Let’s talk about Rove’s current lovelife. Dahil other aspect of her life, so far so good. Haha!
Here it goes...
You know what, kung hindi nagloko si Cha, I will still wait for her. And she will still be the person I would like to spend the rest of my life with. Pero dahil sa “I love yous” nila nung July 27-29 without any sorry from her, I changed my mind. I don’t have any idea when naging sila ni Daryl. And if naging sila before naging kami, that’s fine. But if may affairs (“Friends with Benefits” or MU) sila while kami ni Cha (Jun 12, 2015 - Aug 19, 2020), it’s another topic.
Tanggap ko na. Na real man talaga gusto ni Cha. She will never end up with someone like me - not straight. Kasi if she’s really okay with someone like me, she will never have affairs with guys anymore (or other gals).
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A friend of over a year now seems likes me. Lagi sya bumabanat pero di ko pinapatulan. Because I still love Cha. And I haven’t moved on yet. Di ko talaga kaya yung magkagusto sa more than one person, I only have one heart. And if I will try to like her too, I need to wait for how many months first. As a sign of self-respect and respect to my ex, I should ensure that no more baggages from the past when I start pursuing a person. I should make peace from the past para we can all move forward. I think okay naman sya. She’s very independent and dependable. I don’t find her sweet but she has a strong personality. I could say that she’s financially capable. And she’s very mature, more mature than me though I am older. π
But the thing is, she still doesn’t know yet about Venice and how many furbabies I have. She knows I have cats but the pets’ total number, na-ah. This is the deal breaker. I think she can like Venice. She has a fostered son. But my furbabies, I don’t think she’s a cat lover - a dog maybe. And I cannot be with someone who cannot accept both Venice and all my furbabies. π
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On the other hand, I already have a plan going to AU to study, work, and live for good. And once I am already settled there, maybe that’s the time I can go on dates. I will be in another sea, many different women I can meet. I will bring Venice and my furbabies there. So as for Cha or my friend, one might be in the scene or not, or both not.
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Ayaw ko magsalita ng tapos. Ilang beses narin naudlot pag-aabroad ko - sa hindi mapaliwanag na dahilan. π Yung nag SG ako, I thought dun na ko for good. Pero napauwi ako. Then nakilala ko si Cha less than 4yrs later. Then yung mag JP sana ko, nakakagulat nangyari sa school (nobody is expecting that to happen). I thought sandali lang love story namin ni Cha. Pero naudlot na naman at nagtuluy tuloy kami ni Cha. This time, sana swertihan na ko. Pero kung may better plan si God, dun ako syempre. π
Whatever plan a man has, God’s plan will always prevail.
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