I love myself 😊

After チャ left me and found out about that "Daryl incident", many plans have changed. I didn't push through anymore buying a residential lot for us. I also gave up the idea of buying an engagement ring and propose to her. Also gave up the idea of helping her buy the condo in Cambridge. I then decided to continue my Masters and just finish it. Then will apply abroad after pandemic.

I was deeply heartbroken and fell ill. I didn't give up life despite that. I started working out, meditating, having healthy lifestyle (eat nutritious food), and reading and learning. And when working out and meditating were not enough, I started taking my anti-depressant medicine every other day. Now, I feel good almost everyday. Whenever I feel sad or lonely, I just acknowledge the feeling and embrace it. I love being single, spending time alone and with my family. I went back to being generous in saying "I love you" to my parents, my siblings, my furbabies, and others. 😁 Feel so good expressing your love to your loved ones. I can still make myself smile and laugh - jamming to the music and dancing alone. Haha! And when I'm bored and nothing to do nor talk to, I just read. 😉

I am healing fast. I just have to stay in the present. Avoid thinking about the past and thinking much about the future. Also don't expect anything. 😁