Thoughts to ponder

These are the things I want to scrutinize in the lovelife aspect of my life. Why lovelife? Because I'm already at the age of finding my partner I'll be with for the rest of my life.

Okay, I want to think these for the next few weeks.
1. What if チャ is not pretty or beautiful? Do you still like her?
A: Yes. I didn't fall for her looks. I fell for her personality. To tell you the truth, I don't like people who dye their hair. And her hair was dyed when I first met her.
2. What if she'll have that mental illness until she gets old, are you able to bear with it?
A: I think so. I myself have one and have to learn how to handle myself everytime it comes back. I also have a youngest sister who is special and I need long patience when taking care of her. So having チャ won't be different. They all teach me to be more patient and be understanding.
3. What if she's missing body parts *knock on wood* like arms or legs, are you ready to take care of her until the end?
A: I think yes. It's the same as above. Love endures all.
4. What if she beats you everytime she has tantrum? Are you okay with it?
A: Knowing her mental history, I think yes. It's the same as #2. You know what I do when she does that? I hug her. My mistake is I tend to hug her tight that it hurt her. 😞
5. What if she's broke and doesn't have money or anything at all?
A: I told her already in the past that I want to be reliable enough to provide all her needs.
6. What if she has no time with you because of her super busy schedule with her career?
A: Hmmm.. My love language is QT. Maybe we have to talk about it and set schedule even date once a week.
7. Provided that she has dark past, do you still accept her?
A: I accepted and loved her even she doesn't have the same family as others. I saw her sincerity and efforts that's why I given her another chance. And I trusted her again THAT'S WHY I WAS ABOUT TO PROPOSE!

What if she's ugly and fat?
A: Isn't she fat already? 😆 Kidding! Again, I fell for her personality and not her looks. If looks, I should have gotten myself other woman, and not her.

Why did you already answered above. You have to think these over the next weeks since your original plan was to propose to her and spend the rest of your life with her. I want you to be sure if she's really the woman you wanna be with.