Since last night, I was trying to figure out the IT for Taipei. With only 3 days allotted for Taipei Fun Pass, there's so much time constraint. Some places are meant for the 4th day.
While doing it, at the back of my mind, "Is Cha coming?" She was the one who planned and booked all these travels for 2019. I cannot treat her anymore. She didn't thought carefully all the the things she would like to do this year. Maybe because, it's not her money who booked the plane tickets in the first place. ð I asked her to provide me even 1k every cut-off. But because she's also in a very tight budget, I don't think she will be in her current salary. Worst case, I will be going alone.
I did my best to help her. Sent her CV to find a new job. Shopped for stuffs and groceries for them. Sponsor her law school misc and allowance. The remaining things to do are on her. There are things I can no longer help like going to interviews, minimize not needed purchases, etc.
There are so much things running through my mind. But I will just let her do her things. I want her to order and prioritize her stuffs. I don't know until when I will keep on reminding her on the things she needs to do. I'm not her secretary nor her romantic partner anymore. I should not be held responsible for all of her decisions and doings, well except for sponsoring her law school's misc and allowance. The rest, it's all up to her. Being not committed with her keeps me from doing things I used to do - treat her as a queen and provide all her needs and wants. Now, I got to reserve my resources for the my (future) true loyal and faithful queen. ð
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Current: I'm cleaning up my closets. Remove the things aren't used anymore.
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