Very very very long day 😁

Had a very long day. *bow*

Woke up 9am to prepare and went to BPI Sta Lucia. Waited for few minutes before BPI opened. Took a normal number but it ended up to have forever. This is why I took another number but from PXX. After 10:11pm (taken first number) until 10:50s (finished withdrawal), went to Unionbank in Karangalan. It took me only around 30mins from getting number until number was called to finish bills payment. Met Ate Deth also to get the 200 from her. 😆

It didn't ended here yet. I went to Hyper and pay for Dragonpay. Only took me around 15mins in the waiting line. Met with my parents to exchange cars. Mom was buying turon then I asked for 50pesos for breaded chicken meal. 😁😁😁

After the car exchange, went to BDO to deposit another payment. Then went back to Hyper and did some groceries.

Then went back home. Whew~

But wait, there's more!

Washed the canister I bought. I thought 1600ml can contain 1.6kg milk powder. 😐 I was wrong. There are still left in the original case of milk powder. I then ate my brunch. Went to room, and swept the floor. Took one of the camping mat and prepared for a work environment - sat on the floor while working. My butt hurt during the long hours of sitting. 😫 I finally then realize I need to stand up from time to time. This includes visiting my niece from the other room, looking for Tiger and Api, and getting milk downstairs. By the way, looks like Roshi is not a fan of milk. 😒 He just tasted it then went away. And it looks like Roshi is afraid of me. 😆 Maybe because of our long bathe session. 😂

Work. I almost forgot the one report I send to the big boss monthly. 😆 After creating it, combined it to the other report (just started this month) to remove duplicates.

Also, it's Kai's birthday! I prepared a simple gift for her. I asked for birthday greetings from our teammates, printed it out, then pasted to the card. 😆😂 Sorry my handwriting sucks. 🤣😂🤣

Also, while working awhile ago, I created a profile in workabroad.ph. When my new manager didn't permit me to take WFH knowing that SG employees are "forever WFH", I had this "hugot" and told myself, "it's time to leave." But then, I reminded myself not to frustrate myself if I cannot still see new opportunities outside DXC. I'll just do what I can do without pressuring myself - or else, there's a risk that my sickness may come back. 😞 So to avoid other expenses, I need to calm myself and always tell myself to "reject all the bad vibes" and "smile". 😄

My ハニー arrived home around 11pm. She had dinner with a close friend. ☺️ Hope she enjoyed it. She might have bad days that's why she's so frustrated and gets easily irritated to me. Well. I don't want to absorb the negativity for the sake of my mental wellness. Just have to let her be. She'll soon be calm and think of ways not to get easily irritated with "undelightful circumstances". 😁 Help her God.

Well, I am still here ハニー. ☺️ Just don't get too much angry to me always... I still don't know yet how long my patience is. 😆

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Thank you God for everything! Thank you for the blessings. Thank you for keeping me alive. Thank you for keeping my love ones safe and sound. ☺️ Amen!

Simple rule

I will not make a big deal out of it.

I don't initiate a conversation with someone who curse at my face. E.g. "punyeta ka"

I don't say sorry to the person if I didn't do anything wrong.

It's not pride, it's called self-respect.

The current

This is me now.

I may look like selfish but it's not bad to be selfish at times, especially when you don't want negativity devours you. And most of all, when you don't want to pamper anyone and not teach independency.

That's why don't blame me if I take my hands-off most of the times. 🤫

And this is what I wanna teach them. I will only say my advices but it should be up to them how will they drive their life.

The perfect level of maturity, this is what everyone needs. This does not exclude me. I need to be mature enough in all aspects of life.

And lastly,
🙏 “Faith moves mountains.” 🙏

Maturity, independency, education, will, and power will not take anyone to their success and purpose without faith in Him.

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God, please show us the purpose you have laid upon our life since the beginning. Christ, please be our shepherd and lead our way to the right path and doors.

Thank you for the continuous love and blessings. I love you. Amen!

I cast it all upon You

God,

I cast all my worries upon you.

I worry about Api. It's been days. I pray that you touch the heart of the person who got him. May s/he return Api back to us. I am willing to give any in exchange.

I'm not worrying but this thing wanted to get in the picture. This CPI doesn't want to give up from juicing us. Hope that they won't cheat and work in honesty as karma will get them fast.

My goal. My purpose in life. What is it? This makes me worry too. What do you want me to do in life, God? Please show me my purpose in life. I don't wanna wander off anymore.

Let Your will thy done. Please don't let your children fight with each other just because of money and selfishness. Please release us all from the selfishness of this world. Let Your love cleanse and cover us all.

Amen!

Unending patience, I need

When having long patience is your weakness. 😒

How to deal..

Ignore?
Poker face?

Just let it go. Don't overthink.
Just do the usual stuff. 😉

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Dear God,
Please give me unending patience. Thank you.
Amen!

😭

Api is missing. I don't care other things anymore aside from my health and Api. 😭

Api, come back. I now know what to do with you.
Please come home Api.

God, please keep Api safe and lead him back to us. Whatever it takes, I will do it. Thank you. Amen!

A fun 5-day trip with ハ二ー

Macau-Hong Kong trip with ハ二ー has now concluded.

I hope ハニー enjoyed it because I enjoyed it too. It was the first time I had a 5-day trip with my special someone. 😍😊

Though it was tiring because of so many walks and "amazing race", our stomachs were filled with joy because of good food.

I hope it was a good opportunity for us to know more about each other. 😁

For more trips and celebrations together~!!!

Less words, less mistakes

Sometimes, it's better not to talk anymore.

Less words, less mistakes.

Let's just stay this way, Rove.
Don't decide, don't suggest, don't talk.

Sometimes I wonder...

Sometimes I wonder...
Why there are more males who hate me (0 female as far as I know)...
Is it because I'm too strong for them that their pride are being crashed when I'm around?
I wonder...

😂🤣😂

Silently observing

When you just don't want him/her be stressed out over something s/he cannot do anything or that is out of his/her control, but s/he takes your advice or comment negatively.

Okay. Will not say anything about it anymore.

From now on, I will just talk when I am asked to.

＼(^o^)／

愛してるハニー。😘😘😘

ごめんなさいfor all the things I've done. でもlet's work hard together.

頑張ってね。