This is ME. I accept the whole ME!

Medyo gumaan pakiramdam ko. Haha! Either lumabas na sa wakas or nailabas ko na lahat sa wakas. Hahaha!

I'm 4 days delayed. This is the first time it happened to me. Usually, I only had 1-2 days delay. I hope I don't have covid19. -_- From what I heard, it messes up someone's cycle. 0_0 Also, thanks to Ate Glo, I didn't feel any pain anymore~!

Or, I'm still experiencing depressive symptoms? Even though I'm already working out 2-3x a week and doing meditations every day. By the way, I joined an online meditation group. Classes will start on Sep 6. So excited~ ^_^

I wrote a handwritten letter for チャ. And it's the first time I made such a long handwritten letter. 0_0 I could say that it's the loooooongest one that my hand hurt. ~_~

ACCEPTANCE. People are right. I just have to accept everything. I should not deny or lie anything to myself.

I accept that I care for my family deeply. That it hurts when I see them cry.

I accept that I love and care for チャ so much. That I can do smart "crazy stuffs" for her. I don't wanna deny anymore, she's the woman I would like to spend the rest of my life with. 

I want to give my loved ones the best of this world. And it gives me a sense of fulfillment.

I accept that I love cats more than dogs. Haha! No denying it. But I also care for Api and Roshi. ^_^

I accept that I am bisexual but I'd rather marry a woman. Waha!

I accept that I have this chronic depression that I have to deal with from time to time. And I still love myself. ^_^

I accept that I am slow. So what? I still love myself. Haha!

I accept that I can't settle down in one place. I am meant to travel and roam around the globe. 

I don't wanna buy a condo for me to live at but rather rent one.

I'd rather buy lots in Palawan than a lot around the Metro.

This is me. I accept the real me, the whole me - my flaws and my strengths. And if people don't like the introvert yet the adventurous and silly Rove, then I don't care. Hahaha! This is me. And I love myself!

Nothing is impossible with Him. =D

Reward will be given to those who wait patiently, as love is patient.