Misery loves company

This is true. 3mos with just video call. Nung nag-GCQ, mangiyak ngiyak pa nung nagkita in person.

Pero si チャ, natapos lang ECQ at nag-GCQ lang, lumayas na at di na nagbalik. 😅

2 different kind of people. Which one you prefer?

Syempre, dun tayo sa taong di tayo iiwan through thick and thin. Sabi nga nila, when you are at the bottom, dun mo malalaman kung sino ang keeper. Wala parin namang a year since nasa probation sya. I still remember what she did to me. So hindi dapat ako mag-expect.

Rove, wala ka dapat paki-alam. Hayaan mo sya. Tutal, marami naman naghahabol sa kanya na kapapanget. Why chase someone when you can have a better one? You are good-looking, you have the capacity to support financially, you are smart and hardworking, and you are loyal and faithful. Need mo lang naman ay someone who is consistent. 😉

MANY FISHES IN THE SEA AND IN THE OCEAN.

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This pandemic shall pass.

After this, I'll apply again for AU visa (if my visa is not valid anymore). I don't care anymore. I will splurge all my resources unto me and to my future woman.

I will surely buy that land, build a home, then ask someone to marry me. 😂 Of course, I will test every woman I'll meet if they deserve my full love and attention. Someone who support me and never leave me alone when I'm at the bottom will win me.

Unconditional and mature love.

At the end of the day

Let's do this Rove!

Local domestic travel is not allowed yet. So I couldn't go to our province and stay for a month. 2 weeks quarantine is mandatory upon arrival. Then another 2 weeks quarantine upon arrival to Manila.

How will I take care my mental health now? My emotional health? Well, I still have my pets.

FUCKING GET RICH ROVE!!!

Actually I'm not looking for a partner who is good looking. Kind hearted, masipag, at may paninindigan at yung will choose to stay with me through thick and thin, good na sakin.

Hayaan mo na si チャ. Dun tayo sa taong can give a support mentally and emotionally during this time of pandemic. And not just decide on her own as if you're not existing then leave you behind. 😏 (This is her usual self. Di kana nadala.)

Well, at the end of the day. It's just you and you alone. 😊

“What if” conversation with same age friend

Sometimes, it's good to have a conversation with your same age bracket - the matureness that youngsters don't understand.

Revisit Personal Goals

SL for today since 5PM.

Food for thoughts:
"Why enter into a relationship if you don't want to get married in the first place?"

🤔 This makes me think. Maybe I am just wasting my time. I got single Mar 23, 2019. More than a year has already passed. I should have started dating new. THERE ARE A LOT OF GOOD FISHES IN THE SEA. I should have already started dating the person I wanna marry. I wanna get married before I reach the age of 35! And get rich and wealthy before I get to 35!

I'll grab this opportunity to re-think and re-evaluate my life. And re-plan of what I really wanna do in the future.

My original goals:
Get rich and wealthy.
Have my own business - resort and restaurant.
Live abroad. Bring my furbabies.
Get married abroad. And have kids.

Sent from my iPhone

What I deserve

I guess, my hunch is correct.

Sana hindi ko sya pinili balikan. 😅

Anyway, it's my fault. I should have chosen someone who is brave enough, strong enough, and independent enough to stay with me - through thick and thin.

Haha! GCQ naman. At estimate to go back to work is next year. I still have ample time to prepare myself and look for my own place. And maybe find the right partner for me. 😊

Malungkot lang kasi the person I always choose always end up not choosing me. So why still fight over and over again for the same person? "We all deserve someone's better."

I'm an optimistic person. I'm very confident I'll soon find what I deserve.

So help me God.

The gentle reminder

Haaay. Ang hectic na nga ng work minsan, stress pa ang makulong sa bahay, tapos samahan mo pa ng nag-aalburuto na jowa during the red days.

Di ko naman hiniling mga to. Actually, I preferred going back to the days where my life is peace and quiet. Days where I was just traveling, spending for myself only, and not thinking anything else aside from my furbabies, hobbies, and family.

Maybe because, hesitant pa ko i-splurge ang resources ko to someone else. Big chance, maiiwan na naman ako magisang luhaan - luhaan sa empty pockets. Hahaha!

I should still think of myself only. Perks lang yun outside my self and my furbabies. Kung baga, kapag may extra, dun lang. 😋


Thank you God for reminding me. 😊

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My queen? Actually di pa ko 100% sure na si チャ na yung queen na i-seserve ko. Gaya ng sabi ko nun, I need at least 2 yrs, to prove na deserve nya at deserve ko.