One day

Dear God,

I commit to you my heart and my mind - and also my lovelife.

Haha. Masyado na ko nasaktan. Well, hindi na ko nadala. "If a person once treated you like you were nothing, he or she will do it again in the future."

In the past, napakadali lang sa kanya lokohin ako. At napakadali lang din sa kanya sabihin sakin na "break na tayo". I believe her when she said, she'll change for the better - 180 degrees. But how stupid am I to believe na hindi na madali sa kanya sabihin yung "break na tayo". Haha. I guess, once in your life, makaka-encounter ka talaga ng tao na madali lang sa kanila bitawan ang mga salita na big deal.

And Rove..self-respect. I guess it's really high time to move on. When I said "move on", it's not just forgetting your love and care for the person. It might be still there, you care for the person. But there are times that one way to show care for the person is to leave out of his/her life.

I should love myself by spending more time with people who have high standards and have the desire to improve. People who are honest and genuine. People who have morals and respect.

I should surround myself with people who are afraid to lose me. Even for once, I should find this person. And settle with her.

God, help me. Show me the right path I should walking at. Please don't let me go astray, Holy Spirit.

I love you God, Christ, and Holy Spirit. I commit my life, my heart, and my mind to you.

I am very confident and optimistic that one day, I'll meet that one woman who will respect, cherish, and honor me. And I will do the same to her.

"When in doubt, pray."

Amen!