Goals

Personal Goals
Furbabies vaccine completion - In-progress (Target Oct 2020)
Master in Management completion in APC - In-progress (Target Nov 2021)
Master of Project Management / Master of Project and Program Management admission in UoS - Planned (Winter 2021)
PP's B&B Inn Lot - Planned (Target June 2021)

Travel Goals
Batanes, Australia, Iceland, Switzerland, Finland, Italy, Netherlands, Germany, Denmark, Sweden, Russia

"Focus on your goals."

I can do all things thru Christ who strengthens me. -Philippians 4:13

Friday, July 12, 2019

Let life do its wonders

10:32PM

If there will be a woman who is kind, faithful, loyal, hindi ako iiwan, and has nice personality that will have a crush on me, liligawan ko na agad! 😆 And after of 2-3 years of dating, mag-ppropose na ko. 😁 Hindi ko na papatagalin pa, baka mawala pa eh. Haha! Hindi naman nababase sa tagal ng pinagsamahan ang makakatuluyan mo eh, nasa tao lahat yun. 😉 And since it’s gonna be an engagement ring, it should worth atleast Php200k.

Then in the end, magpapayaman muna ko para ma-afford ko yung 200k worth na ring. Hahaha!

P.S. On a serious note, seems like I can only be more open to my partner-bestfriend. I have few close friends but I don’t tell them all. I don’t open my heart and mind to them. チャ was the only person I trusted to with everything I have. Now we’re just friends, part of me is not as open to her as before.

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5:23PM

Well, if ever チャ will let someone court her or ligawan her, I would be jealous even a little. Of course! I am still the ex. Haha!

But hopefully, she'll tell me if there will be someone liking her. Moreover, if she's having a crush on someone else. I just want to know too. Because, if there is, I'll distance myself right away. I'm a jealous partner and I don't want her special someone to get jealous of me that she's still talking to her ex. Respect. I value respect.

On the other side, Point Blue kept on sending me email notifications now about Teka. For the last 7-8 months, I've been waiting for it and kept asking for updates. Because the original plan is to get a place for both of us. Now, it arrived but we've already broken up. Sad but this is part of the perks of being in a relationship and planning too long. LOL!

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4:04PM

Post I came across in FB:

Well, I really fell in love with チャ that time after few dates. And during the almost 4 years of being together, I was not feeling “in love” everyday. It’s just that I was committed to her. She’s lucky as I was loyal and faithful to her. 😉 I chose her so it’s not about “being in love” everyday. 😜

Now, I don’t wanna force anyone, esp. her to still like/love me after having left again. Let’s not make our hopes high. 😋

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Since I am acting and thinking like single, my mind is now more open to chances - no more eye blinders. 😊 I don’t want to ignore any possibilities around me anymore. 

Anyway, チャ is pretty and has a nice personality. Plus, based on her history, men are chasing her. Then it’s not a problem for her to get a better partner. She’s like a flower that just needs to wait for a deserving bee to come over. Then she just have to choose the winner. 

Me? I need extra effort to improve myself (physically, mentally, and statuses) so that I will have a fighting chance - even little - to women I will like and possibly try to ask for a date in the future. 😅 So before I can start dating, I need to load up my gun first with lots of bullets.

Anyway, I am already kind, faithful, loyal, and consistent. Just need to improve my statuses in life - financially and physically. Hahaha!

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