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To the woman I thought was my happy ending:

Thank you for everything. We all know that our relationship had become toxic. I had (and reoccurring) depression and sometimes fail to handle it. And I know that you have too, you just don't want to admit it. Instead of me supporting you, taking care of your health, I even added to your pain. I even given you much suffering. I'm so sorry. No words can take back the pain I caused you.

I cannot blame you if you chose to give up on me or give up on us. It's not your fault, please know that. Instead, my only desire is your good health physically, mentally, and emotionally. I will let you go if it's the only way for you to become healthy and be happy again.

I treasure you so much that I'm willing to forget my romantic love for you. Please forget me if it's the only way for you to get better. Your wellness is my utmost desire. I love you more than any romantic love.

I'm sorry. Thank you. And I love you.

P.S. Wag palipas ng gutom. And always have ample rest. Papangit ka nyan, sige ka.

-R