You are loved 😊

The other night, I was browsing the internet, checking for engagement ring. I already chosen one. But had second thoughts so I stopped.

Why? I still have doubts and what ifs.

What if チャ's hiding something from me, like is/was cheating again? Though the ring has 30 days refund, I cannot afford to waste my precious time planning at things that I am not 100% sure.

I also thought, one day might arrive that チャ finally decide to whom she wanted to go with. And one day might arrive that "the person" meant for me finally get my attention. I don't wanna slip any opportunity ending up with the true queen I will serve for the rest of my life.

"Not saying anything is the same as lying about it." This is why I am doubtful about チャ's loyalty and faithfulness.

Anyway, my love for チャ as a best friend and sibling is still there, nothing changed. But my love as a lover or romantic partner has already changed since May 2019. And it will never be the same again. "Love without trust" is senseless. This might be the reason I need at least 2 years to prove that チャ has really changed - and that's until Dec 2021.

Don't hurry Rove. Your perfect match might be just around the corner, waiting for the perfect opportunity to get your attention (since your eyes are currently set to チャ only). Try to be open minded to people again. 😉

Remember: You are loved. You deserve better. Your loyalty and faithfulness deserve a right person.