Goals

Personal Goals
Furbabies vaccine completion - In-progress (Target Oct 2020)
Master in Management completion in APC - In-progress (Target Nov 2021)
Master of Project Management / Master of Project and Program Management admission in UoS - Planned (Winter 2021)
PP's B&B Inn Lot - Planned (Target June 2021)

Travel Goals
Batanes, Australia, Iceland, Switzerland, Finland, Italy, Netherlands, Germany, Denmark, Sweden, Russia

"Focus on your goals."

I can do all things thru Christ who strengthens me. -Philippians 4:13

Saturday, July 20, 2019

Rove aka DLL

7:36PM
I’m currently here in 7-Eleven along Madison. I think it’s the nearest one. They don’t have seats inside the store. Cars and jeepneys are passing by. I don’t have my mask with me. It’s getting difficult to breath. The 10min charge is too small for my phone. I think just enough to send max 10 SMS.

Thinking Brain:
Hi Feeling Brain. How are you? Do you still want to wait for her? I guess you do cause you are just all about intuition and impulse. If it’s okay with you, since your eyes and mind are collapsing, can we at least have a deadline? Like until 12MN only? I love you Feeling Brain and I don’t want you to get tired more. And we both love Cha. If her mind and body are unable to do so, let her be. We don’t want her to get tired, mentally and physically.

I think it would be enough that she knows that You promised to wait for her - may it take 5 or 10 years. And I think, it is enough that You are supporting her secretly as her DLL.

We are not crazy Feeling Brain. We are sane. We’re passed the immature era where we say “I’m gonna kill myself...” etc.

Feeling Brain, on this together, let’s go to that place. Let’s seek peace of mind and enlightenment. Not worry about the money cause we have trusted close friends. Buy the ticket next month, prepare the needed money, then depart.

It’s getting hotter here outside. My sweat started to drip. I still have few hours to wait.

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6:20PM
I'm here inside a mall, near Cha's place.
I'm dizzy and no appetite for food.
But I gotta be here.
I am waiting for Cha to wake up.
Just like I have mentioned multiple times, she is worthy to be waited.

At first, I just wanna talk to her and ask her mental and physical health. Then MikMik run away. 😞 I don't know what to do. I lied and did't tell to COO admins that MikMik run away. 😞 I asked the people at home to look for her.

Now, I am dizzy. I am just staring at my food.
A friend told me to fight for Cha. I said, I promised to Cha that I will wait for her. And whatever happens, I will still support her - may it be mentally, emotionally, or financially - until she reaches her dreams. Maybe my purpose will be done once I've seen her successfully achieved her dreams and goals in life. Till then, I will commit to my promise to take care or her and support her.

I will gladly resign once I see her becomes the CPA Lawyer she dreams. Then I can now go and be gone into the fog.

-Daddy Long Legs

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