I only have four (4) sessions left with my PT. I will get back to her when I have already enrolled myself to Term 2. ð I don't wanna stop changing myself for the better - including my body. ð
Let's not talk about my ex now. Let's avoid talking about people who don't want to be disturbed. ð I don't wanna initiate any SMS or conversation anymore. When I do, I'm becoming the old Rove who madly chased her and was so stupid for losing my self-respect. Let's not chase people whom we don't matter.
She may be pretty and has a good future ahead of her, but so what? I don't mind having my next girlfriend a fruit vendor or a house keeper. I only need is someone who's God-fearing, kind, loyal, faithful, consistent, hardworking, and doesn't give up on me. Anyway, we can help each other and get rich. ð I don't wanna experience being left again every time I'm at my low. Then get back to me when I'm at my happy moments. My ex did that to me multiple times. And when I look back, I was so stupid for keeping on accepting her back.
Let's move on. Past is past. Both of us have already changed and still changing.
In 2 weeks, I'll be officially 2 months single. I now have few new friends - chatmates. ð They all just need new friends and so do I. After 3-5 months, maybe I'll start dating again. But I doubt someone will like to date me romantically. ð Anyway, just keep on improving myself and maybe, I will be enjoying again being single. That I won't give a fuck to dating and headaches anymore. ð Done with pleasing and serving a queen as a knight. That I'm better off alone. ð
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This weekend, I'll be joining a free diving class. Two birds hit by one stone.
1) I'll be traveling alone. No friend nor partner.
2) I'll be learning to swim and dive to open sea.
Both of them are a little bit uncomfortable and I have a little fear. ð
But let's conquer our fears! Rove is an adventurous fella! ð
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