1) I told チャ that I still love her and I am willing to wait. This is still true.
2) I told her ako na bahala sa trips namin this June-July. Sagot ko na lahat. This is still true.
3) I told her that I will support her 100% to her dreams and goals. And when she needs anything - financial, mental, emotional, and spiritual supports - I'm just here - just one call away.
Above are my promises. And I will keep them true till God tell me to stop.
But since we are technically just bestfriends and she only sees me as a friend, I need to set limits on how far I can help her. She's not my partner nor girlfriend anymore whom I can spend so much time, money, and effort. I don't want to intrude to her life. I'm being a big ass jerk! I should only step up when she asks me to. I'm no longer in position to influence her decisions in life.
Starting from now, I will refrain myself from intruding to her livelihood and expenses. I will refrain myself from convincing her to do things that she is doubting to do. I will keep a fair distance that is only intended for a friend.
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God, if this is want you want me to do, please help me stick to this. I cast to You all of my worries and problems in life. In Jesus name, amen!
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