Cheesy Talk (most hated topic ever)

Let’s talk about Rove’s current lovelife. Dahil other aspect of her life, so far so good. Haha!

Here it goes...

You know what, kung hindi nagloko si Cha, I will still wait for her. And she will still be the person I would like to spend the rest of my life with. Pero dahil sa “I love yous” nila nung July 27-29 without any sorry from her, I changed my mind. I don’t have any idea when naging sila ni Daryl. And if naging sila before naging kami, that’s fine. But if may affairs (“Friends with Benefits” or MU) sila while kami ni Cha (Jun 12, 2015 - Aug 19, 2020), it’s another topic.

Tanggap ko na. Na real man talaga gusto ni Cha. She will never end up with someone like me - not straight. Kasi if she’s really okay with someone like me, she will never have affairs with guys anymore (or other gals).

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A friend of over a year now seems likes me. Lagi sya bumabanat pero di ko pinapatulan. Because I still love Cha. And I haven’t moved on yet. Di ko talaga kaya yung magkagusto sa more than one person, I only have one heart. And if I will try to like her too, I need to wait for how many months first. As a sign of self-respect and respect to my ex, I should ensure that no more baggages from the past when I start pursuing a person. I should make peace from the past para we can all move forward. I think okay naman sya. She’s very independent and dependable. I don’t find her sweet but she has a strong personality. I could say that she’s financially capable. And she’s very mature, more mature than me though I am older. 😆 

But the thing is, she still doesn’t know yet about Venice and how many furbabies I have. She knows I have cats but the pets’ total number, na-ah. This is the deal breaker. I think she can like Venice. She has a fostered son. But my furbabies, I don’t think she’s a cat lover - a dog maybe. And I cannot be with someone who cannot accept both Venice and all my furbabies. 😕

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On the other hand, I already have a plan going to AU to study, work, and live for good. And once I am already settled there, maybe that’s the time I can go on dates. I will be in another sea, many different women I can meet. I will bring Venice and my furbabies there. So as for Cha or my friend, one might be in the scene or not, or both not.

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Ayaw ko magsalita ng tapos. Ilang beses narin naudlot pag-aabroad ko - sa hindi mapaliwanag na dahilan. 😆 Yung nag SG ako, I thought dun na ko for good. Pero napauwi ako. Then nakilala ko si Cha less than 4yrs later. Then yung mag JP sana ko, nakakagulat nangyari sa school (nobody is expecting that to happen). I thought sandali lang love story namin ni Cha. Pero naudlot na naman at nagtuluy tuloy kami ni Cha. This time, sana swertihan na ko. Pero kung may better plan si God, dun ako syempre. 😁

Whatever plan a man has, God’s plan will always prevail.

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Nothing is impossible with Him. =D

temporary happiness vs everlasting happiness.. don't know!

If it's gonna be true. Then I got no choice but to just accept it no matter how huge I am against it. 

What I acquire yesterday.. Though it makes really no sense because they're literally just wants..

(Back to the main topic..)

What am I gonna do? My dream of studying MBA in London might be like just a bubble. 

I love kids. But producing of these without plan makes me watever. You know what I mean.

I'm a very concerned human being. Though no matter how hard I'm convincing myself that I am not compulsory to help them,

I still do because I'm a human being. I'm selfless too. I know myself.

If someone really needs my help, he'll/she'll voice it out or not, I'm still goin' to help.

I'm a concerned human being. That's how God created me--to be sensitive to the feelings and thoughts of others.

If it will gonna be really true, my Plan B is to ask/plead for my auntie's sponsorship for my Masters.

I'll say that I'll pay them back after I have graduated and have a high-paying job.

I gotta really study hard to have a exemplary high-paying job. Then I'll work hard to be rich.

After that, there'll be no more problem about helping people around me--'cause I'm already rich.

About myself and my future life, specifically having my own family? 

Nah! I don't know. With the things happening to people around me make me not to think about such things anymore. 

Let all these things be unto Him. Let your will Thy be done, Oh God. 

Running Man marathon

What a pity. I constantly dreaming about having a love life every night. Tsktsk. 

When will I have that?

Maybe 2012 is not yet really for me. 

Ouch. Laughing all day can give you head ache. 

For now, minimum of two years, I think I gotta need to work hard first.

So that I can be a help to my parents' newly business in Palawan. 

Then my dream to take up MBA in London may come true.   

So help me God. 

Then love life has no place for me yet. 

tiis tiis muna.. :D

Has still some paper works after the HP Christmas Party at SMX Convention Center.  

It's okay though. RX entertains me anyway. 

I wanna play Laser Tag! +_+ 

I'm gonna look at the site of Laser Extreme for the pricing.

Then I'll reserve the whole arena for a day and invite all of my friends. 

Had fun in the party's Photobooths. 

Food is good too, especially the fish. 

Don't wanna think 'bout other people's issues.

Don't mind if they despise me or what.  

I have already decided. I'm goin' to buy the Sony Bravia, KDL-40EX720, 'cause I wanna have the PS3. T_T

And it's goin' to be a whole year gift to my family. 

Just like what Tal has said, tiis tiis muna.

I'll try my best to stay in my work for more than a year.

In order for me to save a lot for my future plans. 

So help me God. 

Well then.. See yah! 

to-do..to-do-not..to-do..hope so.. XD

Wha-what am I gonna do?

With all these junk, all these junk

Inside my mind?

Nothin'.

It's just..

Effort is really useless. Effort nga naman..

Resources too.

Recycle all the way na naman? Tsktsk. XD

Jigeumeun So Nyu Shi Dae. Appaereodo So Nyu Shi Dae.

Yongwonhi So Nyu Shi Dae. So Nyu Shi Dae, saranghae!!!

-Not between life and death-

Very Short Term Goals (This week):

- Gym later after 9 days of absence (I guess).

- Will received unit tomorrow.

- Gym on 30 'cause it's holiday! Yeah!~ 

Short Term Goals (Dec '11):

- Pay credit line bill using Dec salary.

- Buy SP Concert ticket for Jan '12.

- Will received GG's Japan 1st Concert Tour DVD

Long Term Goals (2012):

- Visit S.Korea.

- Take OCPJP on Jan.

Medium Long Term Goals (2013~):

- Visit another Asisan countries.

- Buy stocks, though small.

Uber Long Term Goals(~):

- Migrate to UK after 2-3 years.

Ginawang To-Do List? 

I WANNA!

I wanna go na! I wanna work now!  Antagal ng June 20! Naiinip na ko!! Gusto ko na magtrabaho..! Ayaw ko na ng freelancer.  XD

Gusto ko na simulan ang mga pangarap ko..! I wanna travel na! Kalimutan na ang love life dahil wala naman talaga ako nun!  Tsktsk.  XD

The remaining days ay na-sspent nalang sa preparation and bonding wid friends.  

Pero.. Gusto ko na talaga umalis!! At I pray earnestly na meron good company na kumuha sakin dun..!  At sana i-train nila ko 'cause I know I need to remember again the things I learned.  XD

I wanna go na!! Sayang ang oras ko..!  I hate this! I hate doin' nothin'. Every second is precious to me. 

Yrekcah Van Helsing
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System

After grad, plan for next five years...

Ne!

Graduation Ceremony has already ended days ago, May 21 specifically. For now, I'm waitin' for June 15 or 16. Mom said that this is the date my sis will take off and so do I. I wanna work already. +_+ But I couldn't 'cause there aren't any companies yet calling me from SG.  Poor me. Tsktsk. Hahaha! XD

For a while, I am playin' online games, listenin' to music, watchin' vids, and studyin' Japanese language. 

I wanna work now!!! I already got a plan. Hmmm... Work passionately and intensively for three years in SG. Then go to London to study MBA in London Business School. I guess I already have enough money to study. And of course, I'll be also working while attending school. That's the Plan A. The Plan B is I'll be studying MBA in Insead at Singapore instead.  Hoping that God and life will help me in my future plans. 

Thanks for everything God. Suki yo! 

 

Leikeze Van Helsing
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System

life's transformation in Him

This day en night were cool, I could say.

Day:..

Woke up 'round 11:30am. How's that? After taken my breakfast, spent some hours with Buddy. Of course, never forget the bangin' of speakers in my roomie. Bangin' 'cause music reached down the hall. I'ma always making our homie lively as possible thru playing upbeat music. Haha.

What I was doin' in the computer? Doin' some searches of course. What else can I do prick! Hahaha! Just kiddin'! XD

For your sake, good and loyal readers, I did some searching 'bout other cool and cute hairstyle for me. Though I've already found one yesterday, one of my fave korean group former hairstyle, I still done some. Haha. I happened to see hairstyle photos from an article, 2011 Winter Women's

I like in 2011 Winter hairstyle

Hairstyle. I found one but I will look like a doll in that get-up. And because it's a white-colored hair, it doesn't look good on me I bet. XD

Aside from hairstyles and before that hairstyle-thing, I searched for nice hair color or hair highlights that will look good on me. However, based on my skin color I think, brown is preferably aside from black--though I like auburn red. XD

The hairstyle I chose is the very first time I'll try. Not sure 'bout the color if I'll stick to my black hair or just add some highlights or what. XD

hairstyle, i'll try (though i like the color too, it does not complement to my skin tone. haha!) i had one similar like this before.

Still, I'm so excited for new transformation. Hahaha! I'll do it after our Graduation Photoshoot on January. Means, gotta wait. Why? I need gotta have a long hair for my grad pic--just like my Elementary grad pic. XD

Night...

It was Worship Night again in Every Nation.

From all the first Thurs I attended in this church, it was the first time my tears kept on fallin' down. From the songs to prayers, I am so touched and so blessed. I thank God for everything He has done to me. If it's not Him I might not be writing here anymore. Duh? XD

It was also the very first time I raised my hands that high and kept on raisin' it in a mass of people around. 'Cause I only do the raisin' of hands when I am alone praying or praising Him. I might be in the shower or in my room, as long as no one's around. 

I guess I was just so absorbed by the people around me. I felt that God really moved me. 'Cause ya know, I was experiencing difficulties in my personal life these past few days. But kept on surviving only because of Him. I tried to be hard-headed and hard-hearted during the night 'cause I don't wanna cry anymore or express some weaknesses. Ya know what I mean? XD

From the day I was born, I really hate showing some weaknesses to anyone. For me, crying is only for weaklings. And I, am not a weakling.That was my concept 'till then. However, I finally realized after meeting Him that it's not bad after all. Then I only cry, as much as possible, when I am alone. XD

I continually pray for a better year next year. For more life's experiences. For more lessons. For more excitements. For more predicaments. For more people I'm goin' to meet. For more love to share upon my family and friends. He's mah man. Through thick and thin, He's always there. Though it seems like sometimes I don't feel Him 'round, I'll just continue relying in Him, not on my own understanding. 

God's timing is perfect. He's not early nor never been late. Oh yeah!~

Grandia Vrualg
Grand M0nde
Earth, Solar System