I met with my College close friends at Aura. We ate dinner at the foodcourt. Though it is a foodcourt, the prices are steep. We video called Ghie. ๐ It was a nice time to catch up with friends of 12 years.
Tal will be going to US for 5 years. Yey! ๐
Ghie is targeting to come back to PH this year. Yey! ๐
Pudhang will get married next year January. Congrats! ๐
Anatots will be joining DXC on July. Wooh! ๐
Me? I told my parents I want to work abroad or study then work, whichever comes first.
Staying in the Philippines will not make me rich. I need to go. My target countries are AU, JP, or last resort, US. I need to work my ass off in order to achieve my dreams. ๐
For now, carry on with my work and lifestyle. Apply for work and attend interviews - never give up! What can I lose anyway? I've already lost many things in the past. This is nothing. Rejected for MBA three times, rejected for a job XXXX times! ๐คจ, negative investments (UITF, stocks, MF) amounting upto 50k, and fraud victim twice amounting upto 30k when I was a fresh grad. What can I lose more? ๐ I treat them all as lessons learned, not regrets. I don't wanna live a life with any regret.
God continually guide me and heal my wounds, if there's any.
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This breakup is another lesson learned to me. I've learned a lot from this last relationship. There are things I don't want to do anymore and there are things I need to improve for my future partner.
To lessen the wound, bitterness, or negative after effect, I just need to go back where my heart used to be a Stonehenge. And have it surrounded by very thick walls. Concentration is needed to attain this. ๐ง Please help me God. ๐ Also, make myself busy even during weekends. ๐ And maybe going abroad for good is another great idea!
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