Tomorrow is supposed to be our 4th year Anniversary. Notif popped in my phone awhile ago.
I just thought, I wanna show to ã㣠that I am still worthy of her love and trust. But I don't wanna push myself too hard. I will just show to her the real me. The real Rove who is kid-like. Kid-like who thinks that everything is possible. A kid-like that no problem is greater than Him. A kid-like who loves unconditionally. A kid-like who loves protecting all of my love ones like a Knight.
I have accepted long ago the real ãã£. All her positive traits and flaws. How she drools when she sleeps - with mouth open and eyes half-open. How she farts without prior notice. How she makes that ugly and funny face. How she unconsciously kicks you when you are trying to wake her up. How messy she becomes when trying to organize her books and papers. How she is uber fickle-minded, unable to decide on one thing - she's really a girl! ð How she teach me how to be more patient. I love them all. Because that is her. Those what make up ãã£.
And I will just show to her the real Rove. It's up to her if she will accept and love me for who I am.
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I just thought, in the past few days, I had a chance to kiss her in the lips - when she put her face near to me with only less than 10cm apart. But I didn't do it. If I don't wanna get a slap, I better restrain myself from doing it. ð And you don't disrespect your queen! ð
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God,
Please take care of my loved ones and my queen. Keep them safe and sound. Thank you for your unending love. I love you.
In Jesus name, amen!
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