Gusto ko ulit ma-inlove romantically. Yung kikiligin ka kapag kausap mo sya. Yung makikita mo lang sya nakangiti ay masaya kana. Yung ma-iinspire ka gawin mga bagay bagay kasi alam mo andyan sya nakasupporta. Yung alam mong magiging loyal at faithful sya sayo despite of all the temptations and challenges. Yung alam mong you will help each other grow and achieve each other's dream.
My Ms. Right, when will you introduce yourself to me? π I am just here waiting while trying my best to be successful. π For you, me, and us, naghahanda na ko sa araw ng pagkikita natin.
Sa ngayon, "expired" ako but I still go on as I must move on.
——
Me1, "Why not ask Cha again to get back together?"
Main Me, "Na-ah. As they say, 'There are better fishes in the sea.'"
Me1, "Why? Move on move on din. π"
Main Me, "HA HA HA HA! That's what Cha told me many times in the past. I did moved on - many times. But what she has done? She kept on getting back to Jake and telling me she was contacted or she just needed something like a book. So? Is he the only classmate she ever had? Doesn't she have any friends to talk to? Of course, she liked to meet him! She liked to meet the guys who like/love her. I've learned my lesson. She's the best example of "words that contradict with actions". I cannot entrust my heart to her again not until I've seen she has changed for the better."
Me1, "Galit na galit? π"
Main Me, "I'm just explaining my side. I'd rather court someone new than get back to her and pick up where we have left."
Me1, “What will make you forget everything and start over with her?”
Main Me, “When she’ll do what I did before. I was crazily madly in love with her that I fought for her and for us. Di ko pala alam, meron na pala sya iba. I want her to talk to me and say to me that she’s very sorry for all the lies and cheating she has done (even the very recent one) and she would like to start over. I want to see the sincerity in her eyes. If she can talk to Jake with all honesty, why can’t to me?”
Me1, “What will make you forget everything and start over with her?”
Main Me, “When she’ll do what I did before. I was crazily madly in love with her that I fought for her and for us. Di ko pala alam, meron na pala sya iba. I want her to talk to me and say to me that she’s very sorry for all the lies and cheating she has done (even the very recent one) and she would like to start over. I want to see the sincerity in her eyes. If she can talk to Jake with all honesty, why can’t to me?”
Me1, "Any chance of loving her romantically again? Like dating her and ask her to be your girlfriend/fiancΓ©?"
Main Me, "Hahaha! Ayaw ko magsalita ng tapos dahil di naman talaga natin alam mga mangyayari satin. Some people told me that 'Once a cheater will always be a cheater' but I also have friends who have changed after they met their "katapat". As for me, hindi ako ang katapat ni Cha. Kasi kung ako, she'll not lie nor cheat on me over and over again. It's difficult to trust someone again after s/he has lied to you many times - especially cheating. But I believe na magbabago din sya once natagpuan na nya yung katapat nya. π It may take years bago sya mag mature in relationships but I believe she'll be. In her own pace and her own time, she'll be a better person. π And of course, mahal ko parin naman sya as a friend and family.
As a conclusion, we all need time to heal up. π Time does really heal everything. And we never know, during this process, makilala nya yung Mr. Right nya at makilala ko rin yung Ms. Right ko. Eh di win-win lahat. π Let's just believe with the life's process."
P.S. Basta sa ngayon, I really hate players, liars, users, and cheaters. Thanks to my recent relationship, I've realized them all. π At I will focus on myself.
No comments:
Post a Comment