Goals

Personal Goals
Furbabies vaccine completion - In-progress (Target Oct 2020)
Master in Management completion in APC - In-progress (Target Nov 2021)
Master of Project Management / Master of Project and Program Management admission in UoS - Planned (Winter 2021)
PP's B&B Inn Lot - Planned (Target June 2021)

Travel Goals
Batanes, Australia, Iceland, Switzerland, Finland, Italy, Netherlands, Germany, Denmark, Sweden, Russia

"Focus on your goals."

I can do all things thru Christ who strengthens me. -Philippians 4:13

Monday, July 27, 2020

God is my refuge

Kaingget si Gang Tae!!! 🥺 Sana may Ko Mun Yeong din ako na possessive sakin. Hahaha! Makita ko lang Ko Mun Yeong ng buhay ko, hindi na ko papalag. Sasamahan ko sya ipaglaban kami. 😆 Pagawa ako agad ng bahay at engagement ring at mag-popropose ako agad! Hahaha!

S***! Ano ba tong pinapanuod ko. About psychology to and stuff. Ano ba tong iniisip ko... lalo tuloy kumikirot ulo ko. 😖

Pero syempre hindi agad ibibigay ni God tong hinihiling ko. It's either "yes, I'll give it to you" or "Wait, the best is yet to come."

On the other hand, I lost my real Ko Mun Yeong just earlier today. It’s because of my stupidity. I haven’t learned my lesson still. 😣 Kahit gaano ko kamahal yung tao at gusto ipaglaban, ayaw ko pagpilitan sarili ko sa taong ayaw na sakin. Dahil imbes mapasaya ko sya, baka lalo ko lang sya masaktan. Sanay narin naman ako mag-isa, since birth. At mas desire ko ang true happiness ng mga loved ones ko kesa happiness ko. Just to see them smile makes me smile too. Ayaw ko na makasakit, lalo na si チャ. It breaks my heart ten folds every time makita ko sya umiiyak (I swear).

Baka di na ko bigyan ni God ng love life sa entire life ko dito sa Earth dahil sa ginawa ko ngayon araw na to. 🥺

Pero be patient Rove.. ☺️ Deal with your headache first! Ilang linggo na yan pabalik balik. 😒 Pag okay kana physically, emotionally, and mentally, sige go! Lumipad kana sa kung saan mo gusto at magpayaman kana. At may chance, makikita mo rin yung talagang Ko Mun Yeong ng buhay mo. 😉 Don't ever lose hope with life. Remember, the Earth has more than 8 billion people. At isa dyan ang nilaan ni God para sayo. To fight for you. And someone you'll spend the rest of your life with.

Be patient and don't lose hope. ☺️ God is always with you, who will come against you?

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