I admit, I had mistakes. I eventually said sorry to Cha.
This friend told me things na hindi ko naman nakkwento sa kanya. Maybe because magaling sya makabasa ng tao. And she made me realize some things.
"Di kapa maka-move on sa ex mo."
Yes, hindi pa ko nakaka move-on kay Cha. I don't know how and when. I believe on her so much that I wanted to have an honest conversation with her.
"Hangga't may trust issue ka, hindi ka makakakita ng forever mo."
If I really have trust issues, ba't lagi ako nabubudul budol at naloloko? I believe so much sa goodness ng human beings. I even disregard someone's past when I love someone. Her history will be my lessons to be a better partner for her. At I admit na I plan too much of the future that I don't give any chance to my partner to think and decide on her own life. It was my flaw and my mistake. And I don't want it to happen again if I really wanted to meet my "till death do us part" partner. I've learned that outside our world (romantic relationship), there are other worlds and relationships (friends and family).
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I have already accepted everything. And with His help, I am healing and already moving on. ð Naniniwala naman ako na yung taong nakatadhana sakin, kahit saang directions pa kami mapunta, magkikita at magkikita din kami.
Pero bago yun, kelangan mayaman na ko at may sariling bahay na. At probably, meron na kong 100k spare cash to buy an engagement ring. Haha!
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