Happiness found within

When I'm down, it's better not to do anything about it. My greatest enemy is myself. Happiness found within and not externally.

These days may look like forever, I have to deal with it. The reward will be given to those who wait patiently.

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As for チャ, I will patiently wait for her. I'm still hoping that she'll give me another chance. May not be now, but in the future. She's worthy to be waited and to fight for. But if during the process she'll find someone else she thinks is better for her, I will gladly let her go. At the end of the day, it's her happiness and wellness that I desire.

As for me, I already told my parents that I will try again going abroad with no desire of coming back. After this pandemic, I will finish my Masters. At the same time, taking all the missed leisure travels I'm supposed to go this year while fixing my papers for abroad. I can do all these things!