It’s been there, just was not noticed

Maybe I already know this matagal na. Di lang ako aware.

Na I don't want to be チャ's boyfriend anymore. Because kahit ano pang misunderstanding or fights we'll have, iiwan at iiwan nya lang ako basta basta without giving us a chance or fighting for our relationship. As if our relationship is just a game that when bored kana o ayaw mo na, bigla bigla kana lang mag-qquit at mawawala. 

Nagawa na nya to sakin MANY TIMES. At kahit alam ko na magagawa nya ulit to, I took the blind eye. I always took the blind eye believing that she has changed for the better. I guess she has not changed yet.

Or, baka nga naging sila ni Daryl. Kasi hindi naman maglalakas loob ang tao magsend ng “My Love” or “Mahal” kung wala sya pinanghahawakan eh. 😆 Just a guess. Ah nevermind, she’s single now. Magagawa na nya ng malaya lahat ng gusto nya gawin, kahit pagsabay-sabayin nya pa sila lahat. 😝 Basta I quit from her stupid game.

Now, what I only want is to save our friendship. I don't desire more than that anymore. Someone else deserves the Queen role. Someone whom I will serve

forever. Also, I pray that someday, matagpuan na nya yung katapat nya. Someone who can influence her to change for the better.

So help us God.