Okay lang naman sakin maging bestfriend nalang. Mas prefer ko nga yun over lovelife. Kasi friendship ay pang habang buhay.
Sana patawarin na nya ko at bigyan ng chance yung friendship namin. Ayaw ko narin sya maging girlfriend. Baka di ako talaga ang katapat nya. Kasi she always leave me whenever we have misunderstanding. Ako, I couldn't leave her whatever she does. Tanga ba ko? ð Or masyado ko naniniwala sa goodness ng human being? ð
Or baka natatakot ako mawalan ng nag-iisang bestfriend? Ha-ha. Sanay naman ako mag-isa. Hindi na siguro mangyayari yung pinagppray ko nung bata ako na magka-bestfriend for life. ð We were born alone and we will die alone.
Hindi ba ko ka-keep keep? ð O baka maling tao lang nakilala ko? Imposible eh. God won’t waste the 5+ yrs of my life with someone na alam nya na mali. I’ve been praying all my life to have a “bestfriend forever”. And been praying for 10 yrs for the person I will be with for the rest of my life. Ang hirap talaga pag di mo alam iniisip ng other party. You tend to guess.
ã㣠is a good person, I know that. Pag sinumpong lang, ayun na, need mo suyuin ng suyuin. Pero once you got her trust again, she will be loyal and faithful to you as a bestfriend or a lover. Siguro kahit dun nalang ako sa bestfriend na position, solve na ko.
What if kung ayaw nya sayo ãã even maging friend or bestfriend nya? Then, bahala na si God sa kanya. Haha!
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I saw interesting books sa bookshelf nya. I might start reading them nalang. Nakakaburyo na mag-post dito sa blog ng mga ‘what ifs’ at thoughts. Pagod narin ako magisip. ð Hindi ko naman ikayayaman ang lovelife. Mababankrupt lang ako. ðð€£ Imbis na isipin ko when nya ko mapapatawad at bibigyan ng another chance, spend ko nalang energy ko sa pag-pplan ng other source of income - the more, the merrier! Victoria’s Secret model ang target natin sa future ãã! ð€£ðð
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