Realizations

I'm still at work. But taking a break while listening to a happy GG song. ☺️

I now know what those mean.

The person above means I look young. The person below means I am actually old, mature, and enjoying my time. Devoted means I am a devoted person whatever I do. 😁

I saw my old blog entry where I was begging God to bring Fudy into my life. 😆 Fudy is the name I gave to my first relationship (ex). Reading it made me laugh a little. I saw the childish Rove. Then I remember above quote. In my life, I’ve been rejected many times. After I graduated, I applied to 200+ companies, all of them rejected me. Until Oct 2011, HP came to my life. It was one of the best things happened to my life. Then I was working for years, my former teammates were already PM, if not in HO, but in other companies. I thought, maybe being PM was not really for me. Not until I was called and trusted internally then in an instant given projects and now a real PM. I received praises and also had mistakes too. Then tried an Execution Lead role and was not expecting that I am giving advices to more experienced PMs than me. ☺️ I will strive hard to experience more for being a PM. Maybe stressful but the learnings and experiences are incomparable. This is my dream career since I was in 1st year College.

God is really amazing!

He either say, “Yes I’ll give the desires of your heart.” Or “Wait, I will give it to you at the right time because you’re still not yet ready or it’s still not yet ready.” Or “Nope, I will give you better than what you think.”

I may failed in one aspect in life right now - personal lovelife. I will surely have it in the future, in His perfect time and with His chosen person.

I’ve already given my life to Him when I became Christian in Grade School. I had mishaps, most of the times got lost, but keep coming back to Him, may it be in my bad or in good days.

I trust you God. I’ll just do what I have to do and I know you’ll guide me. Thank you for these realizations. I love you God!