

We then went to Rosy's place again. We watched Ichigo 100%. How sad Niño went home early (I think went to PLDT first and didn't go back). Ichigo is so cool! I enjoyed watching it! I like it for it is full of comedy!!

Sick! Just before I went to school, I had an argument with my mom. I didn't even dare taking a breakfast with them. I think everyday is the same: going to school, doing homeworks, playing with my pc, sometimes arguments between me and my mom or lil' sister, eat or sometimes even not, sleep, and over again. Is there better than this lifestyle? I'm getting tired with all of these sorts. I wanted to have a break, somewhere in a very far away land, so peaceful that I can rest up my spirit and soul. A place where there are no homeworks and projects to worry about; where no need to review for upcoming tests; where free from all arguments and fighting; where pure and fresh air I intake; and where natural beautiful sceneries I'm watching.

In short, I want to die! Dying is not painful, I guess! It’s a thing to be excited of.

Whew!

Whew! This day, I spend most of my time here at this net. I've been to different sites like eBay, Amazon, movabletype, acop, globaltestmarket, and etc. There are so many names to mention and I already forgotten some.

Finally I already bought a gift for tomorrow Christmas party. I had a hard time choosing a gift.

And finally, I somehow completed this blog. What on earth, it's like this! The non-beta is better than this beta.

Sick! So pissed!

Why my mom is acting like a kid?! - don't be literal! Or I may be the one who acts like a kid. So if it's me, she should know how to handle kids like me. I'm so pissed! I think my parents now are both acting like kids. They should never let their children go over them. They should show to their children that they're worth to be called parents.

Argh! (grinning teeth)

On the other hand, I need to earn some extra income. I wanted to be independent even for a little. I'm so tired of ignoring my mom's speech every time I need something. That's why when I've got something to say to my parents, I always have a second thought of just forgetting it - by the way, they don't care. I don't really sure if they don't care or they're just confident about me. Either of the two, it makes me feel that I am nothing. They should show even for a little that they care.

I'm so tired of my life. Are there any new things?

I love to be an ADVENTURER!
Reasons:
1. go to different places & travel the world
2. experience different cultures
3. acquire knowledge
4. meet different people
5. do some conquests
6. serve and help people
7. forget all my miserable life e.g. heart aches
8. new life
9. be a God's traveler
10. looking forward to go to my new home where I should belong

Oh yeah!

All of our sweat and blood were worth it. I hope that everybody was appreciated it - or else, kill them!

Ok, need to go. My mom is insisting of borrowing this pc 'coz she wanted to play solitaire - wat da!

2nd tym around...

The 2nd day of midterm exam has already finished and more days to come - lol.

We went to Rosy's place again, but before that we played in an internet cafe near at One Shop. After 1 hour of playing our desired games, it was already 6:15 p.m. Then we headed up to Rosy's house, to be specific is at her room. We watched again. First we watched the first three episodes of Ouran then Kill Bill Vol. 1 while eating - yummy! Tasty Treats!

After we finished the movie, we went home! - of course! It's already 9:30 by that time. We ended up to our home at around 10:00 p.m. Luckily, I went home later than my mom's usual arrival - what kind of student I am! But anyway, atleast I gone home safe and sound - wat da?! lol

See you then! I have something to do more... lol

ok, ok, ok.....uh?

Ok, enough is enough.

No more games to play.

Need to be serious again even just for a little.

New life and new things to accomplish.

Try to be responsible again.

Back to normal life.

Be the way you truly are, a kid.

"Don't take your life so seriously, have FUN!"

woah! woah! woah! - uh?

Sick! Why my mom didn’t tell me that she has her new cell number, I worried a lot – even half pissed off – for I texted her starting this morning until I went home. We went to school but didn’t attend the program – cruel! We just went straight to Rosy’s house, then computer shop, then went back to Rosy’s house again, then to One Shop, then finally went back to Rosy’s house. Instead having some practice for our practicum, we just watched some movies. We watched “John Stucker must die”, “The Grudge 2”, And Ichigo 100% - only the first 3 episodes. We also ate there and have some fun. How clumsy I am for I broke one of their glasses accidentally – I’d stabbed it by my cruel foot. Sorry Rosy for my insensitivity and clumsiness. I went home at around 10:00 p.m. Hahaha. My mom and my bro just arrived home a minute before me.

Then I need to refrain my self from using this pc – my mom is getting piss off with me.

Good bye now! I already finished watching Ouran highschool episode 9.

P.S. Yesterday, I watched the episode 12. Honey-kun is so cute!