Resolutions

As expected, she said no. I was already expecting it. I just wanna know how the message be delivered. 😊

I now have my resolutions.

I will reserve my physical affections (passionate hugs and kisses) to my future girlfriend/fiance/wife. I don't want my sweet affections (intended for couple) be given freely to any woman. They are not free. Someone should be committed to me first. 😁 I don't want anyone to think that she doesn't need us to be official couple since I can freely give her my affections. I don't want anyone to think that I am easy.

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To ハニー,

I love you, but I'm sorry. As much as I wanted to hug you to sleep, I can't. If I'll do that, I will betray my future partner. If you are my future partner, then I'm betraying you. 😞 It's also difficult on my part but I need to do this. I need to control myself.

Don't worry, in time, everything will be okay. Just be patient. The possible joy will be bigger than we expect, when we are just patient.
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As being a suitor, I think I need to halt it for now. She clearly said that it's career first. There's nothing wrong about it. In fact, I like her to pursue it first. 😉 Love life is just there. There are numbers of people who like her and will like her in the future so no problem. 😁

Anyway, I am still here as her bestfriend and close friend. 😁 I will still treat her as my best buddy - of course, minus the physical touch I only give to my partner (e.g. kisses, passionate hugs, etc). 😉😆 Bestfriends don't kiss each other except for "beso beso". Bestfriends don't hug each other to sleep. 😆 Bestfriends don't call each other "honey", "my love", etc. 😆 And etcetera. 😆

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Thank you God for making me realize these. I got to purify myself for my future partner. If チャ is still my future partner, then the more I need to cleanse myself first.

So help me God. 🙏 Amen!