Maybe I now have a clue why moving out with ハニー never push through. Maybe God doesn't want me to suffer.
I can see that ハニー is not yet a wife-material. Now that we're living in a small space she couldn't make little things in order, how about a bigger space? Our own home? She couldn't even keep her hands off from her phone even one day. She couldn't live without social media. So it's a no-no for me. 😞 I love her but let's be practical, she's not ready yet. If we'll move out together now, I will end up being the provider and the housekeeper. 😒 It's not wrong to be a housekeeper if the person you are with knows how to keep her own things in order.
Getting married with her too is a no-no for me now. Not until the day she has proven herself as a mature person and a wife-material. Well, if one day she decided to leave me, it's okay. I'm not in a hurry anyway to get married and have my own family. If one day I would like to have a kid, I can always go abroad and resort to science to get my own child (to continue my legacy).
Thank you God. You really guide me well. What I will do now is to chill and do my stuff, don't wanna push myself too hard. I will do things one at a time to get successful and be rich. 😉 Control my expenses and invest.
So help me God. 🙏
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