I looked crazy. Why do I have to explain my side and my feelings. As if I am still hiding anything from her.
For playing with my heart - push and pull, why do I still need to explain to her? As if she really cares about my feelings and confused mind.
It was very easy for her to leave me and I'm making it also easy for her to return to me anytime she wants. Am I just a toy? I do deserve some answers. I do deserve some respect as a person.
I've learned that I should not stop anyone from leaving me.
I should stop looking for a partner. I just need to do what I gotta do - be successful and get rich! Till then God will give me His gift - my future wife. I just have to trust His process. So stop pushing yourself Rove to someone who doesn’t even value you. When people leave your life, let them leave. Only people that stay deserve your love and care. People that you don’t have to beg. You are not created to beg anyone, Rove.
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Yep, I was created for greater things! Humans are frail, I can’t trust them. I lay my plans on you God. Please rule my life. Heal my heart and mind. I love you. Thank you.
/rōv/ (v) travel constantly without a fixed destination; wander. (n) a journey, especially one with no specific destination; an act of wandering.
Goals
Personal Goals
Furbabies vaccine completion - In-progress (Target Oct 2020)Master in Management completion in APC - In-progress (Target Nov 2021)
Master of Project Management / Master of Project and Program Management admission in UoS - Planned (Winter 2021)
PP's B&B Inn Lot - Planned (Target June 2021)
Travel Goals
Batanes, Australia, Iceland, Switzerland, Finland, Italy, Netherlands, Germany, Denmark, Sweden, Russia
"Focus on your goals."
I can do all things thru Christ who strengthens me. -Philippians 4:13
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