My ハニー said, ayaw nya muna ng commitment. Because previously, she felt like na nasasakal sya.
I tell you. My ハニー, when she fell in love, she gives everything what she has up to her last piece. Hindi sya nagtitira kahit kaunti para sa sarili nya. Kaya madalas, she feels empty afterwards. That's her flaw.
This is also the reason why, I shouldn't accept everything she has to offer. To always remind myself to remind her that she also needs something for herself.
I felt sad of course when she said it. But instead of thinking sorrowful, I got to be thankful. Thankful that she still talk to me despite to what happened.
And I am just hoping that my actions will pierce through her heart and her mind that I am worthy of her love. And I deserve another chance.
P.S. I've read so many advices and articles with regards to relationships to avoid toxicity. I even wrote some of them, just to remind myself.
/rōv/ (v) travel constantly without a fixed destination; wander. (n) a journey, especially one with no specific destination; an act of wandering.
Goals
Personal Goals
Furbabies vaccine completion - In-progress (Target Oct 2020)Master in Management completion in APC - In-progress (Target Nov 2021)
Master of Project Management / Master of Project and Program Management admission in UoS - Planned (Winter 2021)
PP's B&B Inn Lot - Planned (Target June 2021)
Travel Goals
Batanes, Australia, Iceland, Switzerland, Finland, Italy, Netherlands, Germany, Denmark, Sweden, Russia
"Focus on your goals."
I can do all things thru Christ who strengthens me. -Philippians 4:13
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