Goals

Personal Goals
Furbabies vaccine completion - In-progress (Target Oct 2020)
Master in Management completion in APC - In-progress (Target Nov 2021)
Master of Project Management / Master of Project and Program Management admission in UoS - Planned (Winter 2021)
PP's B&B Inn Lot - Planned (Target June 2021)

Travel Goals
Batanes, Australia, Iceland, Switzerland, Finland, Italy, Netherlands, Germany, Denmark, Sweden, Russia

"Focus on your goals."

I can do all things thru Christ who strengthens me. -Philippians 4:13

Tuesday, March 06, 2018

Fight fight fight!

Hi,

I am not well.

Aside from depression, I think I have Paranoid Personality Disorder. All the symptoms, they are all "yes". I will confirm it on Saturday check-up.

Sometimes, I just wanted to shut off my mind. I imagined so much that I hurt myself, eventually hurt the person I love.

Why am I like this? Why my mind is thinking too much that are not true anymore?

Sometimes, I want to shut myself in a secluded place where no cellphone, television, laptop, nor anyone that I can hurt verbally or physically.

"Rove, you're gonna be okay. You're gonna be fine. Fight! Don't give up! You need to fight! Everything will be over soon. Okay?"
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