I told チャ about how I really feel and my thoughts about relationship/commitment.
I asked her if she has any feelings for me even a little - she's no comment.
I asked her if there is a possibility that she will never like me anymore even in the future - she doesn't know.
I asked her if there is a possibility that she will like someone else - she doesn't know.
We're not in a relationship but she treat me like we are in a relationship. We act as if we're still a couple - sweet hugs, kisses, beyond friendship caring, etc.
I asked her if she is just too comfortable with me, like the same. And she said, maybe.
I only wanna know if there is a possibility that she won't like or love me anymore even in the future. If this will be the case, there's nothing I can do anymore, even I wait and make her feel how special she is to me.
Finally, I told her that I am willing to wait till the day she becomes ready to be courted again. I am willing to start all over again and show her that I am worthy of her love. And I asked her a favor to tell me right away if in some point in her life, she'll decide she will never like me anymore and decide to like other else aside from me.
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